Pretty Rickay's blog: "What is Love"

To Be Notice! Thru out my days and years I always looked out for you best interest, not because I was you friend and companion to talk to but in my eyes I wanted more from you, Cause in my heart it always had seem right that you would be here with me tonight, Thought you felt different about me never toke the time to notice me, Now I move on and went always you wonder to yourself what you did?.. For I wish things was different between me and you, Our love between us would have been so true, But in another life time it could be, Until then you are nothing but a memory....

Thoughts of You When I awake in the morning you the first thing on my mind, Thought is seems that you right here by my side only is your thoughts that wonder thru my mind, I feel I’m a better man I am today cause loving you seems to be the best thing I gotten all day, Its all in the way you love and understand me for in return comfort and relax thee, should I not be glad I’ve found you.. Or is it that I’m thankful I have sweet thoughts of you, As I look into your eye is see my love for you is true I’m so happy I fell into with you. Written by Andrew A.K.A Rickay Swave

Emptiness Inside The thought of having you was a blessing, But now without you is my burden I wonder thru the night not sleeping and wonder aimlessly thru the day not eating, For when I was with you my heart was true but now I spend every moment in the dark without you, You say things are for the best and we should just stay friends, But you forget you have a piece in me that you toke it away that you will always regret, For me life is never fair for the trouble soul, That’s why the emptiness eats away my soul for I don’t know if I’ll ever be whole again....

Well is been fun on have meeting alot of new faces and friends know ur personalities u all have been great but lately ive been down for awhile but tried to hide it try to clear my head i know a few of u have been concern and thx for the support but i considering on comin off here or taking abreak ppl think that a man is strong by the way he carries himself u know me by my pics and most of them i hardly eva smile as such only becuze i hide my feelin not to get hurt most cuz im shy or insecure thinking no much of myself but of others i alway go out of my way to make my friends happy but in the end i think to myself who does go out of thier way to make me happy or see how im doing? im not the type of guy that brushes things off and move on but the type to keep feelins and emotions bottled up inside only to cry i nthe darkness so if u feel anyway for me tell me or write back letting me know how u feel by this and if i should stay on here alil while longer and what deference i made in ur life just by being ur friend? thanks for taking the time to read this Rickay Swave~ thoughts of a crying poet

Well from my own understandin of love hurt but ill tell you anwayz Love is the time i spend thru the day making you smile, love is compression i show you when your down, love is the lil thing i do to get you thru the day, love is the way i see you everyday my heart skips a beat, love is the way you linger thru my mind when i sleep, but lately your love for me is untrue, though i did things out of my way to please you in the end it was only to lose you, when i lie in bed snuggle on my pillow in the morning i cant reconize myself in the mirror, they say love comes to those who wait but i think to myself its just another way of sayin nice guys finished last and never will collect the prize only to wonder around aimlessly inside...