Ever changing,
I am...
I search to,
find me.
An empty shell,
but not.
Just imprisoned...
by self doubt.
I can't escape,
I want out!

I want to live again,
to see through eyes...
clearly.
Everything's so blurry...
What is it I am yearning for?
why casn't I touch what I desire?
too be again...
to breathe again...
to dream of....
Love SHANON




As I lie here alone,
Helplessly broken.
In a trance...I feel no pain.
I am numb inside...
In my own demise.
I secretly hide in and empty disquise
Of a life of NON-Existance.
A life of failed attempts of happiness,
Neverending days of unconsiousness.......restlessness.
Incapable of processing thoughts.
Delusions of wanderlust,
Imprisoned by lost desire.
slipping.....fading.....graping,
treading silently along........I AM
Welcome to MY CRYPT! Muah hahaa muaahhh!

"music exalts life, enhances life, and gives it meaning. Great music out lives the individual who created it. It is both personal and beyond the personal. For those who love it, it remains as a fixed point of reference in an unpredictable world. Music is a source of reconciliation, exhilaration, and hope which never fails."

LIFE without MUSIC would be a PASSIONLESS and EMOTIONLESS existence for ALL!!!

music is the ultimate expression of who we are, it is more than just a feelin' it is my passion for Music that moves my soul to dance!
I live and breathe it, I love all music but my first real passion is METAL!!! RIP DIME.