Stormy's blog: "Whatever"

It was early morning the sun had not come up when he first awoke. Looking around the room searching for something, anything there had to be proof that the night before had really happened. Wandering in and out of his mind was the thought of this woman. He rolled over in bed to see that Hillary was gone. She must be making breakfast for him. The house had that strange aroma still floating around the sweet taste of Airianna it had to have been her. Getting out of bed and still groggy and a little dizzy he made his way down to the kitchen. Hillary was standing at the counter looking out the window. Without turning around she asked him are you leaving me? He was bewildered by the question. The thought had never crossed his mind. Why would he leave her? Then he thought last night, Was it that noticeable? The feeling he was having towards the Strange erotic woman in the living room. Did she see this? Answering the question quickly he said "No dear I would never leave you I love you". With that said she turned to him. He noticed her face was red and her eyes wet and swollen had she been crying all morning he thought to himself. He walked to her offering his shoulder for her to cry on and embraced her so tenderly. After a few moments they sat down at the table had coffee and talked about the days ahead. Planning what to do with the extra money from his promotion. The vacation they wanted to take and the remodeling of the baby's room. Lastly of the boat he wanted to buy. He looked at his watch and noticed the time, He was late for work he ran up stairs showered and headed out the door. Hillary standing there with his cup of coffee and briefcase. He kissed her good bye and was off to work. When he arrived at work he was greeted by his co-worker John. John was an average man younger in years than Charles. He stood about 6'1" and had a look of a young teenager. The office was buzzing about the news of Charles making partner and of the mysterious clients who made it happen. John congratulated him on a job well done. “I knew you would make partner someday, buddy, was just hoping it would be after me." and he laughed. The excitement in the office was booming people rushing around rumors flying about the new clients. Charles walked into his office which would be for the last time. His new promotion came with a bigger office. He thought how he would miss the little office and remembered back to when Hillary came in to decorate it for him. The passionate kisses they shared there were among his fondness memories. Life was all too well for him now. So he thought......... The day went on he did his work with out another thought of the new clients. Until the phone rang, it was Antonio requesting a meeting for that evening. It was actually a strange call, most meetings took place in the office and Antonio wanted them to meet at a small bar on the other side of town. The meeting was set for 8pm tonight. he was actually finding himself getting excited about meeting her again. Hoping this time he would get to hear this beauty speak. It seemed like only a few moments had passed when he looked at his watch it was time to leave. He had gotten the call from Antonio around noon and now it was 7 o'clock. How could this be? Was he dreaming again? He called Hillary and told her of the meeting and apologized for not calling sooner. She was upset at first but then calmed slowly as he spoke the words I love you sweetheart and always will. They said there good byes and he was on his way. In his mind thoughts of his wife slowly drifted away and thoughts of Airianna entered. As he pulled up to the bar he noticed it was in a unlit area of town. It gave off an eerie feeling of being dark yet inviting. He parked in the front and as he was getting out he saw her. She was wearing a long black backless dress that seemed to fit her very nicely. He couldn't help but stare as she seemed to almost float inside the place. He moved quickly once she left his sight. Walking in he noticed the place was crowded and the moment he entered it grew quiet. He stopped just inside the door and was looking for her. The lighting was not very good in there that’s when he noticed it was from candles and oil lamps on the walls and tables. It had given the place a somewhat romantic feel to it. The smell in the air was enticing, a sweet smell you could taste on the tip of your tongue. From behind him he heard his name he turned and there she was standing off to his left. Her features still hidden by the darkness she spoke softly "follow me". They walked to the back of the bar and behind a curtain of shimmering beads to a table. Antonio was there waiting for them there were two glasses of wine sitting on the table and a candle in the center. Antonio motioned for them take a seat. Once seated around the table Antonio started talking. There plans were simple they wanted to market this bar and others like it across the US. This one was the first in the US and it looked very old-world a somewhat respectable place. You could tell by the crowd it does rather well. The atmosphere in the place was different than that of a regular bar. The people here look like any other person but then again there is something different about them and the place. To Charles surprise the bar was crowded and at the same time quiet uncommon for a bar. As Antonio continued talking Charles never took his eyes off Airianna. He had heard her say but two words and those words went through his soul. They sipped there drinks and talked for what seemed like a few minutes. Charles got up to excuse himself to the bathroom. Antonio pointed to the other end of the bar and told him it was around the corner. As he was walking past the bar he felt as if he was being watched. Looking