Starr KGB's blog: "So Sad! :("

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I am lonely yet surrounded by people. I am sad yet I can lead anyone to believe Im happy. I am scared yet I hide my fears. I am not wanting to go on another day yet I continue to breath. I am yearning to be happy yet the tears continue to fall. I am wanting good memories yet all I recive are the bad ones. I am wanting life yet I feel so dead.

I sit wishing for it all to end. I wish for my broken heart to mend. I wish for my soul to be full. I wish because this pain is not cool. I wish for a way out. I wish not to pout. I wish for someone to care. I wish for someone to be there. I wish for nothing because I've realized wishes never come true.

Why am I so blue? Is it because of you? Why am I so sad? Is it because youve made me mad? Why did I let you in? Is it becasue it should have been? Why did I get so close? Is it because I like you the most? Why do I like you so? Is it because you help me grow? Why do I trust you? Is it becasue you want me to? Why did I let you do this to me?

You tell me to be strong. You act as you care. You try to make me smile. You say your there for me. You tell me lies. You get my hopes up. You make me happy. You make me sad. You confuse me. You help me. You hurt me. You have my brain in a jumble. You make me feel pretty. You make me feel wanted. All of this you make me do, how come you cant make my hopes come true?

So yeah pretty much my life is sucking right now! Nothing ever seems to go my way and when i think something is going good i get slammed down and brought to realize it wasnt going good nor ever will!! 19 has been pretty shitty so far!! When will it ever end? Im so tired of feeling like shit and crying. I bust my ass to make people happy and still get fucked!! Can anyone help?

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def. didnt think this birthday could get any worse then the last one but it has!! my birthday has offically already been the worst and I am only 3 hours into it!!

My Last birthday was so shitty! This week so far has been HELL but I refuse to let it get to me!! Im tired of life and all the drama it brings. So what do you say help me make this one a great one?

Ok I am in my first year at college and I hate where I am. I wanna go home! All I ever do anymore is cry!! I wanna go home! I dont want to be here anymore. I would love to transfer. Let me say I hate the school and the only reason I am here is because my scholarship wouldnt let me go to Boston!! can anyone cheer me up?