I missed you very much when you where gone. I love you! I was so looking forward in your return. I had this vision of how things were going to be. We were going to spend hours in the bedroom holding and fondling each other. I was going to kiss and lick your whole body. Give you the attention you so deserve. I hoped you would look at me the way you used to. I miss the passion we used to have for each other. What, I don't do it for you anymore? You can't be that tired all the time. Help me out here. I mean we haven't seen each other for two night's. We used to have more passion for each other after just being apart for the day. Let me know what I can do. It sure would be great to get back to where we were. When I look at you I still think how lucky I am to share our time together. I think you have really already made up your mind on how you feel. I hope you know how I feel. I still want my girl everyday. You act like that is a bad thing cause I wanna be with you all the time. It is hard for me to leave you alone after not seeing you for a few days. I wish you wanted me that much. I remember a time when you had trouble keeping your hands off me too. but those days are growing fewer and fewer.I hope your heart still belongs to me. I guess you've been having second thoughts these last few months. You've tried to reassure me that you really do want to make things work. I hope you really mean that. Let me know what I can do. It sure would be great to get back to where we used to be. I don't want other girls I just want more of my girl, I want you to pay more attention to me. I want you to be there when I want you. I remember when you came to NY, you said you where never going to neglect my needs. I don't need to be with you everyday, I just want what I used to have. You used to joke at me about how you were going to spoil me, well I guess you did. I try to keep things spiced up. To keep you interested. If there is something I am doing wrong please let me know. I will change what ever I have to. I tried to get you in bed early, so you wouldn't be to tired. I rubbed you back, kissed your back and caressed your body. I wanted to arouse you. I always try to get you aroused. I never just tell you to do something. For me. That isn't how I want it. I want you to want me. It's not like we never had it that way, I'm just asking you for something that you used to give me so freely. I guess I just took it for granite. I thought it was always going to be that way. Sometimes I wonder if someone stole it from me. Or did I just piss it away with my own stupidity? I remember you telling me of a time when you felt similar to how I feel now. People have needs good or bad. When your with someone you can only hope they get pleasure out of pleasing you. Where are you with this. I get pleasure out of pleasing you. I hope This note doesn't upset you. That is not what I want. I just want you. Love C