Fubar Blogs 5

A Day In My Like.
To my best friend,my love,my soulmate. Your're gone but never forgotten. Our Love will live on forever. We love,miss you,and can't wait to see you. Beloved Husband,Father,Grandfather,and Friend. Gene Brown Went home to the Lord May 13 2005 Born Oct,21,1951 Well i have 2 dogs.One is a pit named skipper.The other brownie he is very small.well to day skipper jumped on brownie for the first time.I have had them both for about a year.he got him on the head.and he had a big knote on his little head.so i had to put skipper in a cage.now i feel so so bad about it .But if i left skipper out im scared of what he would do to brownie. HELP PLZ. Missing you every day. But i will always remember what u had to say.You were very sweet and kind,You will a

On Air Bulletin
DAZED AND CONFUSED?WANNA BE? JOINDJ BIG SEXY& DJ SEXY SOUTHERN EXCLUSIVELY ON (repost of original by '♫Naughty Southerngirl♫~Dj @ Intoxicated Radio~' on '2008-01-03 19:55:22') HEY EVERYBODY!! I know Southern and I have been gone for a few months.(RELAX DBO71, EVERYTHING'S COOL) Apparently the cable people decided to shut off our internet against our will,,then again,,it might have something to do with me not paying them. (those bastards!) I think we just about got our shit straight and should be back in about a month. Thanks to everybody that sent me gifts and birthday wishes, I promise I will go to everyones page and thank you properly. We miss everybody and can't wait to be back on the air. (After all,,Intoxicated Radio does rule ya know! lmao) Sooooo keep checking our profiles,,and keep listening to Intox, or just go to intoxicatedradio.com (we miss you guys) and we should have something soon about when we'll be back. Peace Out and CRANK IT UP!!!!

Poems
I don't think we should talk anymore I'm falling way too fast My heart is oh so fragile As delicate as glass We need to face the fact We're never going to meet This "cyber love" is perfect But my heart's left in defeat We're seperated by miles And the oceans are too wide But I can't pretend I don't care My heart I cannot hide That's why I think we should stop Before this goes too far Because the last thing I need Is another break in my heart Don't take this the wrong way You did nothing wrong But I can't wait forever Because forever's too long And if you're reading this I hope you understand We can never be together Because I can't hold your hand Falling for you I don't regret It's just the fact We never met... Can you see God's beauty, Can you see His love shine, In everything around you, Just look at all the magnificent signs. It is in each individual snowflake, That drifts so gracefully to the ground. You can see His love so vividly,

Warning To All Woman
IM GOING TO BE CLEANING UP MY FRIENDS LIST. IF U WANT TO STAY THEN LET ME NOW. IF U DONT. I WILL BE DELETING U FROM MY PAGE THEN. IF UR A TRUE FRIEND THEN ILL NOW FOR SURE IF U APPLY TO THIS. IM ONLY ON HERE FOR FRIENDS. NOT A POPALARITY CONTEST. State police warning for online: Please read this 'very carefully'..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually ; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of Rockhard abs or goes by his name Jason Stallings contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his instant messages or e-mail . He has the ability to track your home address. Whoever this person may be, he is a suspect for murder in the death of (10) women (so far) contacted through the Internet. He is a suspect in a shooting and is known for raping and beating young women. He is located in the MID-MICHIGAN area. Please send this to all the women on yo

New Stuff
I never showed my art work to anyone but family and close friend, but this year I took a chance and started showing it to strangers online and my on line friends. I also have showed it to family friends that where not close until the past year. Well, I have been lucky and its all in gallery for sale and they are making blank cards with envelope. Single card with my art work on it goes for 1.00 or pack of 6 for 5.99 and then T shirts with which ever picture you want for 15.00 a basic white tote bag for 10.00 with what ever picture you want on it. There will be couple paintings showing soon one arcylic paint and one water pencil paint. Soon Oil painting. For now they are like background paints with or with out object in the middle. Will have unicorn head soon and a cross not sure what form yet but they will be soon. I have always said I would love to have my poem read by anyone or bought and my art work viewed by others or bought. My poems are not only viewed online in many plac

Optimistic
Twas the night before Xmas and all through the house, everyone was pimping, even the mouse. When out on the lawn there arouse such a clatter. I sprang from my 'piece' to see what was the matter? What to my wondering eyes should appear? A big red Dick and eight fuckin reindeer! Up on the roof and down the chimney, like a bat out of hell. I knew right away, the fat fuck had fell! He stuffed our stockings with pretzels and beer. And a big rubber dick, for my brother, the queer. Back up the chimney with a thunderous fart! That FAT BASTARD, blew my chimney apart!! And I heard him exclaim, as he rode out of sight... "Piss on you all, it's been a hell of a night!" ~Unkown Author~ Entry for May 16, 2006 Drifting here, searching and screaming. Wandering through your plans and scheming. Time for an evaluation. Lost in thought and contemplaition. Interrupted, by your obsessive conversation. What gives you the right, to fill me with pain? My soul is crying, for a cleansing rain

Native Poetry
Prehistoric Threesome - Watch more free videos Two Girls Kissing Compilation - Watch more free videos Call To The Four Sacred Winds By Spirit Wind (Pat Poland) I call to the East, where the Father ascends to all Mother Earth where life begins. I fly through the cedars, pines, willows, and birch as animals below me wander and search. I call to the South, to the land down below. Turtle stands silent, as man strings his bow to hunt food and fur for his kin before snow. A life will end so others will grow. I call to the North, that yansa once knew. I follow their path til it disappears from view. Once vast in number, there stand but a few. I hear only ghost thunder of millions of hooves. I call to the West, to the ends of the lands, to the Tsalagi, Kiowa, Comanche ... all bands. Unite for the strength. Teach the young and demand that you are Native Americans. Learn your tongue and stand. My name is Freedom... I fly through this land. I call to the Fo

Ghost!!!!
I guess you could say we have gotten used to the encounters that happen in our house we have learned to live with it and I guess they now have learned to live with us....We haven't had any more problems "yet"....I guess it just took them sometime to realize we weren't leaving and they gave up there scare tactics....We do still feel like we are being watched sometimes and we do still sometimes feel something brush past us or we feel coldness around us but we have gotten used to it and it don't bother us anymore....Sooner or later they will move on and finally let their souls rest at least that's what I am hoping for....I will keep ya'll up to date if I have anymore encounters!!!! The reason there are 3 ghosts in my house is because 5 years ago before me, my husband and son moved in 3 people died here....The neighbors told me that the father came home one night and snapped....He strangled his wife in the master bathroom which that is my bathroom now....He stabbed his little 4 year old gi

"confliction"
Sometimes life is full of twists and turns, always seeming as if everything burns. Why does it seem as if the Lord makes us pay tolls, or maybe it's the devil taking our soul? Who the hell am I to judge or question, but why can't I just once make a suggestion? Get along, love, trust and believe, It's not that hard a concept to conceive. Put yourself forward and take a stand, or if you need to, just ask for a hand. If thought about, it's not at all that hard, Just pull your head out of your ass, don't be a retard. Life does have tons of twists and turns, It'll be alright,if we realize: It's All it concerns. BL 12/17/05 for all my old friends..and my new ones too, just remember ive always tried to be so true. ive hurt alot of people,including myself,& kids, but i wont anymore cuz im calling it quits. im dying inside and none can help, im putting all my love up on the shelf. its up for grabs for anyone to

Incidental Writings
There was a line from Practical Magic, always rang true for me. "Sometimes I think if you put my heart up to your ear you could hear the ocean." So many times I looked upon the expanses of my heart as a desolate plane of nothingness. There has been an awakening, like the desert getting rain. Suddenly there are growing things and beauty popping up from sleepy tombs in unmarked graves. My spirit had been cast into an eternal winter shards of ice pierced the already bleeding wounds and scars left by past failures. So many parts of myself had been locked away. Hidden and unbidden for countless years on end. Hoping that someday the holder of the key would appear. Not that I held out much hope of having that happen. Time heals all wounds they say.... funny that is a cliche that doesn't hold water. It leaks like a jar that won't seal. Hurts and disappointments piled themselves in front of caves that led to the core of my true self. Echoes of who I used to be long ago in a time

Easyflex@ Cherrytap
A disagreement is a temporary state of affairs. Remember that so you can make sure those unruly feelings don't get out of hand. Disputes are actually good for relationships -- they help you air out any old troubles

My So Called Life!! Such As It Is
Just where in the f*ck does Missy get off thinking she can just take off with Kat and shack up with her newest drug dealer and I'd be ok with that? What kind of bullshit court can award custody to a friek like Missy after her bitch ass lost custody of her first 2? Is it me or does felony theft and trafficking of controlled narcotics a sign of a bad parent? What about getting booted from every place you have ever lived for: non-rent payment, theft, breaking rules, lying, and that's being nice about it. I want my daughter back!! If I'm so unfit, why is it people can find me and I don't have an arrest record a mile long.. Oh ya.. Maybe it's because I HAVE A JOB!! something Missy just is to lazy to do.. Unless she gets desperate and gets a job as a cashier so she can be fired later for robbing the till. KAT.... I MISS YOU!!!!! DADDY LOVES YOU AND MISSES YOU!! Over the weekend I went to the D-Day re-enactment in Coneaut, Ohio. It was a blast! Weather was perfect.. rainy, cold, just like

The Level- Up Club
THIS IS A REMINDER, IF YOU HAVE NOT BEEN HELPING WITH ANY FAMILY LEVEL UPS, THEN DO NOT EXPECT ANY HELP LEVELING UP. THIS IS STATED IN THE LEVEL-UP CLUB RULES. I KEEP A JOURNAL THAT I LIST EVERYONE WHO HELPS WITH LEVEL-UPS. WHEN YOU COME TO ME ASKING FOR HELP, THE FIRST THING I DO IS LOOK IN MY JOURNAL TO SEE IF YOU HAVE BEEN HELPING ANY OF OUR FAMILY MEMBERS, WHEN WE POST A LEVEL UP. I KNOW THAT THERE ARE A LOT OF FAMILY MEMBERS THAT DO HELP AND I DO KNOW WHO THEY ARE. I ALSO APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT THEY DO SHOW FAMILY LUV. THIS IS ONE RULE THAT BOO BOO AGREE ON. SHE AND I ARE IN CHARGE OF THE LEVEL-UP CLUB, SO IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THE RULES, YOU NEED TO COME TO ME AND NOT REBELBREED. HE HAS ENOUGH ON HIS PLATE TO DEAL WITH. THAT IS WHY I AM IN CHARGE OF FAMILY LEVEL-UPS. I APPRECIATE EVERYONE THAT HELPS WHENEVER I POST THAT A FAMILY MEMBER NEEDS LEVELING. MUCH LOVE TO ALL, REBEL LADY Free Glitter Maker Comments & Layouts THIS IS SOMETHING NEW THAT WE ARE GOING TO TR

My Sentiment
methods of love.... *kiss on the ear--------------------"i'm horny" *kiss on the cheek-----------------"we're friends" *kiss on the hand------------------"i adore you" *kiss on the neck-------------------"we belong together" *kiss on the shoulder--------------"i want you" *kiss on the lips---------------------"i love you" or "i want you" *holding hands--------------------"we can learn to love each other" *a wink---------------------------------"Let's get it on" *slap on the butt---------------------"thats mine" *playing with the ear----------------"i can't live without you" *holding on tight---------------------"don't let go" *looking into each other's eyes---"let's get romantic" *playing with hair on head---------------"tell me you love me" *arms around the waist -----------"i love you too much to let go" *laughing while kissing-------"i am completley comfortable w/you" =advice= ***if you're kissing someone, close your eyes. it's not nice to stare

