Im here cause my mother said it was awesome. Thought i'd check it out. I'd really like to make friends to hangout with and such. I love parties and music. I am very shy though, and will not just up and approach someone. Im easy to get along with and pretty funny at times. I'd like to get over my caring what others think of me and open up. Looking at me in passing you could not guess that i am gay. My voice is soft and my mannerisms are feminine. My wardrobe is very...country, thrift, prep,jumble of nonsense. I looked for a blog area, but couldnt find it so ill just add things here if they are imprtant enough. Recently i was hurt by someone i felt i loved. He has been romancing me since july and within this week he told me he has a boyfriend. No one had ever made me feel special,wanted, desired like he did. Now it meens nothing, all the kind words he said, all the personal stuff i still cant believe i said, all wasted. I am not old enough to go clubbing yet, and there is one gay nightclub here. It is like torture because i have no gay friends, so it is very unlikely ill find anyone soon. I am scared about trying again, putting my trust into someone new. It feels like i have been alone, and unloved longer then i'v been alive. Maybe this sounds depressing tosome, but to others im sure you know how this feels. I want to be held, made to feel like i am wanted, important, protected. I really would like a man that can dominate me. I am a switch (versatile) but i lean towards submissive. I want a man that will love me for me, and not expect me to change appearance. I want a man i can trust, and randomly show affection to. I want to be treated as a man would treat a woman. He should be caring and gentle. I like romantic guys who move slowly until im sure im ready then to take me. I hope somewhere out there is a man that finds me appealing enough to talk to. I need a life and happiness.I need to get out of the house more. I would love to go to parties and meet new likeminded people. Please contact me if i sound like a worthwhile hassle. Thanks.

I like almost all music. I do not like rap however. Jrock,jpop,metal,punk,alternative,country,new wave,new age,classic rock, clssical,techno,dance,pulse,etc. I love the lively,making your body want to dance kinda music.

I love any action, fantasy movies. I especially love Japanese anime. LOTR and Harry Potter.