I came back to Fubar cause Ive had some major changes in my life and Im not ready to

throw in the towel just yet,my wife of 29yrs came down with a incurable disease called MSA,My oldest boy quit is job to take care of his mom msa is like parkinsons but with msa theres no pills there isnt shit you can do< its like a slow death,google it if ya want,I got injured on the job back in august Im a truckdriver heavy haul I tore the tenden out of bicep physcal therphy 3 days a week just to take my mind off of things here is where I came I dont want no sympathy thats not what i came here for doctors say ma -b year or 2 left< people say Im wrong but I think gods punishing me for all the stupid things Ive done cause nobody should have to go through what we have in the past 2 years its like taking the wings off a fly youve all done it you know what I mean,I still drink alittle but not like I use too. I just need a hug once in awhile to keep my sanity,enough of this shit for now