Ugh, I get so tired of trying to have "friends" on here and talk about my relationship issues, and every one of them tries to tell me how to run my life and what I "need" to do. I have dealt with myself and my emotional impulses as they are for the last 11 years. Until you have a doctorate degree in psychiatry or psychology, please don't try and tell me what I "need" to do. I make sure and tell any and everyone that I even attempt a relationship everything there is to know about me and my condition. Those people then choose to use that information how they see fit. Until you meet me face to face and see how I react under any conditions, please do not tell me what I "need" because you haven't the slightest idea.