She Sits at the computer thinking about how life use to be so simple and the fights use to be rare and over stupid little things.
She sits and thinks about how she use to watch the sun set at night.
She sits and thinks about how she use to sit and watch the sun rise in the morning.
She sits and thinks about how life was so enjoyable and how life use to be so grand.
She sits and thinks about how life use to be so simple and have a lot less worries.
She sits and thinks about why she is thinking about all these things.
While she is Thinkings about all the Beautiful scenery that she use to enjoy she wonders how did life get so complicated?
She sits and thinks about all the People that have come in and out of her life and wonders what each one's purpose was in her life.
She sits and thinks about all that she's gone through and how far she has come. All the while wondering where she is going, and where will she end up.
Is it possible for her to feel so carefree in life again? Is it possible that life will be so calm?
These are only some of the questions that crosses her mind all the while she sits and thinks.
She sits and thinks about all the laughter in her life and wonders how much of the laughter is for real and how much of it is fake?
She sits and thinks about all the tears that fall from her eyes and wonders if she will ever be able to stop them from falling some day.
She knows she is beautiful on the outside but she also knows all the pain and scares that she carries on the inside of her and wonders if they will ever go away.
She sits and thinks about all that she has to do and if she will ever be able to complete the to do list. She sits and thinks if she really makes a difference in Peoples lives that she passes or if she just pass them as the breeze does on a windy day.
She sits and thinks about how she has touch people and than she wonders if she will be able to touch others that come and go.
She sits and thinks about how she lives day by day Because that is the only way she knows how, and wonders if it is the best way.
She sits and thinks how she use to have no problem getting through the day but how she struggles to do just the simplest little tasks.
She sits and thinks is there something wrong with me and why am I feeling this way.
She wonders if everything has always irritated her and if not when did it all start?
She sits and thinks about how she use to be and how she is.
She sits and wonders if her emotions are on a spiral emotional roller coaster and if so when will it come to a stop.
She sits and thinks.
