**I am me. What you see is how I am offline as well. I dont hide anything from anyone and I pour my emotions out in my blogs.. maybe too much, but it keeps me sane. Right now.. I dont want to explain myself, I dont want to tell you about me.. because, I am tired of having so many hopes and been let down. I give my all to everyone I meet online, but they dont give me their all.. I have people promise me things and break them the next day. I dont need that, so if you are someone playing games with people on the net?..Dont add me. And if you want to get to know me.. the real me? then add me. I have a wonderful boyfriend named vamp goth who I love very much. He and I have been together about a year now. I smoke, I drink, I swear constantly, and I'm a dork. I'm not very lady like in the sense that I don't know when to shut up, and I'm very blunt with everything. I'm honest, but I can be a real bitch sometimes (but only to those who merit such behavior). I have a good heart, and I love everyone (even the rude ones). I bend over backwards to make people happy (especially my friends and loved ones), because seeing happiness in others is, in my opinion, one of the greatest joys in our lives. I enjoy meeting new people who are not stupid or dishonest, so if you don't fall under those two categories and you want to talk, then hit me up.**