~The Pain Is Real~
Can you see what I see,
even when your not around to comfort me,
you hurt me like no one else will know,
inside I feel I'm ready to explode,
Do you feel what I feel,
you said words to me that will never heal,
I cant help myself inside i want to bleed,
your friendship and generousity was all I would ever need,
But now it has came and it has gone,
and somehow my twisted little fucked up life will move on,
what is sad is many men wish death upon me,
it's like I'm not even meant to walk this earth or even be,
My mother said I was an accident sometimes I think it's true,
I didnt think it was when I met you,
but now its over and I have to live with the consequences,
just know that I still care regardless of the morose and awkward faces,
Look into my eyes you will see pain deeper than a flesh wound,
why is it that a baby is so innocent while resting in his mothers womb,
is it because they know not the difference between right and wrong,
or because they are a new born in the world until there dying dawn,
We often say we couldnt never love again because our heart is broke,
well I know this much there are the words a wise man once spoke,
suffer not the bounds of hell and hope for the gates of heaven,
soon my pain will show on the outside from within,
People say they hate someone for what they do,
well if thats true,
why am I the one chosen for all the insufficient doing in the world,
I often think if I wasnt a nice guy would my problem be such a coral,
Tupac said it best when he said his words of life,
and I wanna quote them its his honor it's his right.
why am I fighting to live if im just living to die,
Why am I trying to give if no one gives me a try,
why am I trying to see when there is nothing in sight.
I believe I know why,
it's not possible for the human race to give up and die,
hopes of the person who will gives us a try are deep inside,
because even a blind man who doesnt see has the power of sight,
This life we live is said to be in god we trust,
but thats not true we have so many people who envy and lust,
I am who I am not who I cannot be,
why is it so hard to accepting someone for who they are or accept me for me,
I'm gonna end this with some critical advice,
keep loving and let the life you live be not a sacrifice,
because the way you feel,
inside and outside the pain is real.