around the room he saw these beautiful men and women watching him. He had never seen so many beautiful people, at least not in the same place anyways. He walked into the bathroom and expecting to check his appearance to his surprise there were no mirrors. He walked out with a confused look on his face. This place was different in many ways, he thought to himself. Looking at his watch he noticed the time it was late. He walked back to the table were he had been sitting. Feeling the need for sleep he said his goodbyes and started out the door. Just as he was walking out he heard her voice again this time asking him to stay. He turned to say something but he could not see her. Was he hearing things? Did she ask him to stay? He walked slowly out the door and to his car still with a feeling he was being watched. He pulled out his keys an unlocked the door. Taking one last look behind him he got in the car. In an instant he was captivated by the sweet smell of her. She was sitting next to him in the car. She leaned forward and kissed him her lips so soft her touch sent a shock down his chest. Licking her lips he watched her with child like eyes wanting to ask her but hold back the words. She moved her finger to his lips and slowly caressed his cheek. Moving her hands down she undid his tie and unbuttoned his shirt slowly exposing his chest to the cool crisp air of the night. Again he went to speak but could not find the words. His mind was saying no but his lips could not speak the word. She told him to drive that she had something to show him. He started the car and headed down the road. Her hands moving over his chest and down his stomach. He was aroused very excited he was having a hard time watching the road. After driving for what seemed like hours they stopped in front of a big iron gate at the end of what looked like to be a driveway. It slowly opened so they could pull in. Following the driveway around to a massive size home. He stopped the car and she got out and asked that he follow. They walked to the door and there was Antonio standing there waiting the look in his eyes scared Charles. He looked like a mad man, his eyes glowed in the night and then he smiled and welcomed them in. As I walked past Antonio into the house I could see that in here was lit by candles and oil lamps unusual for a place this size. It was a nice atmosphere kind of old-world feel to it. I was getting an uneasy feeling from the place. I wanted to turn around and run out. I couldn't do that my mind was fighting my body and my body was winning. Airianna took me by the hand and lead me to a door on the east side of the house it was locked, she turned to Antonio and he brought her the key. She slowly opened the door and to my surprise it was a bed room. Black iron canopy bed in the center of the room candles lighting the way. The bed was covered in rose petals, red and white rose petals. I was aroused trying to find a reason to leave but could not think of a single thing. Hillary drifted in my mind for a second then I took one look at Airianna and did not give another thought of her. There was music playing in the background I could barely make it out sounded as if it was coming from inside the walls. She lead me over to the bed and slowly took of my shirt undid my belt. I could not move I was watching her starring at this beauty. She started kissing me with her lips so soft against my cheek. I let out a quiet groan. She moved down kissing my neck and then I felt them her teeth digging into my flesh. It was a shock at first and then again strangely erotic. I could aware of the blood from the wounds dripping down my neck. She was sucking the life out of me. My heart was beating faster and faster. I could not move I wanted to throw her off me and run out. When my heart started to slow down she stopped and asked me if I wanted to die. At that moment I could no longer answer I was weak and in pain. She looked deep into my eyes and all the way through my soul I could feel her stare burning through me. I moaned softly I want to live. She promptly bit into her own wrist and dripped her crimson red blood into my mouth. It was gratifying and delicious I wanted it. I grabbed her wrist pulling it closer to my mouth taking in every drop. I was drinking it down as fast as I could. I could hear her breathing getting shallow and she pulled away. I collapsed on the bed and slept. I was awaken by Antonio he asked if I knew what had happened and if I knew what will happen from there on out. I was puzzled. I thought for a moment thinking that maybe I was dreaming again. I did not believe that this could happen what was happening? Was I going completely mad? I could not stand anymore I was going to go nuts I had to find out the truth about what was happening to me. I knew some of this had to be true I was not dreaming the soft touch and tender kisses of Airianna. I could still feel her lips touching mine. Her delicate touch, just thinking about it was arousing to me. I looked at Antonio and he was standing there looking at me with disgust. I didn’t understand what I had done to upset him but I knew he was upset with me about something. I could see by the look on his face. I needed to get out of there and I knew I could not explain how or what happened this evening. Antonio told was telling me of what I was to do know and what I would soon become. He told me of the things that would happen after I changed and the rules I would have to follow. Still believing it was a dream Charles left the house in a distraught state. He found his way back to the main road and was on his way home. He heard her voice again calling to him. Calling out his name and calling out for him to return. Without thinking he turned the car around and drove back to her.

