HKs's blog: "winey mother fuckers"

I don't understand people at all...how can you befriend some one...give them your time and show that your intrested in being friends and then suddenly with out a warning,disappear with out a trace!...totally have disregard for a person like that...now i'm not one to trust people but when you figure to do finally,they just fuckin prove you right!...people are full of shit...i mean really are! And how come when a person comes on strong and you show that back to them,they suddenly call you the crazy one...you suddenly are labled a stalker...so what their telling me is that their full of shit...they can dish it but can't handle it back at them! I'm not even angry here....i'm seriously disapointed...i thought i had better taste in picking friends...i give and give and all people do is take me for granted!...everyone who knows me...likes me!..i've never hurt anyone intentionaly...always stepped aside for the better of my friends...whatever they wanted they got regardless of my feelings...no matter if these friends were in person or internet buddy's...i'm totally stuck in this place where i feel like i can never make friends again...this is why i dropped everyone i knew and hide myself away from the world...and now when i just thought i can be normal again...BANG! like a fuckin bullet to my head...i die all over again...i guess i'll never learn...i'm like the coolest...most funniest...most caring and kind person you can ever meet...if you step on me...well then you'll wish you were never born and i mean that with all my heart...a friend, i'll protect you and take care of you for life...an enemy, i'll bury you and your family aswell...i'm just being honest and whom ever knows me...understands that or doesn't...no one ever had a good reason ever to dislike me...and you will never ever meet a person like me...they broke the mold when they made me...i'm not conceded i'm just REAL!...some people can't handle that or know how too...that's not my fault but i can teach you how atleast...i'd like an explanation ,which i'm not gonna get and i guess i'll go back to my oldself and not trust or give a fuck about anyone...life is lonley like that but it saves you a whole lotta hurt! yes i'm hurt!

i'm on a roll tonight...everything and everyone are insanley getting on my nerves...i literally can't stand the sound or sight of any fuckin human being speaking to me or looking at me today...maybe it's because i had to deal with annoying patients who just feel sorry for themselves..yeah they are sick but come on...how much compasion can you have for a human being...some of them just look for sympathy...all they want is attention and to be noticed...i've never seen such a bunch of cry baby's...who bitch and moan and demaned things on top of all that behavoir...i'm starting to believe the most craziest people live in brooklyn..new york...these people are just fuckin psychotic...they need psychiatric help not medical!i say if your crazy fine! but keep your madness to yourself...donot! i repeat donot involve strangers or staff members...actually don't involve your own family into your hell! if you need help ask for it properly but don't just unload and demand things because your insane and can't handle your emotions....there's something suicide for relief...yes i said it! if your that fucked up to consider or commit suicide well then i'm sorry...you deserve it! there are people and places where they can help you with that!...medication is important too...please take your head case meds on a daily basis...i feel like a mental patient myself after 12 hours of psychotic behavior from people that are suppose to be normal...i want! give me!...what ever happened to please,thank you,may i...what suddenly all morals fly out the window when it comes to self absorbtion!...people are pricks and i want to rip them into shreads with my bare hands...grrrr...FUCKERS!...anyway i'm gonna fade the fuck away before i get any worse...good night and good rittens....

GOD! i'm so sick of winey mother fuckers....complaining about how fucked up their life is and how fuckin depressed they are...so here's some advise...if you feel lonley and can't seem to shake off that feeling that nobody loves you...well that means 1. they most likely don't because,your an annoying,wineing bastard and 2. well there is no two lol...get your ass up from the couch and go make some fuckin friends...even if you don't like them...try! show them and yourself that,your not pathetic...that you can be fun and really have a life...stop feeling sorry for yourself cause no one gives a flying fuck...trust me i know...and no i'm not the loser here either! grow a pair of balls or tits and become a person,not some fuckin bloated,ugly,sack of human shit waiting to evolve into the next fuckin species...your ass still won't be cool then...make an effort and do something about it...fuckin lie if you have too lol...people are all full of shit...it's a fact! the ones who admit it atleast have some dignity...the rest of you jerk off's are worthless...yeah this all might sound harsh but atleast it's being said! GROW UP AND TAKE CONTROL...STOP WAITING FOR A FREAKIN MIRACLE! to all the losers out there...get a life and get laid...you won't feel so depressed...pay for it if you have too...you can't all be that ugly and decrepit...even old folks still get some ;p...it's time to take charge and be some one...do whatever you have to...lie,cheat...ise all seven sins...it will get you further in life and closer to hell...oh well lol