As a part of my divorce I gave up rights to my house here in Waterloo. I figured I needed to get out of this town to really have a fresh start on a new life. Too many people know me here, and there's far too much drama with all that.
I do not know why I'm feeling so sad about it but I am. It is not like I'm leaving behind anything worthwhile here. But this town has been my home for a total of 13 years. The longest I've lived in any town my whole life. It is like my 2nd home, with Elgin,IL being my 1st.
There is some people I am going to miss seeing, and they know who they are. Probably be best for them too if I'm not here. Just how I've been feeling lately as just so much shit has happened that it's unreal. I'm just raw inside and I want to heal. I cant do that here, just too many memories to keep the wound open.
Anyway, I'm hoping Cedar Rapids will be a true fresh start for me and I'll find my happiness there. I'm excitied, scared and anxious about being on my own again but I think this is exactly what I need to do. I appreciate all and any support that is given while I transition into single life again. :)