KrAzY KeN's blog: "grounded for life"

i keep stumbling and falling over my thoughts like i don't pay attention to where i walk.. 

so i keep replaying these thoughts........ would it of mattered if i said i loved you more.. probably not cuz you gave your love to someone else..

would it of mattered if i said i need you more than ever.. probably not cuz you didn't need me that much to turn away from me and walk the other direction. 

would of it mattered if i said i'm lost with out you baby. probably not cuz you found another way to move away from me instead of being near me.. funny thing is that people distract you and you lose sight of things you say or even do.. my biggest question i keep asking myself is, 

Why did she ask me to marry her if she was only gonna walk away from me .. 

I can't answer that .. i guess the most i can say is that she had other plans in store and only cared what she thought was important to her..talking things out isn't important cuz she rather enjoy the game thats being played ... she really don't have to hurt.. just block and move on.. then only one person is getting hurt... me