ed222's blog: "The up and The Downs"

You thank you know people, but you know nothing. Their are so many ways to say somthing I say and say hello I say tamayto you say tomotto ( if I am spelling it corect.) I say I like I like youyou, and you say you ?. ?. ?. You say Ok I see what you say has no meaning just words comeing from your mouth. I fall for the trap all the time. It set up and I see it and yet I still walk into it. One day just one day I will catch those two Those who go by the name of Fath and Desten other wise knows as Fate and Desteny. They come into our live and make them the way it should be we chose how to live our lives and they set in moshion. I feail for those who are damed when they stand agenst you. Feair has no meaining until they turn on you then you face their full grount. Ironey has little to no say she stand their and waite she judge only when it left up to her. An you say you wonte to know me yet you do so little to show intres. I like you and you say and do nothing in return. You call this somthing I call it nothing. I will end now and return to the world from whitch I came from. Enjory for u will never see me again

IS a topless bar, you would thank. Sexey hot ladies walking in next to nothing looking all good just to make a dollar. Yeah I know the only reasion some of them would talk to me is because I had money and I look like an open bank. But their are some places I can go and feail welcom. I have always been able to make friends at this place even thro I do not spend a lot of monet. Yeah I may have spent five hundred dollars of my bill money for a frew moments of a quick pieak.At first I did not thank nothing of it then I met her. In the light her eyes shain as bright as christal itself she put on a good show finding the right way to make me happy. I did not know her stage name but I knew the line up. The bartender did not know who I was talking about and neaghter did she. All I wonted was one more dance. Talking to her not knowing who I was looking for. Then suddenly out of no where a light went off she had reailze it was her. After that I dont reamber what was said or done I thaank I walk away I dont reamber what was said I just reamber walking away. Then their she was askeing me what I wonted. What I wonted I knew I could not have but some how I end up with it. I gat my dance and I made a new friends we talk and it may have been lust or it could be more. I always knew I had freinds their Just not the normail friendly way. I will see them again from time to time and I will talk to them the 6 ladies who have brought back life into this emptyness of mine. What do I see in them the same thing I see in every other ladie but atleast hear I can be me.

The one time you get enought money to pay off a quter of your bills, and what do you do you take that money and blow it a strip club. $400 pluse dollars given to sexey hot woman who will take it off just to make a little money. How Dum are you You Realy Need A Woman