Hii Im Lisai have a big heartand i wish for it to be treated well.if you dare hurt one of my friendsyou've hurt me also.im a hypocrite.im still bitterabout alot of things that have happenedBut, im trying my hardestto just let it go.i can't stand poor grammar.im not here to impress anybody.i get annoyed easily.im silly.my brother thinks im a 'sneaky little bitch'because I play tricks on him behind his back. =]i cant drink through straws.i have my ups.and i have my downs.i tend to be moody.it's really hard for me to choose one thingim really bad at decision making.argh.im a huge complainer.i'll be like blahblahblahblahso if you want to really be my friendget ready to put up with me.because it's what i do.i can be cuteor bitchydon't like it?OHWELL.I laugh too muchand i cry too often.i like it when people docute or simple things for me.it's really not hard to please me.if you make me laughthen i think i just fell in like with you.i hate it when people say that they 'love'like five different guys.c'mon make up your mind, girl.I've truely learned that guys come and gobut your friends are there foreverrrI wanna be in lovein true, i cant live without you,youre so amazingand I love you forver no matter whatkinda love... and i super corny.YEEEUP.if you wanna get along with mejust say what you meanand mean what you say.i find music very intriguingbecause some songs can pin point my emotions.im obsessed with painting.i really am.i want to be an artist when I grow up.i ignore alot of people& spend alot of my time thinking.i drift off alot when someone talks to me.its not that i dont find you interestingi just have so many things going on in my head.i get shy. & i will exaggeratei mislead people alot alot alot.argh.its just a natural thing that i cannot control.i sound like a little kid most of the time.immature?you bet your ass i am.i dont say muchi mumble about random thingsmost people say that they cant understand a word that im saying.i try to think logically but i always choose the wrong decisionsi am not close to perfectsince i dont believe there is such thingim done living for other peopleand caring more about what people thinkthan my own feelings.i get nervous about everythingim not the greatest role modelsince some of my actions would be considered "bad"i fall too hard and too fast for guys.i love meeting people that inspire mei've realized that things will only change if i let them.im currently learning that there is no reason to lieto those i love the mosti need to come upfront with my feelingsinstead of keepin them insideif not ill live my life with "what ifs"i have goalsi make myself get tummy achesbecause i worry about things too muchi over react about thingsi know i know i shouldn'tbut ugh. what can i do?i wont ever tell you how to live your lifeunless you are in huge need of helpi will step in.if you drink smoke etc.i wont judge you & say you are a horrible personi do my thingsyou do yours.i am not too fond of myselfor atleast how i express my feelingsi am terribly bad at showing my affectionalot of my relationships with people have been ruinedbecause i dont know how to let people knowhow i feeli get scared.but if you really think about it there is nothing to be afraid ofwhat is the worse that can happenright?