So 2009 ain't turning out that good for me.. I spent most of Saturday night in the hospital && going back again tomorrow.. I mean it's so weird how much we take for granted.. so now I'm scared as hell.. because LIFE as I know it.. can dramatically change.. I gotta go back tomorrow morning for an ultrasound.. but since I took the prescribed medication.. I can't sleep.. stress && being nervous can also be the factor :(:(:(