It was late when I was finally leaving work I had been there for far too long now. I had promised to be home early that night and again I had messed up. I got caught up in a big project that is due in a couple of days. I had just started walking to my car when I spotted her standing across the street, her long dark hair blowing gently in the breeze. Our eyes met and in instant I was mesmerized by her soul piercing gaze. She had to have been the most beautiful woman I have ever laid my eyes on. She watched me as I got into my car and I could not control myself I was getting out again and walking towards her. She had a power over me I could not explain. I could tell from her body language she wanted something from me. I was more than willing to give her anything at that moment. As I drew closer I could barely make out the features of her face she was a goddess beautiful alluring and so much did I want her. Her lips were a luscious red and her skin looked so soft and tempting. As I reached up to touch her velvet skin I woke up. Was it all a dream? Did I imagine that woman? I couldn't have I still can feel the way she was looking at me. Then I heard my wife calling me for breakfast so I dismissed the entire thing off as a dream. One that I could not wait to have again. I grabbed my journal and sat on the side of the bed. Journal Entry Wednesday February 7, 2001 Today is my birthday I turn 35 years old. I am a hard working man I have a lovely wife and we are expecting our first child in a few months. I work in an Advertising Agency in New York not a big agency but decent enough. I have been there for going on 8 years now. My life is falling into place just like I planned it 20 years ago. So, if this is everything I wanted then, why am I so unhappy with it? Why I am dreaming of other women? I have no room to complain my wife is the same beautiful woman I married 10 years ago my career is where I wanted it to be and I have plenty of good friends and money to keep me happy. "Honey, your breakfast is ready it's getting cold dear" she calls again. “I am up sweetie be down in a minute“ I shouted down. I so wanted to just crawl back in bed and finish that dream but I have to be to work in an hour. I was running late grabbed my black suit out of my closet and got dressed. I took one last look in the mirror before heading downstairs to eat breakfast. Standing there in front of the mirror I noticed something. I have not paid much attention to myself in the last few years. I did not realize until now the gray hair. I was not as young as I used to be. As I walked into the kitchen Hillary was standing there her hands on her hips giving me that little smile letting me know that she has been calling me for too long now. She looked radiant this morning her golden blonde hair so nicely combed back. I walked over and kissed her on the cheek. She had made me a nice breakfast different from most days of coffee and toast. We talked briefly of what her plans were for the day and I told her I would be home early. I finished my breakfast kissed her goodbye and was out the door. As the day went on I keep reflecting on that woman I saw in my dream she was enticing like no other woman I have seen. I have to keep my mind on work. Charles, Charles hey man we have the meeting in 15 minutes startled out of a day dream by my coworker John. This was the last meeting before the big presentation to the new client. I had to be ready this project is going to pay for the remodeling of the nursery and the vacation Hillary and I so rightfully deserve and need. As the meeting gets over I noticed walking down the hall a woman entering the elevator as her dress brushed past the doors I caught a glimpse of her. No it could not be the same woman, that was a dream wasn't it. The thought was pushed aside when my boss, Bob came out of the meeting. He was making the usual promises about making me a partner if we land this contract but, I was barely listening to him. The thought of her was making my temperature rise. My heart was beating so loud I thought he could hear but then again I was wrong. Was I having another dream seeing this woman again and in the middle of the day. As the day ended I was getting a strange feeling someone was watching me. Probably nothing more than my imagination running wild again. I was locking up to leave and looked at my watch damn I was late for dinner again. She is surely going to kill me for this one it was the only thing I had promised on the way out the door this morning and I blew it. I was rushing to my car when I looked up and there she was this woman again. No it can't be I did not see what I thought I saw. It couldn't be her that was a dream was it not? Then our eyes met and I was instantly mesmerized by her gaze. As I start crossing the street I hear a car honk I turn and look just in time to get out of the way. When I turned back to see the woman she was gone. In an instant I was confused not knowing what