secretxsong's blog: "stuff"

Its such a shame that someone I put a lot of trust into (more than with most people) and cared about has pretty much turned their back on me. I have a feeling that its because of some shit going on between him and my roommate's girlfriend. In all honesty, that does not/should not involve me, but apparently it does. At least in this person's opinion. I feel like I was lied to and my trust was betrayed. This person sat here and said to me not to take shit from anyone and stand up for myself. That I need "GOOD" people in my life - like him. Well, a lot of good that did me. Nice to know that I wasted 2 1/2 weeks of my life and money for this person. Not to mention the hours of sleep I lost so I could talk to him. *shrug* You live and learn right? My only advice to him: Don't shit on the few people that actually cared about you, and in all honesty, there aren't that many people that do care about YOU. You will never meet another person like me and for you to "throw me away" is a huge loss in your life. I may have lost out in some money, but I can always make that back. You will never be able to find a friend like me again.

Yes... I fell down the stairs in my house... Thanks to Mike (Outsider) and my hippie roommate, Steve. Click Here.

I don't know HOW or WHY I got into this situation... but I did... Beware... Don't say I didn't warn you... http://www.deadendsociety.net/forum/showthread.php?t=7360

New post at www.secretxsong.com.

New post up on www.secretxsong.com. I think I will be updating the blog there instead of here... if you're interested.

Seems like everyone is having a bad day today... I don't know what it is about today but it just kinda sucks. I went to bed around midnight last night and was asleep until about 1:30... I dunno what woke me up, but something did... I couldn't fall back asleep so I got up and got on the computer for a bit... went back to sleep at about 3. I know I set both of my alarms last night, but neither one of them went off this morning. I woke up at 7:45 and all I could say was FUCK! I looked at my clock and the alarm was still set so I know that I didn't turn it off and go back to sleep. *sigh* Mike is having a shit day... people at work were having a shit day... I wasn't the only one that was late either... 2 other people I know woke up late. I'm kinda tired too... I think I'm jus' gonna lay down for a bit and relax... *hugs to all*

Hey... I got my website, secretxsong.com back up. Do me a favor and visit it and tell me what you think of it. BTW I KNOW MY GALLERY IS EMPTY so don't mention that part :P Do me another favor and check out these websites:


K thanks! *MWAH* Lots of love!

Pictures of my new home: My Room
My Room 2
My Room 3
My Bathroom
My Bathroom 2
My Bathroom 3
My Bathroom 4
The Living Room
The Living Room 2
The Stairs
Downstairs Bathroom
Laundry
The Kitchen
The Kitchen 2
The Kitchen 3

I'll take pictures of the outside later :P

If you had my phone number, please let me know because it has changed. Send me a message here or on yahoo/aim. I'll give you my new number there.

In case you care and are wondering, I'm pretty much moved into the new place. I still need to pick up some stuff from the apartment tomorrow after work. I hope I can get it all in one trip, but we'll see. Tom (the new roommate and "landlord") is gone for the weekend. He'll be back on Sunday. I'm exhausted... emotionally and physically. I will admit that I wouldn't have been able to get through the past few days if it hadn't been for Kristi, Sarah, Kris, and John (despite an extremely embarrassing moment :|). Without them, I'm pretty sure I would have done something really stupid. I have a few more things to take care of and then I can try to get back into a normal routine... *sigh* I need to try to get some sleep soon... Work in the morning... its going to be rough. G'night Fubar.