Poems I Like...
I wrote your name into the sky, But the wind blew it away. I wrote your name into the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name into my HEART, And forever it will stay. I feel you, oh how I feel you, so close though you're so far away your touch your mind your body... your soul next to me, beside me... with me Your touching me, mesmerizing me with your eyes filling me with your touch melting me with your sensuous kiss I taste your kiss, all day long, though I have yet to actually taste it I imagine, fantasize about you and my desire, my fantasies... my needs There's so much I desire - to be with you in every way possible... next to you, beside you, with you... touching you I desire you... I'm the girl who will look deep into your eyes so you will always know how I feel about you... I'm the girl who will let you take my hand to lead me through the crowd or across the street... I'm the girl who would rather hear you sing

Blather
So last night was the start of Alice Coopers newest tour called Pyscho Drama. It kicked off in Des Moines Iowa. I went of course. Blue Oyster Cult opened for him. They rocked too. Other stuff now So it like says I am always on... I have it set that way. So dont be pissed if you message me and i dont answer back. I am only on it for like three hours a day... if i am lucky..... and I wont be on very much if at all from the 23rd to the 30th of this month. doing some things http://youtube.com/watch?v=feZnnhoFg_Y Watch this video, its of Eruption, my favorite Version of it.... : last night.... July 26, 2007 -- A pedestrian was killed in a hit-and-run incident Thursday night in Des Moines, and police have charged the man they believe was driving with drug related vehicular homicide. Police say the victim, 15-year-old James Smith of Des Moines, was hit by a vehicle as it tried to pass another vehicle in the 7000 block of Bloomfield Road at about 9:00 Thursday night. Smit

Current Events
ELDORADO, Texas (CNN) -- Dozens more children and young women were removed Saturday from a Texas ranch that is home to members of a polygamist sect, as state workers investigated claims of physical and sexual abuse. A total of 183 people -- including 137 children -- have been taken away since law enforcement officers raided the compound Thursday night, said Marleigh Meisner, a spokeswoman for the Texas Child Protective Services Division. The children -- most of them girls -- were being interviewed by special investigators, she said. "We're trying to find out if they're safe," she explained. "We need to know if they have been abused or neglected." Eighteen of the girls have been taken into state custody. Authorities believe that they "had been abused or were at immediate risk of future abuse," said Child Protective Services spokesman Darrell Azar. The others were taken to a nearby civic center. Meisner described them as doing "remarkably well." Authorities contin

Quote Of The Day
"It's a dog eat dog world and I am wearing milk-bone underwear!" - Norm Peterson "Religion Is For People Who Are Afraid Of Hell, Spirituality Is For People Who Have Already Been There"-Bonnie Raitt" "That which sustains can also destroy" - Angelina Jolie

Life
why does life have to be so hard to deal with? one minute thing's are fine and the next minute thing's just suck and never turn out how you plan them to . Right now i have my 17 yr old son home with me and he has gotten into alot of trouble while staying with his grandma and is now on probation and house arrest on top of it all. now there is 2 men in the house and i'm the only woman in there and trying to deal with a 17 yr old going threw his change and a 36 yr old going threw his mood changes is making me nuts. I just want to scream and run away sometimes and now my sister is not around for me to talk to and that drives me nuts . So anyway's i'm going to end now and i will try to keep intouch with all my friends when i get a chance to ok . hugs and kisses to all my friends. Hey all just thought i would drop a few lines to say i hope that everyone is staying cool and out of this hot ass weather . I'm doing pretty good right now and i'm not sure when i will be online again but remember

I'm Alright In Bed, But I'm Better With A Pen.
Warm Mississippi afternoons are what six-year-olds live for. I sat on the front porch swing, staring off into space, and an ant crawled across my bare toe. “Momma says you have to pick up your stuff,” my sister spoke up and I bit back a growl. I just ignored her, and set the swing to movement, the dirty bottoms of my feet slipping against the wooden boards of the porch with a soft swish like an old straw broom. “What’re you looking at?” I shot her a dirty look. She didn’t take hints very well. “That radio tower.” I nodded my head in the direction of it, across the way, in the middle of a corn field. “That’s stupid,” she scoffed, tossing her thick blonde hair behind her and eyeing me with distaste. “Why are you looking at a dumb ole radio tower?” I took a deep breath and swirled my tongue around the inside of my mouth, tasting the slight taste of peppermint from the stick of gum my daddy had

Zyndell's Voice
Life is confusing right now. I am trying to deal with a new living arrangement. I have roommates now instead of my grandma. Its definitely different. I am hoping to meet more people and find someone special to spend time with. One of those days. I hopped into a seemingly new IRC RPG room. I wanted to find a White Wolf OWOD game. VtM or WtA. No problem, right? Well, I got to talking with this person about a WtA TT game. I'm used to WtA LARP rules. I asked if I could get help. He tells me yes. Okay, sounds good. I joined the Yahoo list and pulled up the

Support Help
HOW TO CHANGE YOUR CURRENT PAGE IN ORDER TO USE THE AWAY/ONLINE MESSAGE OR-- TO CHANGE YOUR HOME PAGE STYLE 1) Go to the gray tool bar to the white lettered link MY 2) then choose PROFILE 3) which will bring you to your account setting page 4) Now look on the right hand side and slide down the list until you find the link, HOME PAGE STYLE 5) You will have three choices: Newbie , Original, or Power 6) Choose: ORIGINAL 7) Then go to the bottom of the page and type in your PASSWORD and then click SUBMIT for your choice to take place. 8) Go to your homepage, and you will find the online/away message setup under your name There is a glitch that shows 0 members in a lounge when there are more than that in the lounge. Not all lounges have this happen, the fubar crew is working to fix this for those it does happen to. While it has NOT been completely figured out why this happens to only some lounges, the crew believes that it may have something to do with

A Pirate's Journal
6/18/07 I can still feel you here But even your presence says goodbye This ghost begins to disappear And I must live with the reason why Found everything I ever needed When it was already gone I am battered, broken and beaten I have nothing to rest my hope upon What have I done? I've lost my all The final act has begun I dont want to answer the curtain call I cannot stop these sorrows that resurrect I face them eye to eye every day Eternal torment is what I expect Everything is lost to me anyway So stab me again, drive another nail in Crucify my heart, please, so it will end Let the cold heartedness be who I am Because I know I'll never find love again Crucify my heart, I'm on my knees Please God, let it be Let its sacrific save me please Please God make this end for me 3/28/07 Passion pours out into this simple ink pen The only way I can express what I keep within I dont think Ive ever written a poem I can end I ju

Countdown
Well, last night was amusing. After the recietal of all the students who participated in group activities, a metric fuckton of us went to Centre-VIlle for a really cool concert. Then we went to Tour à Bière (and all my drinks were bought for me thank you very much!) and after that (read:2am) we went to go get some food. Well the place just down the road had closed like 5 minutes before so we ended up following the old drunk waiter to another restaurant. *sigh* The **NEW** restaurant ended up being a run-down, greasy spoon, G's on crack. Oh yeah and the food sucked too. Sooooooo after that (read:3am) my friend David and I started walking home because we live near each other and I didn't want to walk by myself in the middle of the night. Totally would have been fine, but (hey its me; you knew there was a but coming) about 5 minutes into our hour long walk, to started to pour. Not rain, not sprinkle, fucking POURED!!!!! I have never been so wet in my life!! Finally got home around 4am a

Dragon Thoughts
A calling to Minster to Others The question comes up some time along ones path “Should I stay in the closet, or come out into the open?” This is a very personal question that isn’t answered lightly. There are many factors to take into account in making this type of commitment. Coming out into the open and supporting the local Pagan Community takes a commitment that is serious and far reaching. As you become more active and open in the community, more is expected of you by the deities you fallow. Some of the attributes that can develop is a caring for fellow pagans around you. Due to the diversity of a Pagan Path you are required to be tolerance of others. Especially in a Pagan Community not everyone fallows the same path or even the same rules. Keeping this in mind let’s look at what a ministry is. Simply put to minister means to devote yourself to the church or religion you fallow, to help others and to study the scriptures or doctrine of your faith. Now not all ministers

My Dilemma
Sometime this morning between 3 a.m. to 4.30 this morning, my Yorkie, Rocky, died after he got sick last night. I can't believe it, he was just running around yesterday when I was out in the yard today and now, he's gone. I guess he never did get over losing his "brother", A. J., my long haired chihuahua, after he went missing a couple of months ago. His health has been deteriorating ever since A. J's dissapearance but i thought he was getting better after I acquired my best friend's chihuahua/schnauzer, Squirt, to keep him company. I will miss him, I can't believe in a few short months, I have lost both my dogs...May there indeed be a Heaven for dogs. Goodbye Rocky, may he at last found peace and health with Him. I just found out about an hour ago that all that's happened to my wife was my fault. Months ago, she had told me to call the wound care center to make an appointment for a follow up check up but I had brushed it of time and again. I don't know why I didn't do it but now its t

Reply To Smitten
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE You're Kind of Stupid You got 7/10 questions right! There's some things most people know... except for you. Are You Stupid? The rules are that you post this and wait for someone to send you a message telling you what they would do with you. All you have to do is repost this with the subject "SPIN THE B0TTLE" 1.i Would Feel your booty 2.i Would kiss you on the cheek 3.i Would kiss you on forehead 4.i would just give you a hug. 5.i would give you a kiss on the lips 6.i would french kiss you 7.i would make out with you 8.i would FUCK YOU!!! If you do not repost this you will have bad relationships for the rest of your life!!! SPIN THE BOTTLE

Honorable Society Of Wolves
This Blog will be continually updated as members are confirming that they are staying with our family. Please check often and make sure you are there.. If you're name is not listed above your link, and you'd like it listed, please let me know what it is :). If you are not on the list, please submit a comment after you have placed Honorable Society of Wolves at the end of your name so that we might know your intentions are true. Theresa - Honorable Alpha Female BGD's Yummy~Alpha Female ~ Honorable Society of Wolves~Joker's Mistress :)~L.U.V. Club Mem~@ CherryTAP Wolferz - Elder Druid Wolf, An Honorable Wolf Wolferz ~Elder Druid Wolf --- Acting C.E.O. --- L.R.L. -- Society of Wolves~@ CherryTAP Dana - darkangel696930@ CherryTAP Ang – ~*ANG*~ ~Honorable Society of Wolves~@ CherryTAP Teresa – drusdragon ~.L.R.L.~Society of Wolves@ CherryTAP Raven - Raven Lonewolf~CT Fiancee of Juggalette4Life~Honorable Society of Wolves~@ CherryTAP

My Boy!!
Can't Blame White People by Bill Cosby Bill & Camille Cosby They're standing on the corner and they can't speak English. I can't even talk the way these people talk: Why you ain't, Where you is, What he drive, Where he stay, Where he work, Who you be... And I blamed the kid until I heard the mother talk. And then I heard the father talk Everybody knows it's important to speak English... except these knuckleheads. Mushmouth is what they speak!? You can't be a doctor with that kind of crap coming out of your mouth. In fact you will never get any kind of job making a decent living. People marched and were hit in the face with rocks to get an education, and now we've got these knuckleheads throwing that all away.? The lower economic people are not holding up their end in this deal. These people are not parenting. They are buying things for kids. $500 sneakers for what? And they won't spend $200 for Hooked on Phonics. I am talking about thes

