SEXYSWEETADDICTION's blog: "YOU...."

As I sit and wonder

How did my life get here

Then I realize there's a pattern

of jumping blindly with no fear

Why do I keep doing this

I should have learned by now

I've got to make a drastic change

But I don't know if I know how

So many years of screwing up

Has really taken its toll

All my life on self destruct

I've got to get this under control

So messed up, don't know where to start

Too old to keep up this life

This cold reality is tearing me apart

Gotta get my life going straight

For my kids sake and for mine

Sad to look back through and see

So many years of wasted time