So I'm not quite sure how to explain who I am. Most people think I'm weird, but I'm learning to accept that. Most people really dont know who I really am. Sometimes I come off like a bitch, but I honestly take everything to heart. I usually care more than I should, but I strive to make a difference. I believe were here for a reason, even if we dont realize what exactly that reason is. I fester things in my mind until a mere comment is altered and evolved into a tragedy. Anything negative you could possibly think about me I have more than likely thought about myself, if not worst. I care too much for others and strive to be accepted, but I'll act like I dont care if you hurt my feelings. I bend over backwards for others, push them away when they get too close and then cry because I'm alone. I dont trust easily, if at all. I want everyone to understand me, but I make it difficult. I dont really understand myself. I love the feeling of soft gental hands on my skin. I'm English,Irish,German,Indian.