Love
i am writting this blog in a very depressed andgry state of mind.any one that can talk to me or help me to understand is greatly appreciated.. ok,i have been the type of person to always believe in love and want love in my life.i have always wanted to have a family and get married.thank the good god above all my wishes and prayers came true.i met the most wondrful woman in the world and my life was great.just when i thought it could not get any better she had my only child a beautiful little girl named jasmine.for 2 more years my life was great and my heart was full of happiness.on march 27,2006 my beautifull wife died in wal-mart from a heart attact at the age of 24.from that point until now my life has been shit,the only light that comforts my heart is my little girl.that is love and made from love.. i hate being single and i hate the dating seen.to hear a woman say they want a good man really pisses me off.to hear people that are not happy in there relationship pisses me off.peo

A Look Into My Mind
All Alone in my Bed I admit I'm a shallow human-being I only answered your call, to see how far it could go every night I put on a smile, I changed inside yet, you knew me through all the plastic you knew I was afraid, of falling for you you knew I put on this show, to hide from anything true I pretend, and pretend I am someone else through all the fake smiles, and friends that have come and gone you stayed for awhile but not for long you showed me love, then you just left I was a feather in the breeze, caught in a whirlwind now I'm lost in my head lost in my dreams sitting in my room, writing my feelings I can't explain them, they just come I can't define in any world what you have done you look at me sometimes we both know the love we once shared is too much to ignore I have my friends, I have enough but all I really need is your sweet love I can't eat, I can

Carmey's Blog
I took the quiz and these were my results. whats your animal totem?? (with pictures) TIGERur animal totem is the tigerit represents ur fierce outlook on life.ur favourite colour is red and rocks ur thing.ur boasted with confidence which may show ur arggoent sideu date back to ancient india.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code Ummm,ok,where do I start lol.I had met someone from another chat site, hmm maybe a month or so ago that he was DJing at and I liked the music he played. He's a fun loving person and he's got a great sense of humor.He's always making me laugh. I liked him from the first time we met. Apparently they'd started out here on CT.When they left that other site I told him I wished I could still hear him on air.That's when he told me about CT and he suggested I join,so I did. I thought we were becoming great friends.We talked nearly everyday and for hours at a time lol :))

L.u.v. Club
If you are a member of L.U.V. Club, please add everyone below. Pete - President pokiepete ~OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB FOUNDER~HONORABLE SOCIETY OF WOLVES~*T.L.O.F. CLUB*@ fubar Theresa – Administrator Theresa ~H.S.W.~*T.L.O.F.*~Cursed Rebel LDC~ L.U.V. Club~FAR~**JLB's Yummy**@ fubar Hollie - Vice President H♥llieH♥ttie™{President of I.A.R.}{Club FAR & LUV}@ fubar Laurie - Master Morpher, Adviser ~blakpnthr68~Honorable Society of Wolves~Official L.U.V. Club~Advisor~@ fubar Cheryle - Adviser Assistant ~Demon of Gypsies of LDC family~ '†Txtigerldy41™†' ~Official L.U.V. Club Co-Founder~@ fubar Brigitte - Official Accommodator }i{MisssButterfly}i{~~L.U.V. Club Accomodator~~ArchAngel Family ~~Underground Den of Desires~~@ fubar Cal - Puter Expert cal07@ fubar Wendy - Big Sister god angel-OFFICIAL L.U.V.CLUB CO-FOUNDER~@ fubar Crissy –

Contest
HER CONTEST ENDS ON SUNDAY..I THINK IM RIGHT. SHE HAS A GREAT LEAD BUT LETS MAKE SURE SHE STAYS THERE..... MS.MAINE hey family i want all family to a drop sum love for a good family he has helped us when we need help in the fathers day contest so all plz go an drop bbwbhm/bombers love HELLO FAMILY PLZ WECLOME A NEW MEMBER WHO HAS JOIN THE BOMBERS AN THE FAMILY SHE A GREAT PERSON SHE HAS BEEN ONE OF MY FRIENDS SO PLZ SHOIW HER SUM LOVE RUBIA

Musings And Stuff
Well, I wanted to just write a note and let you people know what I've been up to. Not much...LOL. But, I did go back to work on Aug. 6th (I'm a teacher....gets earlier every year). So, that means I'm not here during the day. I also am not getting online much at night as I am exhausted and not used to the routine yet. So, if you've been wondering where I am, that is it. Of course if you want to message me, that's great...but I thought I'd let you all know that my IM name at yahoo is tweetynole813 if you care to add me. I am always a message away :) And now back to your regularly scheduled programming.... So I was just browsing the pics of people using the "I'm Bored" method. I see so many of those webcam pics from above with either the woman looking up to make her eyes look bigger or the camera looking down her bra/top to show her cleavage (which head on probably isn't that great) that it's getting irritating. Years ago I had the same reaction (and still do) whenever I s

Simple Thoughts Of A Complicated Mind.
Laying in your arms My head on your chest Every heartbeat I could hear my name Each syllable being pounded out Look into your eyes and I see All I have ever dreamed of Feelings of disbelief that this could be real Everything thing I’ve ever thought of The man of my dreams Sitting up in a sweat Tears streaming down my face It all was just a dream Back to reality I face Hopes and dreams shattered The blink of an eye you were there In half that time you were gone I thought it would be forever Truly madly deeply You used to tell me You were just as happy as me Because of your past You chose to give up your future My future determined When you gave up yours What we could have been Just a fantasy Our choices have paved our roads Separately the paths they lead Maybe one day they will meet again You gave me the love I’ve always dreamed You are what I strive for in my life Your nothing but a dream to me Walk Away I wanted you more then anythi

Life
Here is my blog site everyone please go visit it and tell me what you think, I will actually update the following site more then I will here. http://home.earthlink.net/~untamed_anjel/ Do you believe it is wrong for me to extremely have a grudge against my sister right now because she had me do all of this stuff for my niece for one reason when she told my niece the real reason she had me doing it was because "I have no kids?" She told me it was because they can't agree on anything because there is such an age difference between them and there is only 16 years between my niece and myself, and then today my niece wants to lash out at me and say the only reason her mama had her do it is because she felt sorry for me for having no kids. The reason I have no kids is because I lost mine due to the fact that my ex didn't want the child and he stressed me until I lost the baby before I actually made it to three months. So is it wrong for me to just really want to hate my sister right now c

Poetry By Angel Eyes
I Realize... Feeling your bare body next to mine, Listening to the beating of your heart, As I slowly drift off into my sleep, I realize how much I love you. Feeling your arms wrapped around me, Hearing your rhythmic breathing, As I slowly start to wake, I realize how much I need you. Feeling your lips on mine, Listening to a love song in my head, As I slowly start to move, I realize how much I want you. Feeling your sweat on my body, Hearing the squeaking of our bed, As I slowly let out a moan, I realize how much I cant live without you. Feeling your bare body next to mine, Listening to the beating of your heart, As I slowly drift off into my sleep, I realize how much I love you. Sitting on the front porch, watching the clouds roll by, thinking 'bout you. and hoping to see you tonight. The radio playing my favorite song, enjoying the day, just a singin' along. Seeing your truck, headed down the road, windows rolled down,

Marilyn Monroe-i Love Her
“I am invariably late for appointments - sometimes as much as two hours. I've tried to change my ways but the things that make me late are too strong, and too pleasing.” “I am not interested in money. I just want to be wonderful.”Marilyn Monroe “What do I wear in bed? Why, Chanel No. 5, of course.”

You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out. You Are 82% Evil You're the most evil person you know. The devil is even a little scared of you! How Evil Are You? Well, as a matter of fact, there is at least one political type who seems to have some unique and workable ideas. That would be Newt Ging

From A Witches Lips
Well today i passed my usui reiki level 1 WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! LOL Just thought i'd share as am pleased as punch :) From a witches lips Ye of little faith, no tears for the Witch- I beseech thee. For this is my way, I choose my Path, and the ground reaches up to greet me. The sun beats upon me, tired and weary each step yet no tears on my face you shall see- This Witch has no reason to have wept. In my face The Witch's tell tale lines, each furrow an etch of wisdom gained Yet no knowledge will you possess If you strike and cause me pain I see those things you turn your back on Betrayed by your fallen hope You cannot bend me to your will or sentence me to beg and grope So still the fluttering of your hands, your anger at my faith I am a Witch, this much is true, It is my Path- my Fate. Pull close your heart, And finally see the emotion in my face It is not fear, nor malice there... just the serenity and grace. I found

On My Bad Days..
I wish I could get a shot and fix my damaged mind.... Take out all the insanity that fills it to the brim.... I hate the way it works, how it makes my life so hard... Making every day such a struggle, remembering the simplest of task... Leaving me feeling so worthless and confused, my self esteem so damaged... People make jokes, get frustrated, dont understand how helpless I feel... To them its a learning dissability, to me a disease taking my life piece by piece.. I keep seceret how bad it really is, that my memory worsens by the day.... I want to ask for help yet cant imagine what can make it right again... The anger overwhelms me at times, no control over it, addicted to meds... Write yourself a note, get a planner, too bad I misplace or forget both.... Everyday I try so hard, feeling so stupid, pretending it does not tear me apart... I just want to be normal, think like I should, react as others, not feel like a joke.. I look normal, I do nor

Pissed Off!!!!!
Hello world, I’m sure you will hear plenty of lies about me from my EX house mate… Well I say go for it, I know that my true friends will never believe their lies. I am not going to string up lies or gripe about the shit they have put on us... but I will say that I have lost more than they ever will! I have lost my swords and blades, I have lost the art given to me by dear friends and I have lost MY writing books with MY writings in them! All of my works now open for them to steal and dirty… I am sick of people I think as friends’ doing this to me… this is the second and last time I will EVER trust someone... I met them on Fetlife and thought that they were good people but I guess that was nothing but a lie! So now I have one less person in my life that lies to me... they were afraid of me and worried that I was going to hurt them you all know even though I am a dark person at heart I would never EVER hurt anyone!They didn’t even give me back phot

My Poems
"Choices are not wrong or right, Just differ as day does to night, There may be roads and bridges to mend, But they all meet at one place, the end." I am alone, so very alone I hurt, so very bad I am ignored, just thrown aside I am security, for others to have I am lonely, there is no one close, no one sees the pain I cry, hope is gone I am alone, and no one knows Why blink, this second's over End of days is near Don't cry for fallen soldiers Freedom has no fear Why hold the hand of sorrow Tears show such disdain Thorns will bloom tomorrow In floods of salty rain Why pray on tainted alters Deaf saints hear no screams Pious lips will falter Taste bitter broken dreams Why hope as brilliant daybreaks Long night put to sleep Lost and lonely heartbreaks Eternal shadow's deep

Random Thoughts
u know so many days i have wondered if this is all a dream, the love i feel for you and the strength you give me. will i wake up one day and it be gone? or will i have you forever? I used to think that love was a game and people were the pawns. now i feel that love is so real and so valuable that if you really love someone you must give all your love away to that person and have the chance of getting your heartbroken. Well with you I have given all my love, my beliefs and my faith. You are the first man that has ever been able to capture me like this and for that I will be forever faithful to you. You came into the darkest time in my life and you as one man Rudi have filled my days with sunshine and hope. I swear to God that you are all I want out of this life. the opportunity to be able to grow with you, laugh with you, nurse you when your sick and give the world to, thats what I want with you. For better or worse in this lifetime, what ever it may be I want to spend it with you. You

