The weirdest thing about me doing porn is the fact that I used to have my nose up in the air about the subject. I never had anything against performers, but I thought that it degraded relationships. I also see the other side of things – its obviously better than going out and physically cheating on your partner. A long term boyfriend when I was younger seemed to watch porn a lot (or so I thought at the time), and it gave me many uncertainties – perhaps even a few insecurities. Looking back I believe that is another big reason as to why I started down a path that eventually led me to the industry. All of those other men made me realise that there was no reason why I wasn’t good enough for the aforementioned (ex) boyfriend. And after coming to that conclusion I miraculously discovered something that was very new, and useful in life – COMMUNICATION! Anyways.. I found that I liked being the one on the screen rather than the one wondering why he’s looking at the screen instead of me. Selfish? Maybe a little..