shygirl's blog: "shygirl memo"

FIRST OFF LET ME BEGIN BY SAYING WE HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE OVER THERE EACH DAY SOMEONE DIE IN VAIN MY OLDEST SON JOIN THE ARMY IN MAY AND NOW HE OVER THERE GOD HELP HIM HE ONLY 23 YEAR OLD WHEN HE CALL HOME I CAN HEAR THE SADNESS IN HIS VOICE TELLING ME MOM I DONT FEEL RIGHT I WANT TO COME HOME I FEEL SO HELPLESS MY BABY BOY IN A PLACE SO FAR AWAY I NEED TO STOP FOR NOW ONLY CAUSE I MAY SAY SOMETHING THAT WOULD MAKE THING WORSED FOR HIM TILL NEXT TIME IF THERE ONE MELISSA

how can i feel when my husband die well i do miss the ? no i could not say i miss not one thing since all i had was pain and tear so goodbye miguel thank you for all you did not do and thank you for opening up my eyes and never and i do mean never will i meet someone as mean as you goodnight my love from hell

no longer living with M so this message is short till i find a places i will be offline love melissa

MAYBE IT MY LIFE THAT SEEMS SO FAR AWAY OR MAYBE IT WHAT I DO THAT CAUSE THE RAIN TO COME DOWN MY WAY AND EVEN WHEN IT LOOK LIKE THE SUN START TO SHINE IT HAPPEN ALL OVER AGAIN THE BLUE AND SADNESS OVERCOME MY HAPPY DAY!!!!!

well today i turn 39 and i look back at all that i did and all i didn't do wow it like only yesterday i was 21 and now i am also 40 now for me it a big step maybe i am reading too much into this i don't know i just feel that i should have done more if you like to comment on this then do so please

well first off let said hi to all those lost cherry and let all them know that i really loves there profile's and i really enjoy loging into lost cherry this wed is my birthday and i know where i will be at the lost cherry yah