Poem
I smell the struggle of yesterdays problems like an old worn out newspaper I can almost taste the bitterness of my own self rebuttal I remember the days of unkind words and they were only spoken from my own mind I hear this angry voice and I know that It only wants to fail but I myself have found the fury I have found the blessings of finding my strength and Not just the moment of strength that I see every day in you I finally have found the Orb of light inside me Inside my head, inside my heart I have found my fury unleashing it from the bitterness and Calming it to the peacefulness this peacefulness I call It Love... Self Love Love In Me And Love In Thee... Baby let me see the way your eyes meet mine Let me read your lips so well defined The way you make my eyes swell with desire I know your reading me Touching me tasting me Stretching out your hands to me aren't you baby My heart is starting to flutter Wildly baby I wonder what you're feel

Temptation Party!!!
We will be having a GIRLS ONLY Party on July 22 @ 3pm!!! There will be a cut-off limit on how many people can come...... so if you want to be one of those people, message me with your full name, address (this is so I can send you an invitation & directions), and if it will be just you or if you will be bringing people with you!!! No you do not have to come to a party to order, we not only offer an online view of the book, or I can send you a catalog. Message me for more information! I do accept, checks, money orders, and credit cards, via Pay Pal. All orders are sent privately to your address. Nothing shows that is is a "sex toy". This is to keep what you ordered private! Q: Who can attend a party or Host a party? A: You must be 18 years or older. The party will not be conducted if there are minors present . . . even babies! Q: I have many shy friends. . . will they be embarrassed? A: Because of the nature of the products there are bound to be shy friends who are appre

Just A Thought!!!
Whats good fubar!!! This yaboy Loe Hoosier, I just wanted to get at my friends, fam, n fans and let yall know that i appreciate all the love a nigga got when i was down. Shot out to my Jersey devil BJ, momma rode out wit the boy his whole bid n that right there is love fasho! You already know what it is babygurl...Much love fareal. My BM n my homegurl Fe for lookin out when nobody else would or could, we day oners so yall already know what it is!!!! Im home now its on n poppin yadig! To my Holland hottie Ivory Delight for checkin on the boy from halfway across the world lmao its all love sexybutt thank you bay. My gurl Babygurl another day oner, I love you shawty n cant wait to see you fareal. you know whats up! You stuck wit me...(inside joke) lol And a great big shotout to my sister Tiny for keepin my page poppin n exceptin my calls at all times of the day lmao I love you to life momma words cant explain fareal. To everyone else that kept me in thier thoughts n prayers, I

Funnies!
How was everyone's holiday? Ours was interesting. Started off going out to Grapevine lake to see the big fireworks show out there with my Beazil's parents. My best friend, Becky and her son came along to watch. Beazil's parents decided to stay home last minute, but we still wanted to see the fireworks so we went on without them. On the way there, I started smelling something and said out loud, "Man, I hope that's the car in front of us. It smells like something is burning." Beazil replied in a tense voice, "It's anti-freeze. There's smoke coming out from under the hood." Of course, that had my alarm bells ringing and I jumped. "What?! Smoke?!" I hadn't been able to see it cuz it was only a little and it was blowing away on the drivers side as we went. I immediately looked at the temperature gauge and it was on H-O-T!!!! I freaked. I tried to tell Beazil that he had to stop the car now! EVERYONE knows that if the thermostat says it's hot and it's smoking..

My Poems
Your heart is like a rose; As black as midnight, but oh so pure. Your love is a disease, And mine is the cure. You are the shodow Looming behind my heart. Even when you make it stop beating, You make my heart restart. She caused you grief And turned your heart black. Was it the love she gave you, Or was it the love that she lacked? She filled your heart, But with misery and pain. She brought you all the loss, But never brought you any gain. Her heart has turned black; Not out of hurt, but out of spite. She drained your heart of love and hope, But more importantly she took your life. Now you must move on So that your rose may bloom, But out of happiness and joy, Instead of misery and gloom. I will always cherish your rose, As black as it may be. I will know as it blooms, That it is out of your love for me. I've spent my whole life Dreaming of a love that's pure and true. Then you came into my life And I spent months dreaming of you. I tol

Comedy You Want To Read
a little something like Go Down Moses EXPLICIT LYRICS go down, belt line, way down my rear end man' tell 'er better let my trousers go. we looked at her webcam and what did we seee? let my trousers go. A hot sexy dancer showing her puh see. let my trousers go. go down, belt line, way down under my can, tell her better let my trousers go. she grabed several dildos, and showed em all ta mee. let my trousers go. then sucked what i chose, man i really need ta pee. go down, belt line, she seen my little man, tell her better let my trousers go. it stood to attention oh damn i need ta pee. let my trousers go. she slipped in a dildo and said that it was mee. let my trousers go. go down belt line down round my ankles man. tell her better let my trousers go. the pulse in my manhood wasn't helping mee. let my trousers go. she screamed in the mic and it almost deafend mee. let my trousers go. go down cam girl she came to my own cam. tell her better ... MAN I NEED TO GO!

Pitbull Cruelty
Glossary of Dog-Fighting Terms Understanding the codes and lingo used by dog-fighters is one of the most important ways you can begin to learn to spot dog-fight related correspondence in newspapers or online. If you need to do any kind of undercover work in a dog-fighting case whatsoever, it is imperative that you become comfortable with these terms - you will stick out like a sore thumb if you don't know what they mean, or if you use them incorrectly. And in dog-fighting situations, a blown cover can cost you your life. 'A' SECTION - the section of the Sporting Dog Journal that reports fights that were judged by officially recognized judges. Fights that are judged by unknown or unrecognized judges are reported in the 'B' Section of the Sporting Dog Journal, and are considered "suspect" as to their authenticity; however, fights are also relegated to the 'B' section because there is insufficient information reported, or the match occurred outside of North America ABILITY - a

Guitar Gods
In the next month I will be writing about our rock heros, Case in point-Guitar gods! What makes a guitar player great? Is it flying through scales? Is it "tapping?' Personally, I think nearly everyone contributes. I feel a guitarist isn't really better than the next. It's their performance, if it sounds good, feels good, it usually IS good. BUT, once in a while there comes along one that kinda stands out for whatever reason. One way or another, they leave their "mark" in the music industry and that gives us all the memories we all like to talk about for years to come. Would'nt you agree? The next few rounds will be semi finals on the top guitarists that you on FUBAR voted the most on. These are the Semi finalists you and you alone chose: Jimmy Page Jimi Hendrix Randy Rhodes Eddie Van Halen Angus Young Semifinal Round 1 winner-Randy Rhodes was voted over Angus Young and will face off the winner between Eddie Van Halen and Jimi Hendrix. As part of my tribute to Guitar Gods, I w

Poems
Here I sit and write this poem Thinking of all I love and all I hate Thoughts of suicide thinking its my fate I think of all the times I used to laugh And now I wish I'd just die How did so much misery come in to my life And now all I have are thoughts of suicide Crying every night is not the way to live Heck I'm still a kid I should be out hanging with all my friends But these thoughts of suicide haunt my head Will they care when I am gone When nothings left expect my thoughts And this small poem telling everyone I will be no more in about an hour Don't try to save me Just save your tears Nothing can stop me Because i have thoughts of suicide Heres to the end my dear friend I hope you live life through This is the end to this girls life And all her thoughts to boot Nothing there but my thoughts my secret thoughts of suicide i look at myself in the mirror wondering. wondering what happend to the girl i used to be. wondering why there are scars on my w

Alas Poor Yorick...
about getting back into the music scene, tho Ive been out of it for some time.... I miss playing my Sax and Ive been told Im good singer...Tho that was back when I was younger going to church and singing to Iron Maiden and Judas Priest on church bus trips...lol...(Yes I was a hellion)... I should get back into music to show these NO talent hacks how its done "Old school" that are out there now... What do you think??? My birthday is slowly winding down and as far as b-days go it was definately one of the quieter ones... Being somewhat of a realist, I dont enjoy the prospect of growing old but its a necessary thing in the evolution of a person... Oh well...Life goes on and so do I...About all I can do at this point... PS: Being single on your b-day sucks rocks!

The Realm Of Beautiful But Deadly
just stopped by to see what everyone was up to. there is too much drama on the net these days. how is everyone? i hope y'all are doin good. as for me i am going to new york on monday for a week to see my in laws. hope 2 chat soon! I am effin bored. Almost forgot about Fubar lol. So how are all of ya? Anything good at all? My blogs are boring I know. There isn't much to discuss. My nephew's birthday is in about a week or so. Can't wait to see him, my sister and my niece again. Good news... We got a new air conditioner. It doesn't feel like a oven as much here anymore lol.

Love Less
Love Less Life is hard and cold You know in your heart and pray it gettes better Being hope less and cold gettes you no where it get you pain and hurt Love iz the great thing in this cold hard world No matter what ppl say Be who you are Not what they want you to be Who you are is all that matters in this world Be that no natter what And you will always have a friend to love and care about Trust me when I say this I know what I am talking about on this part Love Less Life is hard and cold You know in your heart and pray it gettes better Being hope less and cold gettes you no where it get you pain and hurt Love iz the great thing in this cold hard world No matter what ppl say Be who you are Not what they want you to be Who you are is all that matters in this world Be that no natter what And you will always have a friend to love and care about Trust me when I say this I know what I am talking a

Ginas Blog
well it is almost here. is everyone ready for chistmas. man i can tell you right now im not ready for it this year i could have gone with out it but it is here and so i can enjoy it for my daughter. well just was wondering how many was ready for it is all. well sunday just was a bad night for me i guess. for 1 i had to work that aint a big thing though. but me and the guy i ws working with got out late. and i told a friend that i would run and get him so medicine because he was getting a cold no big deal. well then on my way to take it to him i took a few wrong turns but i still knew where i was at. so i make it to give my freind his medicine and i lock my keys in the car so we are outside in the cold trying to figure out a way to unlock the car which didnt work. so we had to break the back little window so i could unlock my car and get my keys. so anyway that was a pretty bad day. well i went in to work yesterday morning told my old boss that i quit. well i went to my new job for or

Question
does the idea of the boy or girl you are having sex with is married or in a relationship turn you on..mmmmm do you still respect your date male or female if they want sex on the first date does the idea that the girl or boy you are having sex with is married or in a relationship turn you on....mmmmmmm

Downraters Hall Of Shame
bambam@ CherryTAP And yet another lame downrater....Rated my default pic a 5...On the 4th of July no less.... I swear.. Bec@ CherryTAP This person took it upon themselves to rate my Trigun default pic a '1'.... They must not be anime fans.... hillbillyhoney55@ CherryTAP This person saw fit to rate my default pic a "6"....Must be a jazz music hater or something stupid... Go figure..

