Darkness's blog: "truth"

Can’t hold on anymore .. Current mood: done with life Can't hold on anymore my heart sinks into the void now back from my time away and I relise it was for nothing Here or there I am alone nothing to really call my own I need to break free of this grim fate I see for me All those in my past have the lives I wish to have I could only dream of and will never have to my own So I just let the void take me soon it will be over and done and I will only feel the cold embreace of the nothing that must come to everyone...

Is there anything beyound this life I fear that is nothing for me . but yet I will jump freely into the abise of nothinness just to let my soul be free I see nothing left in this life for me nothing at all so alone and unknown but I soon will be free from all of this pain The darkness in me just grows and grows.. I feel nothing anymore as I slip into your hold so free is my soul nolonger in this world

This empty feeling that will not go away slowly pulling me into my grave covering me in the sands of time lost to all and left behind Noone cares and never did so alone and frezzing cold I feel the pressure on my chest as my heart turns to stone Never loved as I loved always just throne away and now the night is my only escape

A whisper rings in my ears And all throw my mind A truth I wish not to hear Far away and deep in my mind I hear the screams of the things That are locked deep inside my mind Calling out for release from what I can no longer hide The whisper lulls me closer To the edge of sweet insanity As I plung deep into the darkness I realize the truth that the whisper Were always me

In the clearess nights In the darkess voids I feel most at home I hear the goddess calling me back to the only home I have known So I smash this shell and go

A silint scream comes from this empty shell .. This hollow man bathed in my own hell.. A jereny back is full of pain a trip to the future brings the same And the present the most painfull of them all I set myself up for the pending falls The darkess of holes open under me And I fall so freely for even in this mer momment The pain stops and I begin to know the truth That soon I will feel the reaperss grip on me .. And when he gets me a wicked smile shall cross my face No longer sad and in my own hell anymore For I will be dead and free from all this pain