A Little About Me...

It's just life; we all get through it. That is a saying that I have lived by for a very long time. Now I have found someone who makes me smile and laugh and even feel like playing at times.
I am considered strange by many because I believe in lost things, like manners, chivalry, and proper english to name a few.

I am an avid sci-fi and fantasy reader.

I tend to be very blunt and straight forward, don't ask a question if you don't want an honest answer.

In 1990 I went to Hell, it has alot of gritty sand and rocks, some people know it as Iraq. NOT my favorite place!!!!
I'm currently looking for that teeny tiny place in the world where life is perfect. If you know where it is please let me know!!!

I like control, and I enjoy having something to keep and protect. This has led me to a lifestyle outside of what is considered normal. If you have a problem with that then I consider it your problem, not mine, so don't try preaching to me. I will only get annoyed!



Just a few thoughts to ponder:

"Life is a bitch ... and she may hate me .. but I'm not going to change just so she'll like me ... I'll just hate her back!"

"If you gaze for long into the abyss, the abyss gazes also into you" -Friedrich Neitzche

"It's easy to go down into hell; night and day the gates of dark death stand wide; but to climb back up again, to retrace ones steps to the open air, there lies the problem, the difficult task." ~Virgil: the Aeneid

"True control cannot be taken by force, it must be willingly surrendered."

"Dominance without consideration and compassion is merely abuse in disguise."

"Be careful, lest in casting out your demons, you cast out the best thing that is in you - Nietzsche"

"Never underestimate the power of human stupidity" ~Lazarus Long (Robert Heinlein)

"Beware of altruism. It is based on self-deception, the root of all evil."

"My attitude is YOUR problem!"

"Live your life in such a way that when your feet hit the floor in the morning, Satan shudders and says ... 'Shit ... he's awake!!"



What I'm Looking For...

Nada, nothing, .... okay okay ... maybe just a little bit of that mythical joy and happiness I keep hearing about.

Perhaps some conversation and some friends to share the days with.

A winning Powerball Ticket!

The elusive "IT" that I keep hearing people say they have gotten together and seem so happy about.

To see a smile on the face of the woman I love.

To hear her laugh with joy and happiness.

The shade of my heart has sheltered my love, nurtured it and made it grow beyond measure by blessing it with love of her own. She is a wonderful woman who continues to fascinate me each and every day. No mere words can say what she means to me, but I will say "She is worth dying for"