I don't even know why I'm crying right now. I don't want to deal with the sh*t I have to face. The stupid shit I deal with on a daily basis. I put myself in such deep denial so long ago about so many things that I think it actually f*cked my head up. Wow, maybe I am crazy.
Everyone gets divorced these days. No biggie. Everyone's husbands are complete horrifying shitheads to them. Nothing new. Everyone's, every last relationship, hookup and even friendships never work out. What's new? Everyone, sooner or later, eventually leaves.
I guess that is why they started saying "suck it up and drive on." I don't try hard to find the perfect man or the ever lasting love. IT's not even about that sh*t. Ha, yea ok. But hell, companionship with someone who does not drive me up the wall, is always a nice thing.
Everyone has bullshit they have to face in life. I never try to make myself anyone's pity story or anything like that. I too, like everyone else, has some issues and bullsh*t to deal with.
Ugh! I think I'm just venting. My best friend is in Iraq right now and he is the perfect person who is always there for me to just vent about the stupid sh*t. I'm going to bed lol. Good night
