For those of you that really care enough to read this, Kyle and I seperated yesterday. I was the one that left him. We both had faults that probably could have been worked out, but I just made a snap decision. I still love him with everything I have and then some. Maybe in time there will be a future, but right now I just don't know. I guess I can only hope for the best.
To be honest, I don't know if I'll be ok. I can't sleep, can't eat.. I know, it all goes with being depressed, but I feel like I made the biggest mistake of my life. I can't change what has already happened, but I can try to change what happens in the future. We have talked and maybe, just maybe there may be an "us" again.
Kyle - If you read this, please know that I love you very much. I hope that maybe we can try again, but if not, I want you to be happy. If you decide to move on and find someone else, I wish nothing but the best of luck to you. I will always love you no matter what happens. I don't even know what to say to try and make things up to you, so I'm not going to try. Just know that even if we go our seperate ways, I'd love to still be a friend to you. I love you.