living in grievance,
to all that is near,
feeling rememberance,
for the past that was dear.
forever longing,
but never to disapear,
a love that is lost now,
for all that is here.
never knowing,
the times of the past,
hoping the fear,
is never to last.
now as i sit here,
crying in pain,
i stare out my window,
at the falling rain.
hoping and praying,
for dawns early light,
knowing of nothing,
but the darkness of night.