Im willing to try new thing's and be my self in certain situations. I have never cheated on a bf and ive gotten cheated on a couple of times. But it starts with this, Ive been on a personal strike from men for a while trying to find a good man you know. I work with this guy and ive been into him since i first started working there. He's smart, sweet, dedicated fun and funny everything that i want in a real man.He has a gf and so i kept my distance. Until a couple of week's ago. i saw his myspace and added him. We sent emails to one another but on friendly terms. Then he sent me an email with his num to call him and i did i was nervous didnt know what to say to him. But we had a good convo. i was geting the feeling that he liked me because he was always complementing me most of the time. Like "hi preety girl" and etc. we went to the movies today to just hang and watch halloween which was awesome!!!! I still couldnt help my self i felt nervous like what am i doing here with this man he has a gf and they have been together for a couple of years. I know i wouldnt want that to happen to me it would be so terrible he said he was in a relationship and he didnt want to hurt me or her. he also said that he liked me alot. i felt so crushed im in a terrible position here. I know i have to back off this just sucks!!! I close with him at my store tomarrow.. He told me to act normal and will talk tomarrow night after we closed. God this really sucks.