Check Out The Sexy,bloody Ladies
Nobody has checked out my Blood Bath album yet. Leave comments. And FUbar keeps yelling at me for having bloody pictures up. Well don't be surprised if my profile disappears because they keep telling me I could get my account delated if I don't put NSFW. Myspace is more flexable then this site. And why are you on FUBAR at work anyway. You lazy Bastards.Get To WORK! If you like my profile let em know. Leave Picture comments. I think someone reported my pics So if you don't like them then don't look. ITs supposed to be fun and different. Sexy 'dead' chicks.....I am done ranting.. check outt he sexy pics rate us,fan us and friend us. Please leave comments on the pics and let us know what you think!!! Rate them,comment them!!! Thanks Bitches

Random Thoughts
Clan Farquharson of Invercauld is a HIghland Scottish clan. The clan hails from Aberdeenshire and is a member of the Chattan Confederation. Orgins of the Clan Farquhar-from the Gaelic word 'fear' and 'char' meaning 'dear one.' Fhionnlaigh-from the Gaelic 'fionn' and 'laoch' meaning 'bright warrior' The name derives its name from Farquhar Shaw, 4th son of Alexander "Ciar" Mackintosh of Rothiemurchus, 5th Chief of the Clan Shaw, who settled in the Braes of Mar, the source of River Dee. His descendants took the name Farquharson. 16th Century & Anglo-Scottish Wars Farquhar Shaw's son, Donald Farquharson, married Isobel Stewart, heiress of Invercauld, however, it was their son, Finla Mor who has become known as the first real Farquharson. He was killed during the Battle of Pinkie in 1547 ages 60, where he was the Kings Standard Bearer. As the army descended toward the sea he was killed by a cannon ball fired from one of the enemy ships. His body lies interred in the c

Texx
i think that all women shuold get there breast exam now.. i just had a good friend do it and found out she had cancer and thats a sad thing cause noone knew it and now she will havfe one of her breast removed just cause of some damn deasee that there is no cure for but if they have got hers in time hopefully it hasn't spread but i am still mad cause there is no known cure yet i know i am only a friend but i beg of you ladies please do what you can to take care of yourself !!!! Now i am a Big fan of Cancer drives and will do anything to help find a cure.... all these ppl in all these auctions ... i want to know where do u get all all these fu-bucks to buy ppl cause it looks like fun and i want to join in .. so where do u get fu-bucks ???

The Great Australian Male
YeAH AuSsiEs RepResEnT му αυssιє ρяι∂є ι ωιℓℓ иσт нι∂є му αυssιє яα¢є ι ωιℓℓ иσт ∂ιsgяα¢є му αυssιє вℓσσ∂ ƒℓσωs нσт & тяυє му αυssιє ρєєρs ι ωιℓℓ sтαи∂ ву уσυ тняυ тнι¢к & тнιи тιℓℓ тнє ∂αу ωє ∂ιє συя αυssιє ƒℓαg αℓωαуs sтαи∂s &

Contest
http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2861650485 GO THERE ^^^^^ AND THERE IS A LINK CHECK IT OUT AND MAKE YOUR BID TO OWN ME FOR A MONTH!!! This is a bombing contest and i need help plz.... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=854292&albumid=469070&i=3631464120 ill will try to make sure that i return the love!!! i am in 2 contests and need help..... the links are listed below if you all could vote and comment... http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=515842&i=503559611 http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=244687&i=503559611 thank you

Cutter
When the bad is taken me under and the pain pins and holds me down I wear a casual face, a perfect circus clown.. If you look in my eyes you'd see, just how bad I need to break free If you only knew how I spend my time just killing me... Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted Ever hear a freight train crash or jump off it's tracks to avoid a crash? It's screeching

Why Marijuana Is So Popular...
Cannabis Nug or Nuggets, Bob Hope (footnote in Infinite Jest, by author David Foster Wallace), bud, Burger King (with fork being the smoking tool of choice), Bloop, Bobby Brown, brown (resin), brown frown (low quality), brown buddha, cess, cheeba, cheg (very small amount of resin), chronic (high quality), course notes, dagga (from Afrikaans via South Africa), dak, dank, diesel (low quality resin), dodo, dope, doobage, doja, draw, dro (derived from hydroponics), eighth (standard quantity used for trading - 1/8 imperial ounce), electric puha (from puha, a plant in New Zealand), fire, frodis (from The Monkees), funk, (Australian English, Jamaican English) ganja or ganj (abbreviated) (from Hindi), grade - good quality bud, grass, green, hash (hashish, arabic for grass), hay, herb, indo or endo, instaga, IZM, jimmy, Kevin Bacon (euphemism for kind bud), kind (short for kind bud), kushempeng, lamb's bread, lef, marijuana (originally subcultural), Mary Jane, Mexican kilobrick (low-grade, hi

Susibrown
Britney Spears is officially a single woman again. Her divorce from dancer Kevin Federline has been completed, the starâ€™s lawyer has confirmed. "Everything is finalised," Laura Wasser told press at Los Angelesâ€˜ Superior Court. As well as the divorce, a settlement over custody of the pairâ€™s two sons was also approved by the court. Spears is â€œOKâ€ with the undisclosed terms of the settlement, Wasser said, but "would like to be with her kids more". Paris Hilton is friends again with Lindsay Lohan and recent pics show the two almost friendly. Amazing that Hohan would forgive Paris for the whole Greasy Bear video last year when the Firecrotch comment came up, but Hohan has apparently been forgiven for dating Hilton's ex Stavros Niarchos. "Paris has decided to give Lindsay a second chance," says a spy who spotting them being cordial on the 4th of July at Malibu beach. Heather Mills-McCartney could receive a record $143m (Â£70m) as part of her divorce sett

Rates Only Contest
Can you please click on this picture link and pop over there and RATE the pic for me. NO COMMENTS NEEDED, just ONE rate is all I ask. I appreciate it!! Can you please click on this picture link and pop over there and RATE the pic for me. NO COMMENTS NEEDED, just ONE rate is all I ask. I appreciate it!! Can you pop over and rate this pic for me...NO comment bombing, just rates only....I would appreciate it http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=723777&albumid=435476&i=3891847458

Personal
Well, I just received a phone call that I have been dreading for a couple of weeks. One of my aunts passed. It was just a few weeks ago, we learned that had cancer of the kidneys and a couple of other spots as well. She had been having problems with Alzheimer's and she was older; she was 78 but in my eyes, she was still a young, beautiful woman who was filled with so much love for everyone she met. I spent so much time with her as a child and throughout my teenage years and even throughout my 20's. She was one of my all time favorites! A few years back, there was drama in the family and I stayed away for I knew she had enough on her plate and I knew it was best to just let some things settle. Well, too much time passed, her and my uncle got a little older and ended up with more health problems than they could handle. So, their daughter moved them in with her and her husband, sold their house and started truly taking care of them under her own roof. Unfortunately, in the last few years,

Random Ramblings
So I am waiting for the elevator, to get some breakfast in the Mezzanine, when one of my co workers flashes me a strong arm salute, I give one back. As I get on the elevator, I realize why he did what he did, he is wearing a red shirt, and I am wearing a red shirt also(just happens to be a long sleeve shirt with the #7, and Robby Gordon's name on it) As I am waiting for my breakfast to be cooked, I started thinking why my co-worker would do that, then it dawns on me. It's Valentine's Day, I am normally not one to put a lot stock in the meaning of wearing a particular color, but I understand the red part of my warbrobe today. Now does that mean I have a man crush on Robby, because I am wearing one of his shirts on Valentine's Day? Just putting that out there.......... WHOOHOO Ok, so I am channeling Homer. But I have reason to do so. As some of you know, I am a Cartographer by trade, making maps and working with spatial data. Well, one of the more prestigious

Angry Santa Rants
want one? Who cares? no one reads any of this My mumm its sinfull nature is rightfully gone,FUBAR is the greatest place known to man, those in charge are no less then gods decended from the heavens to give us this wonderfull site, everyone here is blessed to be apart of this living miracle,no doubt in due time fubar will deliver to cure for famine,all known viruses,a working solution for the economy and more, my last mumm was blasphamy and i want to repent my sinfull way's please forgive me of my sins oh great fubar gods. mumm question Isn't fubar just a basket full of puppies on a unicorn riding a rainbow kinds of fantastic?

My Health
Wheelchair Bound 12/2/2007 Ok, so I have a bulging disc in my low back tailbone area & a bad case of arthritis. I’m not able to stand on my feet more than 5 min, or walk w/o being in a great deal of pain & feeling the need to sit. I have to rely on my husband and children to do the daily house chores, cooking, etc. It’s bad enough that I have many other health problems. But not being able to stand or walk, and not being able to do things I need or want to do, just pisses me off. I hate that I have to rely on someone else for stuff when I rather do it myself, then I know it’s done & done right (or at least to my satisfaction). I also get angry because I feel I’ve lost my independence and freedom. The fucking saddest part of all is that I can’t enjoy things w/ my kids like I used to. I miss walking w/ them on trick or treat night, going to any & all school functions, or riding a bike w/ them around the block, etc. Because of missing out w/ my

Maple Leaf Forever
There are no borders on the Internet. If this is being done tou our neighbors then it can happen to Canadian families as well. PLEASE BE CAREFUL. subject: SCAM ALERT...THIS ONE IS SICK!!! post date: 2007-08-13 20:09:16 views: 5 comments: 2 ratings: 0 This was just brought to my attention. I know a lot of us on FuBar also have pages on MySpace, so Please read this. And maybe think about changing your MySpace page around or just watch out for this Scam. Oh, and another thing. Anyone that is or was in the Military knows how Families are really contacted. But people outside our little family DON'T, that make easy targets for Scammers BTW: People like this make me SO SICK!!!! -------------------------------------------------- I had some REALLY heartbreaking news today...that my friend was KIA.This was not just any friend...this was my puppy love boyfriend. The news came from a message that I received from his wife on my MySpace page from her My

Dont Now
IF YOU HAVE TIME AND YOU CARE THEN I THINK YOU SHOULD TAKE A LITTLE TIME AND SIT AND LISING TO THE SONG THAT ARE ON MY STASH THIS REALY HAPPENS,,AS I SIT HERE AND LOAD THEM AND LISTING TO THEM I AM CRYING SO JUST TAKE A LITTLE TIME YOU NOW WHAT IS SO SAD,,IS WEN YOU HAVE TO LOOK AT PIC.TO REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES THAT YOU USE TO HAVE AT YOU JOB..AS OF RIGHT NOW MY JOB SUCK AND I CANT WHAT FOR THIS YEAR TO BE OVER WITH,

My Friends Rock
Getting into the Halloween spirit ?? If you need to feel bewitched ... Request "Dennis Paul - Under a Spell" If you like Monster Rock ... Request "Dennis Paul - No Rest for Me" These tracks are available for request on Rock 365 net ... the home for music Have an awesome week !! Dennis Paul P.S. More New Cool Banners available on www.dennispaul.com Well my friends, after a long week of re-structuring and overhauling my Official web site It's DONE !!! I hope you take a moment to visit, leave a comment or browse through this new creation. There are new banners, a host of links to radio stations, over 55 music sites and lots of cool art too. NEXT STOP ... MYSPACE Watch out for dust and chunks as my MySpace page (or MyPain as I've dubbed it) gets re-born, hope you can visit periodically to see the progress. Have a great weekend (Thanksgiving here in Canada) !!! Your Friend ... Dennis Paul September 7th, 2007 ... New CD Release Available on CD

Vegas Observations
Saw a show at the Imperial Palace - not the most elegant of casinos that one... The show was The Legends in Concert, a show full of impersonators or tribute artists. They have a rotating cast so its different each night. It was okay. It started of with my personal favorite - a Jerry Lee Lewis act. Jerry Lee is the real king of rock and roll and this guy did it well. Next was Gwen Stefani. Might have been better if the sound system didn't eat the highs hurting her and the later Whitney Houston acts. Another highlight was the BLues Brothers. Very good job they did. Last was Elvis. Many call this guy the best Elvis in Vegas but I prefer Trent Carlini at the Sahara. This guy was "Fat Elvis, the Las Vegas years" (a name I gave a ferret years ago) while Carlini is better through more of Elvis's life. Not my favorite show but not bad. Liked seeng a collection of Herbies frmo the latest Herbie Reloaded movie in the lobby. Trent Carlini -- The Dream King. Contestant