direction she could have gone I had to find her I was drawn to her. I looked at my watch again I was really late I had to get home . I ran back to my car and all the way home I thought of where could this woman have come from? What did she want from me? As I pull into the driveway I see the lights are low and I pray to god Hillary is in bed. I can not explain why I am so late I left the office around 8pm and here it is almost midnight. How can I explain a 30 minute drive took me 4 hours I cant even understand it myself. I walked into the house and got an eerie feeling. The dead silence running through the house was that of walking through a cemetery at night. Can this really be happening? Rushing up the stairs to the bedroom she has to be in there doesn't she? As I burst through the door the bed its empty she's gone no how can that be I called her before I left the office. Where did that time go? Where was I for those 4 hours? Damn it I cant remember. The last thing I can recall is the woman under the street light staring at me then the car almost hitting me. What is going on here? I sit down on the bed trying to figure out the night what happened. What do I do now? I close my eyes for a moment. When I open my eyes I am in the car sitting was I dreaming again. I look down at my watch its only 8:15pm what the hell is going on here? I had to have imagined that all but it seemed so real I know I had to have gone back home already and seen Hillary was not there. It was not a dream no I am not going crazy am I?......... I hurry home hoping this was all a dream. The time passes quickly and in no time I am pulling into my driveway. The lights are on and I can see Hillary in the kitchen window cleaning up. A sigh of relief escapes my lips. I get out and stand there watching my lovely wife through the window and I slowly make my way to the door. As I walk in a strange aroma fills my senses so sweet and juicy I can almost taste it. Hillary comes out of the kitchen carrying a pot of coffee and several cups. As she walks up to me and kisses me hello. She whispers softly in my ear that there are people in the living room waiting for me. The smell in the house is so intoxicating. I was immediately drawn into the living room. As I stepped in I saw her. The woman I have been dreaming about. She was sitting in the corner and I could barely make out her features. The dress she was wearing fluttered with every movement she made. I could not help myself I was staring at her taking in every inch of her I could see. She was hidden behind her long flowing hair. I wanted to reach out and just touch her to see if she was real. Her movements so graceful I was in awe. I must have been in quite a daze I didn't notice the 2 other people in the room. As Hillary poured the coffee Bob introduced me to this lovely creature and her companion. Her name rolled off my tongue with such ease it's like I have said it a million times before. Airianna, Airianna, Airianna my love. I said it over and over in my mind. Her companion which I naturally assumed to be her husband Antonio. Bob did all the talking from here on in. Bragging about the work I had done on the project. The entire conversation could have lasted only a few moments But I did not hear a word that was said. I was mesmerized like in my dream I would go to the ends of the earth for this lovely creature to be mine even for a moment. The project had been a success. They had come to offer me the partnership and to offer more money. I had barely noticed the excitement of Hillary when she heard I had become a partner. Our dreams were becoming a reality. I was confused and scared and speechless at the offer. To my surprise I would be working closely with the Client Airianna. That name I cant get enough of it or her. After what seemed like hours the deal was done and they were on their way out the door. When Airianna turned and I saw her face for the first time. She was even more beautiful than I thought. Her eyes so dark and alluring her lips a luscious crimson red and her skin so smooth she was like a porcelain doll. She did not speak a word but turned and in a second was gone. Hillary and I cleaned up the mess and went to bed without speaking a word to each other. As I laid there half asleep thinking of my goddess Airianna I began to think of the day. I was not able to explain what had happened. my mind slowly drifted away and in no time I was asleep dreaming of my goddess. I could smell the sweet scent of her there was a soft melody playing. I could no longer tell if I was dreaming or awake it seemed so real. I was in a room large candles lighting the way to the bed. It was covered in rose petals the floor the bed the sweet scent of roses and her. I have never had such a life like dream as long as I can remember. I could almost feel the petals against my face when I laid on the bed. Soft and silky I wanted to stay here forever. Lay here and dream about the beauty I was with.

