Many of nights i've laid in my bed extremely awake.
Wondering which decision out of many I should take.
There is a Devil's Pitchfork in the road and I'm fucked, no matter which path I take.
I feel like the world just took a shit and it all landed on my plate.
I'll just put it out there, I'm ready to slit this chicks throat.
I know that is a harsh thing to say, but I'm at the end of my rope.
Do I leave her behind or do I stay and just cope.
It sounds so easy to run, but I'm constantly thinking of my son.
He's my pride, he's my joy, If you ask me who I love HE is the only one.
I couldn't imagine going one day without hearing him say dadadada or seeing his smile.
I just need to put space between me and his mother, something like 3000 miles.
I don't know what to do!!!!
Any advice?
Anyone on here a Hitman?
That would be nice.
I'd pay anything to put an end to my Many Sleepless Nights.