My Writing Pad
As I walk my path with my head up high, Being blinded by smoke and bright lights. Craving a deep feeling for justice and revenge, Doing that which I have learned to do now. Everyone counting on me for victory points, Finding what it takes to put one foot forward. Giving all I got with effort and prayer for others, Hanging in a balance between strength and fear. I wonder when this will end and we can all leave, Just once I wish we could stop the fighting now. Killing another soul leaves me in an empty shell. Like a life like chess game we take our orders, Moving where we're told and watching our steps. Not able to hear myself think over a childs cry, One by one i fire shots in the night covered city. Puzzled if our leaders still think about our constitution. Questions rise and hatred follows through the ranks, Reaching out seems far fetched and hopes look grim. Seeing today's world would make one wonder now, Trust and hope in those that lead seem to weaken. Under

My 2nd Contest Ever
I KNOW SOME ARE N VACTION BUT I COULD REALLY USE A LITTLE HELP IM IN THE VIP FR A YER AND IM BEHIND IF U CAN COULD YOU PLZ STOP BY AND THROW ME A FEW COMMENTS PLEASE I WILL RETURN THE (repost of original by 'Rosepetals~*Confederate Bombers Family' on '2007-07-21 18:28:42') (repost of original by 'Jenn812Crew' on '2007-07-22 07:50:23') I KNOW SOME AR ON VACTION BUT I COULD REALLY USE SOME OF YOURS HELP IF U CAN PLZ COME BY AND THROW ME SOME COMENTS THANX i for got to mention rules are no blank comments and no one under lvl 5 thanx all

Omg
GOTTA HAVE GOTTA HAVE NOW GOTTA HAVE MORE This is what I see and hear out of most people. Too bad it isn't GOTTA GIVE GOTTA GIVE NOW GOTTA GIVE MORE My flight was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, who seemed >to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food and drinks. > >As the plane prepared to descend, he came swishing down the aisle and told >us that "Captain Marvey has asked me to announce that he'll be landing the >big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, if you could just put your trays >up, that would be super." > >On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed this well-dressed and rather >Arabic looking woman hadn't moved a muscle. > > > "Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines but I asked you >to raise your trazy-poo, so the main man can pitty-pat us on the ground." > > She calmly turned her head and said, "In my country, I am called a >Princess and I take orders from no one." > > > To which (I swear) the f

Drama
Ok I have stepped down as chief deputy of the hotties I will no longer support chief in what he is doing, cause it is just simply WRONG. So instead of being a part of the hotties I am making my own group. The 2nd alarm hotties page is mine and it will change in name and who is able to access it PERIOD. I will be making my own group and if any of the current hotties would like to join I'll be more then happy to have you.Anyways I hope you all understand why I must leave, I will not have my name be dragged through the mud. Much love Shell Well I haven't been around and I heard from a friend of mine that a rumor was going around about why I haven't been online.

Holy Shit
Is anyone else out there sick of television advertisers insulting out intelligence? Case in point. In a nice apartment in a city somewhere, a young man introduces his girlfriend to his parents who come from a different country. The father, in broken English, asks the son if he can use the bathroom, and while in there, discovers his son's body spray and accidentally sprays some on himself. Upon returning to the living room where the family is gathered in conversation, the young woman sniffs, turns and starts with this ridiculous dance and going "bom chika wah wow". Come on people, How annoyingly stupid can you get. The novelty wore off of those commercials after the first one. These are almost as annoying as the one with the young woman in a doctor's office in a neck brace. The doctor tells her that she has beautiful hair and then wants to discuss how she got herself in a position to have said neck brace on. Change scene to some women in a waiting room o

Yeah, I Got A 2-year-old
Good morning...last night when I was laying down with my girls, I had my cellphone with me. When I looked at the time, it lit up and my 2yr old says (with a lisp), "I wanna a cellphone, wanna cellphone"...so I asked her, "who would you call?"...she replied, "another cellphone."... A couple days back, I was in the bathroom and she walks in. She's babbling away, and most of the time I can understand her. This time I heard, "blbeusld, blub, bluh, asdkwdks--just plain mumbling"...so I asked her, "What are you talking about?" "Boys" she answered. I thought she said the word, "Butt!" in there, so I asked her again, "what are you talking about?"..she replied, "Boys have big butts!!" Her latest thing is putting her right thumb up like she's the "Fonz"...she does it everytime I give her something to eat or just wants to see me smile"

Stuff I Think About
PUSSY I have no idea who's giving me 1's but that shit is making my fucking day!!! Well I've been thinking about suicide quiet alot lately so tonight I took a bottle of asprin, I know this is a pussy way to go but I don't own a gun and I hate the sight of blood so cutting myself wasn't an option. Well my heart is starting to beat really fast so I'm going to go.

Faded...
Im such a child sometimes, its really frustrating to step back and look at myself. I always seem to take a step back and look at my views on life and love after reading a particular anime series that I read. I dont want to mention the title because I would feel like I was revealing too much of myself. And right now I feel exposed enough, even though I'm keeping everything to myself. I know how I would like my life to be, and how I think love should be; but the reality of it all is that its not what I would like. Perhaps thats why I always want to run. Thats what the main character in the series does when faced with a situation she cant handle. Holds everything back, keeps it locked away inside; until she cant take it anymore and runs. It amazes me how much we have in common, and as a reader I have an outside view and I'm screaming at her, trying to tell her what she should be doing instead of what she is doing. I wish I had someone like that, to be a little voice in my hea

What You Do...
problems! we all got problems! but i aint trying to take you through the rain im trying to bring you a new sunrise! and we can walk down that unknown path while im making you laugh sitting beside the tub as you take your bath and i'll even wash your back with a blindfold on! and we can talk about the craziest things while Jodeci sings and we'll worship each other like kings and queens you make me feel like a new morning! happy to open my eyes your smile is like a surprise and when we hug it'll amaze us how time flies and we wont have to live life on the daily grind! because we can have a few drinks at the local saloon go on a picnic at noon or lay back in the meadow and howl at the moon i just want you to let me in and get closer - can i be your lesbian? then you can show me how to touch places you'll look me in the eye

My Life Sucks
I've placed my heart, back on it's shelf. Way up high, keeping it for myself. Having it hurt, is no small matter. But why do I feel, Bruised...and battered? I never ask for anything, never expect it either. This way the disappointment, goes much easier. I will go through life, all by my self. I'll keep my heart safe, up high on that shelf. Written:9-18-07 0135 Written By:Dreamcatcher http://a.pcb1.cherrytap.com/93/47/1077439/tn_136744200.gif Please comment bomb and rate all you can. It's my first contest...help a girl out please!!! I have learned a few things, over the years. There is not enough laughter, and to many tears. I can't see a future for me. When I look ahead, fog is all I see. My daughter is my only light. Today, tomorrow and the rest of my life. I don't have many, that I can truly count on. That's a sad truth to face. It's what I have to embrace. I have loved, I have lived. I have been hurt, yet I still give. I give all of myself,

Update
so basically i am 24 weeks pregnant, my boyfriend decided that he couldnt live in the house that i just financed on my own and had all new appliances to include, furnace, a/c, water heater, washer, dryer, dish washer, fridge, stove and microwave installed, have about 15k of money into repairs, as well as still sitting on about 45k in equity as the house sits right now and the day i closed on the home he asked me not to sign the paper work and to move into his mothers home with him and live in their basement until he figures out somewhere else to live...now to add confusion to the current circumstances he has been living with me for the better part of the last 5 months or so, working on the house with me and putting his money and sweat into the home but now that i am almost 7 months pg he decided he just cant live here, so i am looking for some insight. We have been together for a long time, obviously are expecting a child together and he informed me he isnt sure what he wants anymore,

Living A New Life.
Since I last wrote, my life is still changing. I got serveral new job offers, I even took my oldest daughter to work with me. She didn't like it much, well she didn't like the job site. I had to leave before my child curse someone out, and that not a good thing. The Mister that I have want to buy me a new car. I don't want one, we just bought a mini-shirt-suv, and the payments on that is high, and its going to take awhile to pay it off. My yougest daughter want to work now, she's only 15, I tell her to wait and take it slow, but how many 15 year old girls do u know thats in the 11 grade. Man do I need a drink. Its been a long week, and still I'm not getting what I need done. So I have a question for everyone. How can I get my man to f...k me more? I have been faithful for 9 years, my very frist words to him was that "I don't want a realationship I just want to Fu.. U", and that how we lived for 9 years, but lately, within the last 4 years I hardly ever get my needs meet

Just A Poem
Burdens Lost The words you say to me Make me think That I am important Makes me wonder if I really do matter To this cold heartless world Your words run through my mind Looking for the right spot To take root Growing, blooming me into A better person that I will enjoy being around The images you make for me Fill my heart with hope That someday I will be whole Taking my hand into yours You lead me from the Darkness of my depths Into the new sun Warming my face With your bright light Unlocking the place I hide from the world Falling upon my knees I weep for my Burdens lost Tears The first tear That rolled down my face Was the tear of life Born into a exciting new world Everything is new and fresh Looking at the world With innocent eyes The second tear I cried Was the tear of manhood Nothing is new anymore The world turns tainted and cold The feelings of youth fade Torn away from young ideas Thrown into the darkness That is life The third

Poems
Smell of death is in the air He walks in the shadows of night He comes after me moveing with stealth His eyes are red His teeth are white A few ways to kill him But why, Why should I I welcome his bite Eternall life is the hell I deserve I welcome the curse of the Vampire............. Prisoner to the pain Trapped like an animal No escape no way out Walls clossing in Darkness falls onto me Fell like a sacrificial lamb I hope amd I pray that maybe someday I'll be free Don't lie to me tell me the truth Am I evil Am I alive or somebodys dream Is this the life I live!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Darkness comes The sun goes down The demons come to play The moon turns red The clouds roll in Satan comes to say Thunder booms Rain starts to fall Death is here to stay Armageddon is apon us But don't you fear It will be over soon 2025 is the year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Too Funny
Little Sally came home from school and with a smile on her face and told her mother, "Frankie Brown showed me his weenie today!" Before the mother could raise a concern, Sally went on to say, "It reminded me of a peanut." Relaxing with a hidden smile, Sally's mom asked, "Really small was it?" Sally replied, "No... salty!" 1. Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud s

Access Granted
Hello to all my freinds and fans, I really enjoy this, I just hope to get to meet some of my friends somebody in person, this is really cool, lets keep in touch with each other. And share the love. Hello all you sexy ladies come here to me and let me tell you a little secret. Take the time out today and hug somebody, it does not have to be a family member it can be a friend just show some love.

