you ever have one of the experiences where you know in your gut and have felt for weeks that life is going your way.
then nothing particular happens and all of a sudden you are in a depressed funk. you can't explain it, you can't find your way out of it. its like being inside a deep hole in the ground..perfectly cylindrical...absolutely smooth all around you...enough room to spread your arms...cold, dark and damp...the light you see is mile and miles away...you search frantically seeking a secret escape, but nothing...nothing but hopelessness and loss.
a terrible place, feeling, experience
how do you escape? is it even possible?