Late evening I sent the kids to friends for the weekend so I had the house to myself. I was getting ready to climb into a hot bubble bath when the phone rang. You had called to see what my plans were for the rest of the evening. I told you I was going to take a bubble bath and relax. You heard the water splash a little as I climbed in. mmmmm wish you were here to join me. There was a pause then I heard the door open and close. I sat the phone down and laid back in the tub as you opened the bathroom door. I just smiled as you walked in and kneeled next to the tub. Nice surprise to see you here. The room was lit only by a few candles. You leaned forward and kissed me gently on the cheek. I wrapped my arms around you and pulled you close to me. Now that your all wet might as well get undressed. You stand up take off your shoes and slowly undo your shirt as I just lay there and watch. Small smile on my face I stand up and step out of the tub. Walking over to you my hands run down your chest getting you wet. Reaching your pants I undo your belt and then your pants. Sliding my wet hands across the waist I start pulling them down while I drop slowly to my knees keeping my eyes locked on yours. My hands run back up your legs and to your stomach I slowly pull down your underwear exposing your manhood. Already getting hard I lean forward kissing the tip. My tongue sliding down it I take you into my mouth. A slight moan escapes your lips. My hands reach around you grabbing your ass as I pull you more into me. I take you in deeper feeling you grow harder. My hands roaming over your ass my right hand come forward and I grab your balls playing with them softly while I suck your hard throbbing cock. Your legs getting a little weak I slowly slide back so that my tongue is tracing circles around it. I stop and stand up and smile as I turn around and climb back in the tub. You walk over and climb in behind me I lay back against your chest your hands exploring my body. Leaning forward you kiss my neck just under my left ear. You grab the wash cloth and slowly start washing my chest. Slowly washing each breast and getting me all soapy. Working your way down my stomach. I close my eyes and relax in your arms. Our bodies glistening in the candle light. A let out a soft moan as you bite softly into my neck. I turn around to face you splashing water all over. Look deep into your eyes and we kiss. My hands running down your chest reaching the water and I feel you. I want you I whisper softly. I stand up and climb out of the tub. My body dripping wet. You lay there watching me for a moment then you stand up and get out. I walk over to the sink leaning over it I say take me please take me. You walk up behind me your hands exploring my wet body. You push up against me I can feel your hard cock up against my ass. I reach down and glide you into me slowly. I feel you push into me deep as you do I moan you slowly pull out and then back in again. Your hands running over my ass. You grab my hips as you move into me deeper and hard this time. I moan louder oh yes harder. You pick up your speed moving in and out faster and harder. I start pushing back into you making you go deeper each time. With your right hand you release your grip of my hips and I feel it a slight sting as you smack my ass. I scream “YES oh god Yes “ you do it again and louder I scream “again”. Again I feel the sting of your hand coming down on my ass. Again I scream and push into you hard. Grabbing my hips again you slam hard into me making me cum. A few more times you are ready to explode inside me. I feel your hot cum dripping down my leg as you turn me around and we kiss deeply. We silently climb back into the tub and wash off, then head to the bedroom for more .... We go back to my bedroom to finish what we started in the bathroom. You walk in first then turn to me and push the door closed. Grabbing me you pull me close and we start kissing. Wearing nothing but towels your hands roam over my naked body. The towel drops that was once covering my breasts. You lean down taking my left nipple in your mouth you start to suck. Your left hand squeezing my other breast. Rolling my nipple between your thumb and finger. I let out a moan. You look up at me and I see a slight smile. You stop and move up my chest kissing. Reaching my neck you start to nibble. I start getting a little weak on my feet so you stop and lead me over to the bed. I sit down your hand glides across my cheek softly brushing the wet hair from my face. You kneel down in front of me and slowly push my legs apart. Your hands moving down my legs and back up again. You lean forward and kiss the inside of my left thigh then the right. You lean in and lick the area next to my pussy sending chills through my body. I fall back onto the bed spreading my legs a little wider. You kiss my lips softly your tongue gently pushing them apart. I moan I can tell by your actions you are enjoying. You gently flick your tongue on my clit and start sucking on it softly. You stop sucking and