Pj Raven's blog: "Thoughts in Form"

We all sit back and watch the world Some of us wonder when do we get to jump in or maybe just wiggle our toes in it Can you just test it out or do we have no choice but to dive in eventually? Can a person go through this world and not meet it, ever? ------------------------------------------------- An impact has been made Life has done it again Is there more, Where do I fit now? I have been designated a corner Yet my cubicle is not really mine Now walking down a diverging path, or corridors should we say I wish to feel the darkness outside I wish to feel the life pulsing through these walls Breaking through this holding with shear will and might Breathing it in at first Then reaching out running my fingers through the darkness Feeling its consistency, its solidity I can reach out touch it and grab it Hear the sounds of the dark Feel its pulse Yes it does beat, for those that listen it beats loud So much available Pull it into me Recharge me Become whole again Stepping forward into this freedom My toes dipping in the blackness Wiggling around, it falls between them So lucid I step back Strip Down Jump In I am enveloped by this sweet blackness Chills running through me Feeling it slick on my bare skin Pulsing against me showing me its life Saying I am darkness but I am not dead Every chakra pulsing bright All the blackness surrounds wrapping up around me to mute this emanating pulse Open arms embrace it Drawing it close in and around The darkness has swallowed a light It has one of its own Unseen to many I do not fear submission to this master I welcome it, crave it, call for it I have nothing to fear I AM THE DARKNESS!!! 21 February 2007 Christina "PJ" Genco **Please do not copy or reprint without permission.**

The Sight of Love & Lust The beautiful thralls of Love & Lust at first sight We all play in it We all experience it even if only once The touch of it can make the effects of any drug pale in comparison The feel of it brings out parts of the soul Sometimes the heart knows not the difference For this lust at first sight wraps around everything It is an addiction that can take more than rehab That addicting first time sensation The exploring of each others body Finding those places, those spots, that are itching to be graced by this unknown lover Endorphin raise up as fast as your heart beats Your body is on fire with fever but not because of an ill It is the beautiful thralls of love & lust at first sight Your addiction is sauteed ‘til the next time As it comes nearer you will feel as if you are mad Reason escapes into a night That is alive with lustful bodily pleasure Roll in it, lap at it, pull it close.......just remember .....sometimes the heart knows not the difference 18 February 2007 Christina “Pj” Genco This document is the property of Christina “PJ” Genco . Do not copy or reprint without permission.

IN PASSION Oh how easy it is to surrender to the first passions A surrendering of the soul Not so much love as passion Once touched Once felt Once tasted It fills the soul Making it reach for the depths of a new lover's passion The intensity of all the senses Not a gradual filling But like its instantly flung inside of you The excitement of first time passion Leaving a taste for more...kisses, hugs, a brush of gentle fingertips along skin Wanting, craving, yearning for more of that feeling Your lovers hands in places new Lighting warmth inside them Heating that sweetness calling The passion, the fiery of it Leaving a taste, as a delicate sweet does A flash memory of bodies pressed together, lips almost touching, two spirits trying to collide.....IN PASSION! 18 February 2007 Christina "pj" Genco This material is the property of Christina "pj" Genco. Do not reprint or copy without permission.