y saw what i saw in valerie. they knew i loved her. but they didnt care. a big house, big paychecks and big spending to impress a bunch of their friends was the way of life now. jeff knew that i was barely making anything. and instead of telling melissa that he once lived like that too. it didnt matter. they had their house, they had the money rolling in. jeff once told me not to worry about paying too much on the rent b cuz he knew i wasnt making squat. but once melissa was part of the picture, yeah, she talked him into going back on his word to me. sound familiar? you three backwards hillbilly hicks have something in common. thats what happened to me. i regretted bringing valerie into the middle of it. but i really liked her. when we started talking talking, i wanted to be with her. i didnt care about anything thing else. i wanted valerie in my life.
first off jennifer, u werent there. jeff and melissa, were a whole different story. if i knew the best friend i had for so long was born with no balls and constantly kissed his wifes ass and was too f**cking much of a p**ssy to stand up to his wife instead of kissing her ass b cuz he knew that backwards country hillbilly moore county girl would divorce him and take everything he had bcuz he would do everything she told him to do. Jeff is pathetic. i didnt like melissa when she told jeff she couldnt wait til the house was theirs. that b*tch couldnt wait til i was gone. and she never did like me staying there with jeff. oh yeah, she loved it that i was helping pay half the rent for the appartment me and jeff was stayting in just so he could fly her around the country so she could stand out as the spoiled snobby little college girl she was. she didnt give a f*ck. her house and her money was now hers for the taking. and i no longer mattered. and jeff wasnt stupid enough to cross her. so he kissed her ass. and the
r come close to how happy valerie made me. i would have died 4 her. she knew that. but u? my life isnt worth ANYTHING u could ever offer me. if u dont like it. i dont care. go live ur life. and stay out of mine. one more thing, DONT EVER talk about my wife like that ever again. and leave me the hell alone.
. just to ruin it 4 me. thinking i would come running back to u. but i didnt. i stood by valerie for 3 years to come and supported her all the way. and i know it burns u up inside to this day. but i did everything i could possibly do to make her see i loved her. but being a prisoner on that submarine, and the damamge u did. i failed. she left me with no money and a broken heart. so u want something to celebrate about. celebrate that. u won. i lost her. u happy now? i am NOT happy with my life 2day. i dont have the one girl in my life that meant everything to me. i did anything 4 her. i gave up a financially secure future and a happy life bcuz i wanted valerie and NO ONE else. u just couldnt live with that could u? today even if valerie never realized that it doesnt matter. u live life one time. u get one chance. i took my chance with her. if i had it to do over again, i wouldnt do it differently. val was worth all the pain and suffering i went through. not u jennifer or any other girl in this world could eve
so jealous at that moment when i told u i was gonna marry valerie and not u. u just had to tell her that. thanks 4 sending my life STRAIGHT TO HELL. b cuz u cheated on me, lied to me on more occasions than i can even remember, i chose to live an honest life and never b anything like U. i was honest and faithful to valerie i never lied to her. even when i told her that i was telling u i loved u. it wasnt a love like u wanted. and u knew i didnt have any feelings 4 u. u knew i didnt love u anymore. but u couldnt stand the fact that i loved valerie and not u. so u just lied to her and told her i did. why couldnt u just get over it? i loved u as a friend and nothing more. and thanks to u she didnt know what to think and things never went to well 4 us. the feelings i had 4 valerie, the way i felt about her, nothing in this world meant anything when it came to valerie. but thanks to ur selfishness and jealousy, i lost her that day. and dont pretend it was an accident. your friend misty told me u did that on purpose
a talk about my wife, u have no right to talk about her. u dont know her. i knew who she was when i met her, she wasnt just some other random gilr in this world. she really meant alot to me. she touched my heart in a way no one has ever touched it. when we started talking, we had a very special connection. she felt it and so did i. everyday i have regretted losing her. i regret it even TODAY. the other day i told her she still has my heart. she still has it. I wouldnt give it to another girl ever. even how things turned out last year when we seperated. that day, me and valerie were driving around virginia beach and u called, i thought u were gonna tell her and i that u were happy 4 us. u were already pregnant with child number 3 and with 40 year old nut case that was beating u to death every day, and u lied to wife telling her that we were getting back together. how could u do that me? yeah, sorry the years after i left turned out so bad 4 u, but i moved on. i met someone i really loved and because of u being
i was stupid enough to forgive u 4 it and think u could ever change. i was so stupid to have any faith in you. in 2003 when we started talking again because your mother comitted suicide and yeah i felt so sorry for u. i knew u felt all alone. i knew u had no one to turn to. yeah, i felt really bad about the whole thing. but when you told me those events had changed your life forever and u had changed. i believed u. hell, i was going to Iraq and i didnt know if i was coming back. the entire time i was gone for 2 and a half months and hadnt spoken to you i thought about u every day. the thought of u and cheyenne back in my life kept me going. then the day i got back and u told me u were pregnant? what? u didnt think it would hurt my feelings. but u didnt care. u still dont. u regretted cheating on me losing me. and the fact that i told u i could never love u the same way again. and we could never be together after that. i dont care how mad u were. but u didnt have to take it out on me. and yeah, Valerie, u wann
u know jennifer, u sit there year after year after year telling yourself that i am the one destined for you. i am so sick of hearing u babble on about it. we were DONE the day i went to boot camp in 2001. the only reason i joined up in the navy was to make a better life for u and cheyenne. but all your druggy friends knew exactly how gullable u was and filled ur head with a bunch of crap that i would meet someone else once i left bootcamp and leave u? u? u? the one girl that was in my life for 6 years b4 i went to the navy, and u thought i was gonna ditch u? i loved u and your daughter. and the fact that i was the only father she ever knew. how could u think i would ever do something like that to you. but u f**ked up when u put your trust in your pathetic new friends and not in me. that was your decision and when in the hell u could make a decision to ever put your faith in your friends and not me so quickly and cheat on me, and abandon your daughter, told me that we never meant anything to you. the fact that
