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Can you dream about dreaming? And if you can, does that make it real? It starts out as a dark red vapor... Misty, hypnotic It ends as the woman I desire The one who moved me with her dance and made her navel the center of my universe I can't move... Paralized by her eyes, pinning me to the bed, bound by the sheets In the time it takes to blink, she's close to me Levitating above me, filling me with her presence, her smell and rythmic motion Sweet breath and hushed words echo Something about heated nights... Tender embraces... And a gift to last all my days Then... Anxoius blackness swallows me Wrapping me in moving dark red vapor I open my eyes Gone The woman I desire and the dark red vapor Nothing... Just a dream Brought on by the woman I saw bellydancing Her body displayed for my viewing pleasure

Could it have been only months ago that you crossed my path? Swirling so sweetly along the vine I greedily clutched you by your red flowing hair Placed you in my favorite cup Drunk you down whole as my tongue splashed in your wine Not a day goes by where I don't have a familiar sensation of you & that euphoric feeling you left in me... So deep inside... Forever mine

It's quiet now But I was deep in the midst of a passing storm My only eveidence, the pool of rapture that surrounds me Along with the puddle Eve left in my navel Small the puddle may be, but it still holds nectar from the watery onslaught Eve threw upon me in reckless abandon I call her Eve because she devours me as if I'm the forbidden apple As I lay with my eyes to the ceiling, I feel her crawling towards me, ready to take another bite This time, to the core I taste the remains of the deposit she left in my navel Sweet puddle, indeed I feel no languish as she shares a gaze, then mounts & gives me entry I brace myself for another storm

Lay a little longer this morning There's a robust scent of melon to you this morning So ripe with sweet juices, along with a few seeds so that I don't take your fruit for granted How could I when you drip like you do? Birds outside the window chirping ideas & demands at us as if we were on TRL They know I'll do whatever it takes to get you out of your skin & have you collaborate with them in making enduring moving melodies Let me suck on you a little longer this morning Till your moist sugar dries in unison with the dew on the window pane

Caught me talking in my sleep, once again Seems the friend you saw me talking to was more than a friend You made no claim to me, so why the big frown? With the skills she had, there's no way I could turn her down Doin' you, one of my favorite things I only want the gift of joy without the pain that it brings Call me a dog when I wore no surprise You're just a marrionette in my little world of sex & lies Did you forget you had your other friends, too? The ones who come around when you need something to screw? Far from the only one, you made that clear But up until now, I thought for some reason for me you had care Doin' me, one of your favorite things You only want the gift of joy without the pain that it brings You never loved me, but it's still a surprise I'm just a marrionette in your little world of sex & lies Where we going? How did we go astray? We got so caught up in our wicked ways to make better days In way too deep to change, God bless our souls Where the hell are the controls? Doin' it, one of our favorite things We only want the gift of joy without the pain that it brings Screw each other, hide behind alibis We're both just marrionettes in a big world of sex & lies

In my mind where these things often happen, I often undress you & throw you on the floor I watch you feel your body up, as you give me a dirty look that says, "What are you waiting for?" Don't think I'm stalling, baby, it's just that I'm not used to such a sexy girl Needless to say, I don't want to miss a moment... so I'll be diggin' you with the lights on Making you feel so good inside We could find Heaven if we tried I can always think of how good it would be I would rather have you here with me Just how long has it been? Deprived of your precious smile? Here I go once again, hoping you'll stay awhile So close, but never near... Forever the pain, it seems Since I can't have you here, I'll see you in my dreams Another hard day to add to another hard year to add to a real hard life Hard to believe one man could draw to himself so much stress & strife Just before I lose it all, this vision of you enters my mind Made me revise this song & gave me strength for your love to find Needless to say, I'll be looking forward to having you here Look at all the things that will go down as soon as you appear...There will be lickin', teasin', strokin', eatin', pleasin', & a lot more strokin'... & we'll be doing it with the lights on