Hey all,
I never really use the blogs thing on here, but thought i would start now.
I had my last cigarette an hour ago (2100 uk time)
The reason for me quitting......i lost my amazing, fantastic, caring, one in a million grandad a few months ago to lung cancer. When we found out, the doctor gave him 6 wks to 3 months. Sadly he died exactly 6 weeks later. He had never smoked a cigarette in his life.
This is one reason. The second is my 10year old son, David. He said something to me over the weekend, which shocked me. He said "i dont want you to die mum" i said, im not going to die for a very long time yet, to which he replied....but what if you get cancer!!
I think this was my wake up call.
So this morning, i got an appointment with my gp and as i have no willpower whatsoever, im gonna try and quit with nicotine replacement.
I know its not going to be easy...far from it..but im gonna give it my best shot!!
So no doubt ill be filling my blog, with ramblings and venting frustration about anything and everything.
Wish me luck
xxxx
