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Here is something I wrote a while back tell me what you think.I must thank a very special person for helping me recover this poem ... Thank you you know who you are.

Thoughts

Am I that out of Place,Out of time and space?
Is honor truly dead, Do I have no place?

If a man takes another at thier word,
Does that make the man a fool?

Am I too slow to act,
Am I too cautious because I have been hurt too many times

But how would I change without loosing myself,
Am I the last hope... or a crumbling artifact

If you want something and it walks to another when you thought
That you had made your desires clear
When you go out of your way to make thier lives better or easier

Does that not show that you like them and are interested or
Do I view too much in peoples actions

If someone protests should we just say hell with thier "Wants" and
Just go for what we want anyhow?

Did I miss the lesson that switched appropriate time to a matter of days

Or maybe I am just meant as a object lesson for everyone else
"If you follow the old codes too close you will end up the same way that they are Unique and alone"

Do people really not care about others anymore , do they really see someone broke down and just give them a wide birth even if we have the time to help them out?

What happened to do the right thing because it is the right thing to do

Are we truly decended from Brutus that we help visibly and
Stab from the back?

Is this why we have a great lack of true Hero's anymore? What has happened to a society when the greatest Hero's are actors , If we question a true group of Hero's for example I saw a thing that said some believe that the Apolo mission was a Hoax

Music shows the conditions of society and what do we sing of now ... There is no light at the end of the song anymore. We sing about things people don't know anymore when love and violence combine and a love song makes you want to fight something ain't right

Perhaps we were better off when death was retail rather than wholesale. Could that be the answer, could that be the reason?
When any one can kill , does that make life somehow cheaper,
Less worthy of protection?

When the laws limit us from more than right and wrong are the laws then mistaken? If a law is based on right vs wrong people are less likely to break it .

How can we look up to leaders who can not lead, How can one learn to lead without a example?

I do not know but I fear what will happen in a world with no true Love, no Honor, no Great passion, Yet with laws that choke and gag us, That seek to destroy us. What will happen without compassion? I do not know and I do not want to know, but I will fight for Love, Honor,Compassion, All that is Right and Just as long as I can that is a Promise but it would make it a longer battle and maybe more victorious if I had one to share it with completely.