i finaly got what i thought i wanted, and what i probably deserved
i loved you but you never knew, i was too afraid too give u that power
i wanted so badly to keep you and let you in, i just pushed you further away
then one day you eyes were less blue when they looked into mine, and i knew i was no longer the one girl on your mind
you and my freind had found each other, and you now have your own world together
i thought i would be ok but im not, all i see is you and her and it hurts to watch
i now sit on the sidlines once again broken hearted and try to wipe away what seem to be endless tears
i try to pick up the peices of my heart, the one i thought i kept from you to break
once again i was wrong
i still love you so much even after all of this, and just regret never telling you never letting you in
and i miss you so much, i miss your amazing smile and those beautiful blue
i miss your warmth when u hug me and the feel of your lips when we kissed
i miss the way you looked into my eyes like i was world, i want you to see that you are mine
i hate that you are gone but will one day be ok, becuse i realize that now it is no longer my turn.