Entry for September 19, 2006 This is how I feel!
I am really not sure what to say today... I have been thinking so much about how things have been going in my life and maybe trying to move out of state. I am actually working on seeing about it. I am not sure it is the right thing to do...not sure what to do anymore.
Too much drama for me is all I know. I can't take it all, so I do believe that running away would be the best answer. I am not one to run from my problems...but I think it has gotten to the point where I just can't make anything better for myself or anyone else. It is a get out while you can situation maybe...This isn't just one factor in my life...We are talking 100's of factors made me come to this maybe decision.
I don't want to go, but I don't want to get so stressed that I make myself sick and die either, so I am trying to get to a happy medium for myself. This is a hard thing to decide. Anyway...gonna go night night! Still don't know!!!!!!!!!!
