I'm in a cold dark place now, trying to find my way up and out. Oh Anthea, sweet friend, how I wish we were closer. So I could run to you and cry on your shoulder, I know you'd make me feel better as quick as the time it takes for your smile to light up your face. I'm lost and I don't know how to turn my life back around and make it right again. I don't know if I can find the courage to try again. I feel like I'm going down for the last time and about to lose all that's dear to me.
