b as in BEAUTIFUL bitch is feeling like's blog: "the one"

wow iam at a lost for words but yes i did talk to my exs the other day well i should say yelled and screamed at him and damm did it feel good to sit there get it all off my chest we did a video voices convo he say me and i saw him and for once i think he realy know how pissed iam at him i told him i hate him he siad i haved every right to feel the way i feel dam right i have every right to feel the way i feel i gave my hole self to u then u go and fuck it up. now the only thing i have to think about is if he worth my time anymore iam not talking about getting back toghter with him cause that one will never happend iam talking about worth i will be his friend again or not and i have thought about it a lot i know for sure and i made it clear to him that if i did say yes to being just his friend and we both talked about it would be just friends not friends with benfits every again that he would have to deal with me makeing his life a liveing hell i will never forget i just be able to forgive but never forget the shit he did he will always have to deal with me not trusting him even as a friend i still don't belive everything he say to me this day but he will have a lot of proveing to do if i was to be his friend and he realy want my friendship. but i still don't know i don't want anyone to get it tiwited that u can masteak weekis for kindis cause iam far from weak.so know this that u are still walking a very thin ice with me always ok just cause i talked u throw some shit don't mean that shit is 100% with me cause it never will be K.

ok so where do i start as i sit here with a big ass smile on my face cause iam pretty amused right now about what iam going to write just jamming out to lady gaga's just dance. so u know who u are lmao and i think this hole fucking thing is funny as hell cause u got what was comeing to u and now it happing to u and what did i say in my last blog about u i siad that u wouldn't have me to run to when it all falls apart for u and what do u do? u go and try to message me about some shit that u need a friend news flash buddy IAM NOT YOUR FRIEND ANYMORE U FUCKED IT ALL UP MEBER LMAO. I told u to never talk to me again after we broke up wow u fucking listin so well or your just that damm dumb thinking u can just come back in to my life and pick up where we left off like u never did any thing wrong, WOW WHERE U SOOOOOOOOO FUCKING WRONG I MEAN WHAT I SAY AND I SAY WHAT I MEAN GOT IT AND I TOLD U BEFORE ANY THING EVER WENT WRONG WITH US WHEN WE WHERE STILL AT A GOOD POINT I SAT U DOWN AND TALKED TO U ABOUT THIS I SIAD IF U EVER DID ANYTHING TO EVER PISS ME OFF TO THE POINT WHERE I NEVER WANT U IN MY LIFE WOULD U LEAVE ME ALONE AND U SIAD FOR A LIL BIT AND I SIAD NO IF I EVER SIAD THOSE WORD LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE FOR GET MY NAME FOR GET MY NUMBERS THEN I WOULD MEAN IT AND WOW HOLY SHIT I STILL MEAN 4 MONTHS LATER.Oh and as far as u being sorry for trying to still be my friend don't be sorry to me cause it not me u should be sorry to it your self u should be feeling sorry for. cause no body wants u and i could only image why lmao so i realy just laugh at u for trying to ( still be my friend ) cause it aint ever going to happend. so i mean if u like to look like a fool and keep trying to be (my friend )then go head but i will just tell u to fuck off and die every time lmao. oh and iam not pissed any more iam just not putting up with u anymore or trying to put myself back in that place with u. so that all i have to say about the hole thing beside the fact that i think it funny that u will never change and yet again u did it to self. maybe u should find some new chick that will play into your hands and feel bad for u cause i aint the one lol.

so it 7:51 my time 6:51 keiths time and iam just sitting here think about him and what could be with us when he gets back in a year but who knows were we both will be in year but he already provein to me no matter how far apart we maybe he still thinking of me he prove it to me by have 12 dosen rosa deliver to my work in front of all my coworks awwwwwwwwww he is sweet and i can't wait to see him well back to wiating for him to txt or call me i can't wait to talk to him before bed.

so as of tomorrow hopefuly are playstation will be here lol and guess what i will be doing lol playing a hole lot of Grand Theft Auto yup that right kim went out and got us a playstation and a lot of games but my fav of all get 3 Grand Theft Autos. so if iam not working or doing school i will be trying to beat all 3 games and trying to kick kims butt at it lol that will be my new goal for the year lol. love u kim. so sorry if it don't seem like i have time to talk lmao.

Oh I had a lot to say Was thinking on my time away I missed you and things weren't the same 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die. I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all the things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby the way you make my world go 'round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry. This time I think I'm to blame It's harder to get through the days We get older and blame turns to shame 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die I'm sorry about all the things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby the way you make my world go 'round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry. Every single day I think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights and the tears you cried It's never too late to make it right Oh yeah sorry I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all the things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby the way you make my world go 'round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry baby. I'm sorry baby, Yeah. I'm sorry

Your heart is not open so I must go The spell has been broken, I loved you so Freedom comes when you learn to let go Creation comes when you learn to say no You were my lesson I had to learn I was your fortress you had to burn Pain is a warning that something's wrong I pray to God that it won't be long Do ya wanna go higher? Chorus: There's nothing left to try There's no place left to hide There's no greater power Than the power of good-bye Your heart is not open so I must go The spell has been broken, I loved you so You were my lesson I had to learn I was your fortress Chorus2: There's nothing left to lose There's no more heart to bruise There's no greater power Than the power of good-bye Learn to say good-bye I yearn to say good-bye (chorus, substituting "no more places" for "no place left") (chorus2