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As reckless as I am
I've never fallen this hard
This battle wasn't thought of as a victory

Power in his hands
Trust in these words
"Grace is unending"

Poison my soul with your siren song
Poison my core with your treason
Help me see through these lies of this mastermind

I've almost followed this path
Of darkness once before
One time is one to many
When the stakes are this high

Covered in slander
So no one sees the truth
Until now

The sky hasn't been bright for days
And I can't help you
My sky hasn't been bright for days
And you know I hold you responsible







life is like a tornado raging around me
im lost in a never ending vortex
i dont know where to go
i dont know who to be
i dont know who to turn to
im HELPLESS
and its the WORST feeling in the world
its like the world is spinning around
and im standing by watching it turn
watching people i LOVE walk away
CRYING
DRINKING
just watching
life is like a tornado raging around me
im lost in a never ending vortex




PAIN

unbearable

unsustainable



WORDS



worthless

spoken without acknowledgment

CONFUSION

unhelped



PROBLEMS



uncopeable

unwanted

TEARS

unyeilding











NEW POEM!

the truth

a sad and twisted thought

came upon my mind

something so sadistic

that should be left behind



i thought about those

who have died so soon

and what i was doing

when they met their doom



aind i thought about myself

about my blood and my tear

living with nothing but pain

and my tormented fears



and i noticed something

that just didnt seem right

something to make you cry

and shiver in the night



everytime you smile

another child cries

and everytime your happy

another person dies

when everythings going right

and its the best day of your life

someone out there has had enough

and is picking up that knife



everytime you have some one

another person is alone

everytime you feel loved

another child is on their own



when your parents are hugging you

and showering you with kisses

some child out there is being beaten

by parents who are making death whishes



everytime you see the light

another child only sees the dark

everytime you are healthy

another person is cutting a fresh mark



so remember this next time

you have a good day

another someone out there

is dieing in someway.








the blade
the razor blade quickly cuts into my ankle, tearing at the flesh and releasing the anger that is burning inside of me, i cannot feel is pshychially hurt me, but emotionally i am not fully healed yet. i usethe razor as a way to stop the pain. i can see the beautiful red blood trickel down my ankle its like a river of tears only this river has no end. and i dont exactly remember how it began. i thought i was a strong person, but really in just a scared and helpless girl inside.

evanescence, lacuna coil, I.C.P., BREAKING BENJAMIN, SLIPKNOPT, pretty much EVERYTHING.....



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