start licking harder making me moan. Your hands moving behind my back to my ass pulling me into you. Your hot mouth on my pussy your tongue working its magic on my pussy. My moans get louder as I orgasm. My body trembling begging you to fuck me. You continue licking and sucking. You slide two fingers inside me making me moan louder. I wrap my legs around you pulling you into me. I moan louder pleading with you to fuck me. You stop licking and pull yourself up. Kissing up my stomach to my breasts taking one in your mouth then the other. Continue kissing up my neck my cheek then our lips meet. Our tongues intertwined in a intense fiery kiss. I can feel your firm cock between my legs. I push into you wanting you to fuck me. Our eyes locked on each other and you smile. The sweat dripping from your body the smell of me on your lips. I beg for you to fuck me. You slide the tip of your cock in me. I push my hips up so I can take you into me more. I want it oh please baby I want it. You pull back only allowing the tip to be in. My hands running down your back my nails digging into your flesh, I pull you into me. Your cock throbbing inside me I move to get you deeper into me. I whisper in your ear fuck me. You slowly start moving in and out with each movement pushing into me farther. My moaning getting louder. My legs wrap around you pulling you into me. You lean back and pull out not wanting to finish this just yet. You kneeling between my legs I sit up and kiss you. I slide away from you pushing you on to your back. I straddle you gradually glide you into me. I start moving my hips slowly. My hands on your chest lightly pinching your nipples as I grind down on you. My pace speeding up as another orgasm overtakes me. My left hand still on your chest my right hand pushing against the wall. I push into you harder and faster. My body shuddering with pleasure. I can tell by your expressions you are about to explode. I move faster riding your cock hard and fast. I am about to cum again and I can tell you are too. Within a matter of minutes you are exploding inside me as I feel your hot cum inside I explode moving my body so you go deeper into me. I collapse on to the bed laying my head on your chest. Wrapped in each others arms we fall asleep.

Faded Away The light switches on and there is nothing Darkness still surrounds me There is no power to the circuit No power to make it work I am alone Wondering through this deserted house Feelings of old and memories once joyful now cause pain There is nothing left here for me Children have gone away Friends have moved on Lovers have come and gone There is nothing left here for me except pain The pain of lost love the pain of lost family I hold in my hand a picture Faded almost to nothing I can see the smiling faces of my family We were once happy here in our home We had love we had each other Now with years and miles between us Things are slowly fading away like the photograph in my hand. First Meeting When our lips will first meet There will be a shock of pleasure that will run through me. When your hand caresses my soft skin I will quiver with delight. There will always be our first touch running through my mind There will always be the first kiss to hold me by I can feel you coming close to me drawing nearer Caressing me I need you badly I want you near please forgive me I beg for you to enter me My heart is pounding My mind aching My body shaking Please send me to the place I dream of being Friendship Within our hearts and feeble minds we search the world for truth Meaning in what we say and what we do is what all we want The search for friendship and love is never ending We all long for our friends to accept us and our love to grow Like the northern winds blow and the flowers surely grow Within our hearts we shall find The truth for which we seek to find Seeking truth and happiness is never a choice we should give up To stop the searching we shall become nothing more than a unhappy hermit by the sea To enjoy life and enjoy friends is the happiness we wish to find Enjoy your friends and acquaintances for they may come and go Quickly within your heart and life then just as quick they can be gone Grab life with both hands and fly away with the joy you shall receive Sandara M Thomas June 7th, 2002 For all my friends past, present, and future so they choose I love you all and will keep you close within my heart take care and enjoy The first touch Spotted you from across the room I knew in that moment I needed to be near you With all my being I could feel your eyes on me Searching for a something to distract me My hands brushing my hair back pretending not to notice you My eyes locked on you, My heat racing Anticipation of the touch to come Praying in my mind for this to be a dream Moving closer my pace slowing My heart and mind now clouded by the sight The sight of you standing there Your hand reaches out and mine follows Moving in slow motion through my mind Our hands touch my heart skips a beat The excitement grows stronger making me weak