Mister Hollywood
This is the site where you can learn all about the works of Christopher and Wayne Miller, how you can get a physical copy of the script as a keep shake or download your own free copy in a zip files, so far all down loadable copies are PDF but any new scripts will change to RTF format which will work on your word program. http://chriswaynescripts1.tripod.com/index.html Just copy and paste the address to see the page. It starts as a series of bizarre and brutal murders in the small town of Bellerophon. First the local Moon shiner Zeke's disembodied head was found and what's left of his remains appeared to be eaten by a large lion. A lion print is found at the scene. Next to fall is local hunter Jack Reynolds and his old hunting dog Bo is the next to fall. Following up on the clues leads local Sheriff Milo Johnson to a strange research company called Mythigon. The head of Mythigon is a strange British Scientist named Doctor Ethan Loki, once a professor of Mythology at Oxford. Hi

Thoughts, Ramblings, And Stuff
Well guys, I'm back :D I disappeared for a little while, but I couldnt leave my wonderful fuFriends for too long :p The most recent news is that I'm 2months pregnant with my third, and just broke up with the father. Too much drama, I couldn't take it, I didn't deserve it. I kept giving him more chances to straighten out and well...Nothing came out of it. I can't be with someone who I can't trust and who has gone back on his word too many times. I'm done expecting change and not seeing anything. Now while I'm not perfect and have done some pretty stupid shit too.....I'm pregnant now, and I have to take care of myself for the baby's sake. And being utterly depressed and irritated all the time, fighting and bitching and wanting to slit my wrists just didn't seem right with me. So, I left. And that's it. What's done is done. Can't change the past. Time to move on. And on that note...here I go...getting ready to walk down a road as a single mom-to-be, try to be sta

Smartass Blog
when i look at you i see a golden love a love so strong thats it comes from above.. i sit here thinkin do i have or had that love.. the love i long forever...and it now or never you make my day a brighter one when you call and say hello hun but some where i went wrong.. i sit here in pain and hurt and lonlyness i dont know what it is i think its comin to me that maybe your gonna be gone... i try and try to hold on to you but i keep losin my grip and your slippin away please dont go. hold on tight...and do let go.. our love is what counts not how people want us to feel i love you more then life eyes wide open I see nothing but pitch black I sit here searching for a light the only thing i can hear is myself breathing no shadows or anything moving Why does love make people this way why so much pain and so much lonelyness why cant someone love someone as much as i do my life is about to end i feel cold if i could see myself i look mo

My Escape
there is one man in my life that I love and will always love for the rest of my life, Hunter. I can not have him due to certain circumstances. He is not married. He lives very far away. He has goals in his life and so do I, this is the reason why we can not be together. he knows me better than anyone ever will. I tried to put him out of my life because it hurt too bad to know I couldn't have him. I moved on slowly. I found a friend that I am becoming more with every day. Recently I have been having indications that Hunter is checking on me again. He is leaving me messages on my myspace page and has left me an email on my emtcity email. I am not sure quite what to think about it. I love him, I would pick up and leave everything if he asked me to, but have tried to put him out of my life so I can move on, but its obvious he is still interested. What do I do? What do I say? do you ever have so much to say and not sure how to express it? I hate being alone, al

My Poetry
" Today" Today my soul mourns because a true feeling died It could have lived if I would have nurtured it If I would have tried Now in its place exists only emptiness She is gone no longer there for me to caress I honestly believed what we had was true something real Apparently her "love" was a bitter sweet lie Deep inside I wonder what she did feel There were so many things I said that now make no sense Everything she offered was presented under false pretence Today my soul morns because a true feeling died The days for tears are long gone now But my heart still aches when I remember how I foolishly tried The time for wondering and confusion are gone The love has died it's time to move on Copyright ©2007 Charles H Gaudin "Lost"" Locked in a room without any windows Endlessly chasing countless shadows Hoping to find someone to hold This empty feeling has become so old When it ends I'm always alone These empty halls echo my groan Cold its always so cold

Jokes
The 5 Questions Most Feared By Men 1. What are you thinking about? 2. Do you love me? 3. Do I look fat in this? 4. Do you think she is prettier than me? 5. What would you do if I died? What makes these questions so difficult is that each one is guaranteed to explode into a major argument if the man answers incorrectly (i.e. tells the truth). Therefore, as a public service, each question is analyzed below, along with possible responses. Question #1: What are you thinking about? The proper answer to this, of course, is: "I'm sorry if I've been pensive, dear. I was just reflecting on what a warm, wonderful, thoughtful, caring, intelligent woman you are, and how lucky I am to have met you." This response obviously bears no resemblance to the true answer, which most likely is one of the following: a. "Football." b. "Golf." c. "How fat you are." d. "How I would spend the insurance money if you died." Perhaps the best response to this question was offered by Al

Wicca
Botanical: Acacia decurrens, Acacia arabica Family: N.O. Leguminosae Description Constituents Medicinal Action and Uses ---Synonym---Wattle Bark Acacia Bark, known as Wattle Bark, is obtained from the chief of the Australian Wattles, A. decurrens (Willd.), the Black Wattle, and, more recently, A. arabica has been similarly used in East Africa for its astringency. The bark is collected from wild or cultivated trees, seven years old or more, and must be allowed to mature for a year before being used medicinally. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---Description--- The bark of A. decurrens is usually in curved pieces, externally greyish brown, darkening with age, often with irregular longitudinal ridges and sometimes transverse cracks. Inner surface longitudinally striated, fracture irregular and coarsely fibrous. It has a slight tan-like odour and astringent taste. The bark of A. arabica is hard and woody, rusty

Never
As I call you friend, You will always share a piece of my heart. I will always pride myself, To always be true to you. As much as I need friends, So must you. I will also share a place in your heart, To be there whenever you need me. I may not be there in flesh, But I will always be there in spirit. I try to understand your needs. When it rains on you , I will share my umbrella with you. As sadness overwhelms you, We will cry together. If you feel down and kicked, I will pick you up and brush away your doubts. When you think you can't continue, I will remind you that you can. As you become discouraged, I will boost your ego high. Being a friend I don't take lightly, It's my desire, never a chore. If you need some silence, yet not be alone, We will sit together in the peace of quiet. When you wish to play, You will always have a playmate. You will never be completely alone, A piece of me will always be with you. One thing I c

Poetry
A special thanks to the ones who keep in touch and have helped me through my time on Fubar. Luv ya and thanks guys...muahzzzzz Falling in love with you is one of the hardest things I've ever done. Some people find that strange, but then, they haven't been fighting their heart for years, relabling every feeling as "misguided" or worse. When I speak to you, I'm still waiting for the numbness that refuses to come. The other day when you left, my heart screamed a protest. Was it fake? I ask myself the question again, the same question I've been asking for all this time. The difficulty of the situation is made harder by the fact you want me too. How do I know? The smiles you give me, the phrases you choose, your eyes. I stare into your eyes and my heart jumps. I stare into your eyes and my head reels. We're best friends, but I think I'm in love with you, I'm convinced you're in love with me, but I can't be sure. I can't tell you my feelings, I can't hear

Fubar
Well I was in houston the week after Ike hit, helping to undo the destruction. I have been back for a couple weeks and just am now able to find words to describe everything I saw and experienced. Things were bad when they got there and were still bad when I left. Ike may not have been as big and as destructive as Katrina, and lets pray nothing ever is again, but it was strong enough to destroy lives, homes gone...literally only the foundations left, lives extinguished, everything people have striven for in their lives erased in the blink of an eye. This has changed my outlook on life. I have never been one to put faith into objects but after being there, seeing so much damage and so much heartbreak so much sorrow, and at the same time so much hope, determination and love it chokes me up even now. What I did wasnt very much compared to others but it made a difference, when somone you have never met before hugs you and cries on your shoulder because you gave them some water, tha

Dreams
Time travel is a common dream event. There is rarely a time machine involved. Rather, the dream story simply unfolds in another era of time, past or future. These dreams often represent either the romance or hopes we attribute to moments other than our present. You may find that the dream stems from your desire to identify with particular mores of a time period or to influence certain events. If you spontaneously dream of going backwards in time, it is most likely a dream of romantic wish-fulfillment. The good old days seem to conjure images of heroism, nobility, morality, and social life that, while not altogether accurate, draw our admiration. Often there is a facet of your personality that you feel you could more easily tap into as a pioneer, statesman, damsel in distress, or some other stereotypical image of history. Most times, the time travel is confluent with your particular image of an archetypal dream character. For example, if you are dreamin

Comments
I just wanted to thank all of our friends and family that helped out Tink...and she would like to thank u too! She asked that all who helped her win her contest stop by her page and message her. Thank u all again and...muah!!!! Please, my awesome family and friends, come help me bomb him...he needs 20,000 comments and I know that we can do it!!!...lots of luv and kisses to u all!...muah!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=585435&albumid=566300&i=157621639 This beautiful lady deserves to win! During the sexy couple contest she came over and helped us get 2nd even though she was the competition!...so come comment her and show her some luv...please ...thanx ya'll

Would You Ladies Agree With This?
More than that A man comes home tired from work as he comes thru the door. He gives his wife a kiss on the check and nothing more. There are things about the day that, she wants to share. The husband turns on TV and sits in his favorite chair. He pretends to listen as surfs the TV And the wife wonders why won’t he listen to me? After a couple is married, so quickly fades the romance. But, a wife still wants to go out for a dinner and a dance. They say, a woman is from Venus, a man is from Mars. Too often, she sits alone while; he’s with friends at the bars It’s so hard to figure where to place the blame. A woman marries a man to change him while, he hopes she stays the same. Two people living together but, living separate lives. It’s the difference between husband and wives. As the years mount up the marriage runs it course. There’s a fifty percent chance, it’ll end up in divorce.

Nsfw
Create your own Friend Test here A Birthday Creampie And Much More! by cpluver© This story contains graphic depictions of male bi-sexuality. If this bothers you, don't read this story. My birthday was today. So my wife, Alison, kept bugging me. "What do you want this year, you know, in the bedroom?" You see every year, since we got married, I get a special treat from her. In addition to the regular stuff, I can request something a little kinky. So this year, I decided I'd finally ask her for something I've wanted for a long time. I told her that I wanted to eat her creampie. "I'm making you a cake. Don't you want something special from me in the bedroom, too?" I told her it was something special. Now she looked confused. I always have wanted to go down on her after we had made love. But every time I tried, I lost my will after cumming. She said, "Okay, stud. I'm curious now. What exactly is a creampie and what do I have to do? This sounds interesting."

Thoughts
REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED BY Monday, October 23, 2007 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM. Classes begin Monday, October 30, 2007 Class 1 How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays --- Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM. Class 2 The Toilet Paper Roll --- Does It Change Itself? Round Table Discussion. Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. Class 3 Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub? --- Group Practice. Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between The Laundry Hamper and The Floor --- Pictures and Explanatory Graphics. Meets Saturday at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 5 After Dinner Dishes --- Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Kitchen Sink? Examples on Video.

