Okay, I'm trying to understand things in this fucked up world but every time I think I've got something figured out, things get changed. I never really realized how conceited this fucking world could be. A world where what you look like matters more than what type of person you are. Honestly, you can look sexy as hell but you might as well be a stuck up snob. Which is how most good looking people think. (That just may be my opinion, but most of them I've met are like that.) You have to be thin, you have to be blonde, blah blah blah. Things can't always be that way, and people need to wake up and smell the coffee. I never thought of myself as beautiful, but I thought of myself as an awesome person. People I guess dont want that in someone. But honestly, I dont really care anymore. I'm happy to be who I am, and if people dont like that oh well, they're missing out on something that is really great. I may not be a model, but what I lack in looks I definitely make up for in personality. Just ask any of my friends and they'll tell you. I just wish people would start to realize that maybe you dont have to have the full package to be happy. Yes, sometimes we want that for ourselves, but sometimes it cant be that way. I'm not saying to settle for second best, that's a slap in the face to all the mediocre looking people like me, I'm just saying take the time and look at us. Really look at us, not just what we are on the outside, but the beautiful people we are on the inside. Because maybe one day that one person you decided to pass up is going to be the one you regret you let get away.
