neuroaster's blog: "two3five7"

Please feel free to hack and cyberstalk me all that you want My faith kept the “only human” sane and now I am spent Just blame all who fail to fit your definition of “health” Real truth fails to teach the world the wisdom needed for growth Enter the introspective realm of soul’s-autumn, here, now Listen to all you want to hear or kiss youth you once knew Winnipeg bites my skin with hungry wind-chill at this time Typing at this computer now, I feel autumn’s dream-calm Healed minds learn to just kiss the entire universe Trudge through trials and sing sighs of inhaled ambience I have an Asperger Brain in my cranium Born in the death of the second millennium Wetware is the truth within human skulls, wetware is what we are Asperger within my skull doesn’t bite, nor does it need a cure Readers are confused, I’ve made peace with how often I’m misconstrued Making you aware that we do exist heals me, and makes me proud Life is never a short-cut through the scenic-route of perspective Yes I breathe with a pulse here, yes I’m still awake and proactive I’m affirming denied real truth and raising public awareness I am married and gay, not here to “cam” or court any “honeys” Choose thoughts, think the thoughts you choose to think, and believe the beliefs you need to believe Let’s make peace with all we see and hear in eachother’s ways to survive That won’t happen now within my lifetime, and making a difference is my only intent Please feel free to hack and cyberstalk me all that you want

What do you microcosm-dwellers want now? Comfort-zones shelter you from any clear view We supplied all of the demands you made blind Go enjoy everything your fingers fine-tuned Drink every over-marketed and synthetically-concocted hype-juice Go stew in cult-indoctrinated perceptions of your gains as grave loss Preach all the Churchianity you can liturgize, and share your bad breath Go fail to learn how everything is informative in terms of real truth Let legitimate dialogue culminate Let us cultivate ways to conciliate Interpersonal rhythms and counterpoint Let a synchronization be imminent Any unknown quantity can have a spectacular aura on a distinguished road All of your mind-viruses are munching on all the perceptiveness that you ever had Theodivine angels, with their halos and wings and polyphony, are proclaiming joy Earth is our home orbiting the sun, and we focus on everything that is plain and dry Let me die a death more meaningful than all of your farts in my general direction Let me die a death more meaningful than misunderstandings and confusion Let me die a death more meaningful than purchases and retail Let me die a death more meaningful than worshipping Mammon and the devil Life is lonely ahead of the curve Friends forsake you for having the nerve Kindred-spirits are friends who remain Tribulations can thicken our skin Stress is a jalapeno-pepper on the soul’s tongue Whether or not it bears repeating that we live “wrong” Weirdophobes, you who micromanage the entire world You who demand to have an impact, and to feel good You have no afterthoughts, or even one clue What do you microcosm-dwellers want now?

All your chicken-soup for the brain has been soul-candy all this time Grant me inconvenience, allow me to NOT care what minds assume Sheltered reputations incriminate pure, harmless, gentle saints Give us euthanasia if we must forgo basic human rights Positive-attitudes are NOT solutions, negative-attitudes are NOT the only problems Ignorant-optimists perceive proactive-foresight as rudeness, and alarms as grouchy-tantrums Life in an atmosphere of sugar-coated-planets is the curse of keen-observers All your pearls-of-wisdom are avoided like biohazards, futile forever Faith in being a better human than your fellow human Leaves your wetware convinced the planet is immersed in vermin Why does anyone bother trying to enlighten wetware? We are products of evolution, so we hunt and gather Comfort-zones are the building-blocks of each and every status-quo Interpersonal-conflict takes effect whenever change is due No one’s paradigms shift when gridlock raises questions no one’s asked People live in an altruistic-dream until they feel attacked January 16th, the third Wednesday in 2008 Asperger is a wacky, weird way that my brain’s wiring is set Everything in the world is yours, all you can use, all you can eat Everything you could die without isn’t enough, nor does it count What have you become for ideals that the whole world could thrive without? Make your pact with the raising of snobs’ nostrils, bow to each elite What possessed my Mother to welcome your own sperm inside her womb? All your chicken-soup for the brain has been soul-candy all this time

Monday, the 14th of January, the year is 2008 Living in a meritocracy where the truth is not safe or polite Entering the third-millenium with a harmless, weird Asperger Brain Winnipeg is still surrounding me in a world where quaint questions remain Everything is authentically synthetic just for your pleasure Consciousness is identity, the you within your own wetware Ridicule the coherence of the academic, dull schollars Advocate the adventure of encounters, chase the world's wonders Leave me alone, sorry to have wasted your time with how I feel What do you want? Research is the fetching of info, a trick I've mastered well On with your life, kingdoms are within you, recall the words of Christ Everyone conks out, and then a legacy won't be worth a shxt Go with the most recommended option while considering the alternative Sociotypes bud and blossom forth as multi-faceted as definitive Fingers can sketch every microcosmic nano-universe in a particle Everyone wants more than just a life defined by lowering your cholesterol This is the beginning everyone can rely on, this moment is now This is the inauguration, and it's a grandiose venue we view This is the defining moment of the eclipse that now challenges light Monday, the 14th of January, the year is 2008

Miss Romper is watching you Her spyware can see you now Each word that you read or use Each image your screen displays Each cent in your bank account Each purchase and each ammount Each thing that you cyberdo Miss Romper is watching you

Ligaments bind our bones better than shoelaces bind our feet Sometimes our lives are more firm and secure than we contemplate When do we give the whole universe hugs with our spirit’s arms? Whether we sleep or rise, let us rejoice that we live in realms Autumns provide us joy-days when the sky is alive with sun Nights can reveal a gray blush on the fullest and palest moon Sometimes our lives are more firm and secure than we contemplate Ligaments bind our bones better than shoelaces bind our feet

Yes, it’s true, I am a Secular Humanist ; yes I am Yes, I question all perceptions that writings and mouths proclaim Yes, I know one day I’ll flatline and then I’m supposed to “burn” I have known injustice anyhow ; thank you for your concern Yes, it’s likely Jesus biodegraded as wetware lost Why does that mean pearls like “do unto others” are cherished less? We are joined by axiologies ever so much the same Yes, it’s true, I am a Secular Humanist ; yes I am

Feel free to delete this comment Just claim this is verbal vomit You’re mad at what I believe in Too livid to hear my reasons Keep getting it out of your system That’s fine because I’m on a mission We who disagree with your views are not alone That’s the signal I’m sending until this comment’s gone

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