first of all, MUCH THANKS to everyone and ESPECIALLY TO MY SPECIALBSOMEONE, ' THE CRAZY KITTY' FOT ALL YOUR LOVE And again, for staying around. my daughters mother committed suicide and despite how badly someone we cared for literally destroyed part of us and yes, my life. when you TRULY love them, IT HURTS LIKE HOLY HELL FOR SOMETHING LIKE THIS TO HAPPEN!!!! Its tearing my daughter apart in a way that I've never imagined haopening to anyone I love and all I can do is stand by and pray things somehow get better . I will be back and forth on here and again, apologize for this ' disappearance' but its TRULY NOT BY CHOIE, IT WAS A MUST!!! Love and respect to one and all in fu land.