When I was a boy, I use to dream
I believed we could all beat the world
that we could all do anything we wanted too
and be anybody we wanted to be.
I believed and dreamed of true love
her hair was blonde, her eyes green
and even blue sometimes
She was as gorgious as any women could ever be.
I searched for years and settled for less then
what I had wanted or expected.
Then one day on the internet she walked into
the chatroom
she didnt like me at first
and I wasnt sure of her
Still with time I found that dream!
I am a fortunate man for knowing the love of that woman
she taught so much
I let her down so much
She was my friend
She was my heart
she was my soul
she was my life.
she was my lover
still of all this
SHE WAS MY FRIEND AND SOULMATE
Now she is gone
and we both have to move on
but may every man know true love like this
If she would forgive me
and accept me
I would welcome her home tomorrow.
Still that will never happen
she can do much better and deserves that chance
Still I can dream for one more day
for more night
I no longer care to sleep with her
no matter how good that was
I only care that she will say hello
or even call to ask how I am doing
Fat chance but again I dream
The song southern girl
is all about her
except they need to change to
austrailian girl
may she go far in her choices
I only wish the best for her.
She is nothing less than an angel
and anyone who could put up with me deserves some
retribution.
I find it hard to sleep without her
but sooner or later my body has to crash
I still keep her pictures by the bed for confort
I still keep her name on my breathe
Again I would welcome her home today
but I must move on for that will not happen
but its hard to move on when your heart is somewhere else
I had a friend come to visit
and I left them at the airport
why can I not take the easy way out
BECAUSE I STILL DREAM
Why can't I wake up
and see the real world
was I only dreaming?
or was I right ?
I will go down knowing that I did love someone
the way all men should
even though the feelings are not the same
on the other side
I do know I loved her
I love her
I will always love her
and no I was not dreaming
this is real
I just have to handle it.
