I am looking for someone to hold and care for,someone to spend time with and feel as though I don't have a care in the world. I am tired of being left wanting.My family and friends are incredibly important to me and without them I cannot even imagine where I would be. I think my family and friends have kept me from a total collapse at times, and I appreciate them for it,more than they can know.I do believe in God, and I know I owe him my life.I love riding in my car with my windows down,music up, while my thoughts wander.I listen to what people have to say,and feel bad when my friends are hurting. I someday want to be a father and to be loved by many and to love many.I have few great friends but many aquaintances.I am trying to enjoy the good times right now,but am always preparing for the bad. I love all sports but the St.Louis Blues are my team and if they ever win Lord Stanleys Cup, well I will most likely break into tears. I have a plethora of interests and can be a bit wild at times, but only in the sense that I can say things without thinking and sometimes it doesn't bode well.I have grown tired of the bar scene, not in the sense of going with friends, but rather in trying to meet worthwhile people there. It can happen, yet is rare. I stongly believe that it is better to be hurt by the truth than hurt by a lie.I am an avid writer with a broad vocabulary and I appreciate an intelligent woman.I enjoy writing music and am involved with making it in fruity loops, somewhat of a hobby for me. I enjoy poetry which for me streamlined into rap,which is how I express my true emotion and I am very much into electronic music, but my interest spans all genres. I am also involved in art and journalism and I tend to have pretty high aspirations.I enjoy good conversation and am pretty easy going in terms of where I like to go. I love to laugh and finding the bits of humor in life is always key. I can sit outside and enjoy the cool night air or I can be in a club or lounge grabbing a few drinks, it all depends...I just have sooo many interests..sometimes its hard to keep track!