ShayRen's blog: "Shay*Ren*"

PLEAE LEAVE COMMENTS AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THING....THANKS..... ¢¾MUAH

CASHNG IN IS AN EXPRESSION FOR IM ALMOST TO THE POINT TO LEAVE....WHERE i DONT , BUT MAYBE SOMEWHERE EXOCTIC. a BEATIFUL PLACE...LIKE THE JUNGLE OR HAWAII. yEAH MY DREAM PLACES. yOU KNW AS A FRIEND TO ANYONR I TRY SO HARD....SO WHY IS IT SO HARD TO GET WHAT I REALLY WANT....CAN ANY ONE GIVE ME ADVIVE...ANYONE...THKS

wit life it can be so confusing,,,dont you think. I mean certian things happen for numerous reasons, but the one you want to be with, the one you would take a ullrt for, where is he? I know where he is and yes Id take a bullet for him. My heart is set on his, whether he feels the same about me. I love him. He should know who he is. Just one question....how do you really feel about me fromt he bottom of you heart, because all my heart does now is aches in pain and cries because I have no clue to where it's going. Your perfect in every little wasy. You make my day when I see your eyes and the expressions on you face. But I completly understand if you never want to give it a try. But just remember Ill love you forver and always will. Im different than most girls. I think you know that, but anyways...I LOVE YOU W/ ALL MY HEART!

Im so in love its driving me crazy, Its really weird to love someone that you have never meet b4. Crazy has it sounds its true. His eyes melt my heart, his lil smiles interact with me in so many ways. His voice, my god, his voice....I dream of us being together...HAPPY. I think I need him in my life and he needds me. Any advice from anyone would help me get this right. But for the record, I have no money or car to get to him. So Im shyt out of luck....guess Ill go on with my life wondering what he is thinking and how he feels...I miss him so much...i love you..

I NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET FOR A MAG COVER, I KNOW IM NOT THE HOTTEST BUT ALL YOUR VOTES WILL BE GREATLY APPRICIATED....LOVE TO ALL

Just gotta say Im sorry and no matter what happens I will always love you, my heart breaks and my tears are endless...Just remember I love ya forever.....I may be different than other gurls, but thats just me...and once Im with that certian person, Im so good to them, but I guess all that just went down the drain...I praying God will send him back to me so I can love him like he needs to be loved....

JUST WANTED TO SAY GOOD NIGHT TO ALL....TO THE ONES IN MY HEART...I LOVE YA...AND I MEAN THAT..GRACE IF YOU READ THIS THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEND....GOOD NIGHT...NITE TANK

THE PEOPLE ON HERE THAT VIEW THIS,,,,BY LOOKING AT ME PLZ TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE...AND BE HONEST BECAUSE IT'S GONNA MEAN ALOT TO ME,,,,IF I HAD BROKEN YOUR HEART TWICE AND NOT MEAN TO AT ALL(I SWEAR) WOULD YOU FORGIVE ME? I WANNA KNOW.

IM NOT A HATER, BUT WHT IS IT WHEN YOU SAY YOUR SORRY AND MEAN IT FROM THE BOTTOM OF YOUR HEART OTHERS CANT SEEM TO ACCEPT IT? I DONT UNDERSTAND. IM NOT A BAD PERSON REALLY, AND WOULD GIVE MY LAST DOLLAR TO ANYONE EVEN A COMPLETE STRANGER. ID HELP ANYONE IF I COULD...WHY DO SOME PEOPLE NOT ACCEPT IT WHEN I SAY IM SORRY WHEN I REALLY CARE ABOUT THEM...AND THINK ABOUT THEM ALL THE TIME WHETHER I TALK TO THEM EVERYDY OR ONCE OUT OF A BLUE MOON...DAMIT..IT MAKES ME WANNA CRY, WTF....DAMIT IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY

IN THE DARK I STAND ALONE AND SAD. WISHING FOR SOMETHING THAT WOULDNT MAKE ME MAD. EVERYTHING I DO I DO FOR OTHERS. BUT NO PAT ON THE BACK OR A THANK YOU. WHATS THE USE, MY LIFE NOT TO TRUE. SAD AND ANGRY WITH MYSELF, I CRY. THE HEARTS IVE TOREN AND THE PAIN I GAVE THEM. IM SO SORRY I CANT MAKE IT UP TO HIM. PLEASE UNDERSTAND WE MET FOR A REASON. REASON UNKNOWN, I STILL TRY TO PLEASE HIM. WELL IM GONE, MY SOUL HAS DIED. SO NOW I LEAVE MY TEARS BEHIND.... I LOVE YOU YOUR STILL IN MY HEART.. WHETHER YOU KNOW IT AND NO MATTER HOW FAR APART...