The name is Nikki..Want to understand me? well it's impossible. It's possible that you'll Never forget me, I'll leave you speechless. It doesn't take a lot to make me happy. I'll try just about anything once, twice if i like it, and three times to make sure..i over examine pretty much everything..I forgive people really easy && sometimes it seems to screw me over in the long run..Tell me i won't do something, and I'll prove you wrong. I try my hardest not to let people get to close to me, I've been hurt to many times before, and I'm scared I'll get hurt again. I have the tendency to push the people that mean the most to me away, when i really need them the most. I don't hate anyone, i just might not have respect for you..I've lost my respect for a lot of people. I don't like being placed in a category, so don't label me, I'm not a cereal box, i don't need to be labeled! I live my life the way i think it should be lived, not by the way others think it should..I try to live my life like there's no tomorrow, but that's not always easy... I've learned that life's too short to hold grudges with people you truly love and care about.. Nobody's guaranteed tomorrow so spend as much time as you can with the people who mean the most to you..I don't regret the things I've done, but the things i didn't do when i had the chance. Life's just too short to pass the good things up.Learn from yesterday, live for today, && hope for tomorrow!