Hello, I was just sitting around the house doing a lot of things today. First off, im so sorry how everything worked out at Lori's. You didn't deserve what happened and I would have given anything to change how things went. Thank you for wanting to come back, it was completly unexpected...but thank you anyways. Your an amazing person. I've never meet anyone like you before and maybe that is why I love you so much. I don't know if it matters to you, but no matter what happens I hope you know I always have your best interest at the top of my mind. Hell you probably know because of what Laci said. James, I wish I knew what you really want from me...it...I don't know. I know you tell me over and over agaian that I knew from the biggining that I knew how things were with you, and yes, it's true that I knew. I didn't know how important you would become to me. I know I probably shouldnt put this on the website but I wanted to put it down before I wimped out and I just wanted to...just let you know. I would have told you but you were busy and I will tell you this in person the next time so if you do read this and want me to tell you in person, just don't mention it and I will talk to you whenever you have time to fit me in to your schedual.For ever ever Baby...Alayna
