A thousand tears fall onto the floor, a smile that shines bright, a look of passion trembles within, hope renewed , joys found, unexplored depths opening the gate, reaching hands wishing to touch, happiness so near yet so far, the order of balance is yet to even, sadness of forgeting something that should never have been forgotten, stretching out so far just to find a glimpse of confirmation of the truth, my mind in a turmoil yet calm with peace, have never felt before both extremes of depth each way in a unique sequence of time/present past all proposing life reflection of what it can be to feel nearer to that of which somehow was always known, corrupted laws, chemicals, upbringing all take away who we really are...trying to reach and find the true me within the very core of my soul,before tarnished with human life..i want to break free from the chains that bind me...