Clean Stuff, Soooo Safe For Work
ok maybe not a million but . . . Who Knew??? 1. To remove a bandage painlessly, Saturate the bandage with vodka. The stuff dissolves adhesive. 2. To clean the caulking around bathtubs and showers, Fill a trigger-spray bottle with vodka, spray the caulking, Let set five minutes and wash clean. The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew. 3. To clean your eyeglasses, Simply wipe the lenses with a soft, Clean cloth dampened with vodka. The alcohol in the vodka cleans the glass and kills germs. 4. Prolong the life of razors by filling a cup with vodka And letting your safety razor blade soak in the alcohol after shaving. The vodka disinfects the blade and prevents rusting. 5. Spray vodka on wine stains, Scrub with a brush, and then blot dry. 6. Using a cotton ball, apply vodka to your face. As an astringent to cleanse the skin and tighten pores. 7. Add a jigger of vodka to a 12-ounce bottle of shampoo. The alcohol cleanses the scalp, removes toxins from hair, And

My Views
You Don't Know Me, and I Have a Gun! You don't know me, or maybe you just don't know that you do. I am your neighbor, doctor, clergyman, nurse or just another nameless, faceless stranger in the crowd. I have a state authorized, court issued permit to carry a concealed handgun. I do so whenever possible. Though you don't know me, there are a few things, however, you should know about me. The local police fingerprinted me. The fingerprint cards were submitted to the FBI and a criminal background check was performed. Before that, I had to pass state and local background checks. I had to present evidence to the state of approved training in firearms laws, safety and marksmanship before my application would even be accepted. I am not a felon, junkie, drug dealer, stalker or even a shoplifter since any number of indiscretions including alcohol or other drug abuse or even simple assault or a restraining order would disqualify me from holding a permit. My classroom training cover

Listen To My Story
They say that the instant you let your anger take over... The battles over... You have already lost.... To let your anger take over can be fatal.. What can you say to such words when the man you respect most in this world is telling you something that all human beings learn the hard way? But your a child... What do (you) know? All your forced to do is train... To push, push, push... To never give up... The only thing making you angry is the yelling screams you hear over the hills.... Again... Do it again.. So you swing... The marks and scars on your back is a good reminder to not talk back to him... As you swing and dance with a Shidoki Samurai Blade... It begins to feel heavy in your hands... Your sweat pours down your face like a neverending waterfall... Every swing you give takes a little more energy out of you.... (Again),, you hear in the background.... You cant stand it anymore... Its hot, its humid, and your thirsty.... Even when the old man wasnt satisfied with your trainnin

Poems
Write what I feel whats the big deal, my heart is now not so easy to steal. My eyes are open and I am not looking back, I took my independence when I told you to pack. It's not that I never cared or loved you, but we both needed to start anew. I'm not perfect nor am I the same, that's no reason to call me such names. You say I've changed that I am not me, I am becoming the person I was meant to be. Yes you were my life, my heart and my soul, but also my youth and innocence you stole. I am becoming me and loving it so, this is the me you wish you could know. I will love me for all of me and not just some, you can't change what I've become! written on August 13, 2008 Mistakes have been made on both our parts, but what does that truly say of our hearts When something feels wrong or out of place, instead of talking to me, you go to her to plead your case. You say you love me and really do care, how come when I need you, your not there. You act like I

Dragonz Train 07-08
This is a free FAN RATE AND ADD train. This is the first and original Dragonz Train. New look and new members and all updated. RULES are simple. FAR all members before you are add and when you have done so leave me a email letting me know. DO NOT leave a comment on the blogs. I miss a lot of them. You must be a level 10 and higher with a salute. So what are you waiting for come on and hop a ride and meet some awesome people. If you have leveled, please let me know and I will update you on the train. This is brought to you from the Owner and Founder of this awesome train: 'JEANNE MARIE' ÐRÁGØÑM‡§TRÊŽŽ **~CLUB F.A.R~**Founder of the BADD-AZZ VIXENZ*~~Founder of th@ fubar

Poems For You
Does it hurt when Daddy loves you I know you wouldn't lie Does it tickle when he hits you Are you happy when you cry Makeup hides the bruises Tissues dry the tears Pills help the smile stay But nothing hides the fear We go to church on Sunday But you stay home with him Why do you hide your happiness From the house of holy men You tell me that he loves you He only does when he's high When I call for help to save you You tell me not to lie It hurts when Daddy loves you You're too blind too see While you're hiding in the shadows Daddy's loving me Mama do I love you Tell me is it true How can I love someone Who does the things you do You make me comb my hair Make my bed, brush my teeth Keep my clothes clean and neat You cook the vegis you make me eat I muss my hair Feed the dog all the vegis that you cook Create chaos and disorder Everywhere you look You scream and fuss and holler As you clean up all my mess Then you smile and reassure me An

B.d.s.m. Stuff
Basic Slave Positions/Commands Bara (Also called Binding) __________ She lays on her belly, her forehead pressed to the floor. She crosses her ankles and places her wrists, again crossed, in the small of her back. She waits motionless to be bound. Belly __________ She lays herself down on her belly, the cold ground against her warm skin. She parts her legs, shoulder width apart and lays her arms by her sides, palms up, her forehead to the ground. She then crawls to her Master's feet, remaining on her belly as she does so. Bracelets __________ She kneels, her thighs spread wide, her back arched. She extends her arms before her, her wrists pressed together in preparation for her Master's bracelets. Her head is held high, her eyes lowered submissively. (Note: A Master may require the wrists behind the girl's back. (Bracelets High) An alternate is the standing position, where the slave spreads her legs shoulder width apart.) Capture Pos

Stoopid Science
So here is the question, does light have mass? Visible light is electromagnetic radiation whose wavelength falls within the range of which the human retina responds. Light consists of energy quanta called photons that behave partly like waves and partly like particles. So gravity affects things with mass correct? Black holes have such extreme gravity that not even light can escape. If it was energy without mass, then the gravitational pull of a black hole would have no effect. You don’t actually see an object, you see the visible light hitting it. Isn’t light just a byproduct of something else? Just like heat, light is a byproduct of fire. Have there been experiments in no matter the source of the illumination, does the light have the same properties? Might the sun and a campfire emit light at a different speed? What about a light bulb? Or are the properties of light universal no matter the source or emitter? And it must have mass otherwise it would pass through objects r

Life
A Passing. A Loss. I need a HUG! Current mood: sad Awww....my morning wake up news was wonderously numb. I find out my G'Father passed on about 8pm, Sunday, 14 Dec. 08...in the midst of the snow storm we were having. Of all the flippin' days that my Mother and G'Mother take a trip over there to see him and they can't, cuz of the fuckin' weather. The news was he hadn't taken any fluids the day b4 and he was slowing slippin' into a coma. The cordless fone was put to his ear and Mother and G'Mother tried to talk to him. He was breathing fast, but he was trying to talk back to them and it was only coming out as grunts. Mom had a feeling it might be the moment of him going. Anyway! I was feeling numb thru my shower, getting dressed...and then head out the door. I almost couldn't get into my car...it was that frozen. I almost gave up, too. But I didn't want to be inside the house...I wanted OUT!!! I finally get into my car and start it up for the warming it needs. And I gather up my b

Another Time...another Face
http://www.yahoo.com/s/811048 so seriously just like i do in real life im gonna warn you people on here... im so sick of you retards who think your fucking family sedans are race cars fucking shit up for people who do things the right way. there are race tracks for people who want to race where u pay a small fucking piece of change to run ur car all day in a safe enviorment. so here my warning, im gonna start carrying my 45 under my front seat and whenever i see anyone racing which might lead up to what happend in the link i posted im going to take out ur back tires. hopefully i dont hit ur gas tank but if i do atleast i did the world a favor of ridding it of one more dumbass. this shit is out of hand and im sick of people i know dying because of it. One thing is for sure... all of these crapy half ass thrown together "custom" pictures people are making for other users..... they suck... and they suck BAD. A few are cool here and there but these people with hundreds of edited picture

Me!
you saved me Neon lights of green, yellow, pink, orange. Drugged lies from boys Throwing everything I still had By drowning it in liquids of blue or mixed in punch Thought I was soon to drop off the edge Then you showed up At first I thought I was just another pretty face Slowly I began to slip away You reached out your hand And for a moment I stopped, looking to my past Thinking was on a road broken promises and hollow lies Never to return But when you showed me I was all wrong I know I could make it through then with you Everything then faded with my moonlit life Smiling to myself I beginning to think All times I said "I love you" I never meant as I did when I said it to you As I start to rebuild myself I realize for I have a shoulder to cry on Still I dont think I'll have any reason For as much as I love you Thinking I never have to cry as long as I love you I have brought you, that our passions may fuse and merge - in your mind you've already succum

My Rants
This is on my profile but I just wanted to put it in my blog as well: I'm definitely not looking to hook-up. If that's what you're looking for, please move on. I'm not on this site to look at naked people. So please don't offer to show me your NSFW pictures as a conversation starter. I'm not interested. And if you have a picture posted of someone who isn't you, but you claim it is, don't get pissed if people call you out on it. You are not Keira Knightley or Orlando Bloom. Don't perpetrate. I only downrate dumbasses who downrate me. So thanks for playing. Before you vote for the president/vice president of the U.S. on November 4th this year, please take the time to actually learn each candidates' stance on issues important to you. If you go to OnTheIssues, you can look at both national and local candidates and what they have to say about topics such as Foreign Policy, Gun Control, Budget & Economy, Education, Homeland Security, Crime, Government Reform, Health Care, War

What I Find Funny
my stupid ipod won't work, and I'm doing a lot of travel lately, so it's crucial that I have my music. Because I didn't do anything to break my old ipod I'm reluctant to give apple more money, but itunes already has all my music, and I'm used to ipods... Damn. Please show some love, and support our troops GOOD MORNING!! WELL IT HAS OFFICIAL STARTED!! YOUR BLAST CONTEST!! BEST OF LUCK TO EVERYONE AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR US!!! I AM GIVING YOU A LINK TO MY BULLETIN SO THAT YOU CAN REPOST IT FOR YOUR FRIENDS TO SEE!!! THANKS AGAIN AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!! http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2407279754 ~WICKEDFRIEND (CELIA) *****CONTEST***** Starting on Monday OCT 1st, I will be in a contest with 2 other close friends on here. We are competing to see who can get to Fu-King the first, the two losers will have to split a HH cost for the winner. If you could spread the word and help me out starting on OCT 1st,

Music :)
And I gotta throw in a few Queens of the Stone Age videos. They rock! Enjoy :) I Never Came... In The Fade I Wanna Make It Wit Chu Ooo I just love this song. I dunno what it is about it, but it's fricken awesome! I love Staind... *tear*

Skillz
What Gay-Marie Means You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are

Fyi
So my computer is running really slow and I don't know what the hell is wrong with it but I wanted to let everyone know before I log off that neither myself or Ryan (FubarFred) will probably be on for the rest of the evening. I'm going to defrag and run some anti-virus crap and all that fun stuff! If we get it running smoother you might see us on again this evening! Misty So whats a girl got to do to see some boobs?!?!? They don't even have to be your own....I just want to see some:) Leave me comments! Anything! LMAO! I'm waiting............ So I've been not feeling all that well the last couple of days and I'm sitting here trying to do this and feel like I'm trying to break a fever or something......I'm sweating like crazy and getting hot and cold.......I'll be on as much as I can but I think I'm going to go lay down for a little while and see if it helps....I wish I could be doing as much as normal on here right now but I really feel like ass! Sorry guys! I'll be on as much as I

Bulletin Saves And Shares
Are you Aware or Oblivious? * Are you aware by May of 2008 the law will require you to carry a national identification card? Are you aware that there are plans being developed to have all Americans embedded with a Radio Frequency Identification (RFID) computer chip under their skin so they can be tracked wherever they go? The Department of Homeland Security's Emerging Applications and Technology Subcommittee said in a 15-page report that the use of RFID in identification cards or tokens could lead to illegal tracking of Americans... "Without formidable safeguards, the use of RFID in identification cards and tokens will tend to enable the tracking of individuals' movements, profiling of their activities and subsequent, non-security-related use of identification and derived information," the DHS draft report states. Not only do they imped on our privacy but they also pose a considerable Health Risk... Unlike the optical readers associated with bar codes, RFID readers emit

My Poetry
the mystery foams the companion roams the mystery that is my life the companion soon to be my wife the mystery of time the lack of meaning in lemon or lime the mystery of open spaces the looks on my childs faces the mystery of me the emptiness we all see the mystery of you the nature of me and you the mystery is us the discovery a plus the mystery of we the future we shall see I chase not the deer in the woods what purpose would I have, what kind of mmods I chase not the devil in the trees what purpose would I have, bring satan to his knees? I seek not danger in the forest there is plenty of that at my nearby florist I run not thru the woods bare for none to see I am a free man, however, not quite that free I look upon the stream that divides my path it looks so peaceful, but, was it a journey of wrath? I can stare at the surrounding for ever to create such beauty with my words, I am not so clever So, journey with me in my trek thru the pines we

Energywork
Being able to shield is an important component of any kind of energywork. Shielding keeps your energy in, or as much as you choose to keep in, and keeps stray energy out. For Empaths, this is doubly important. I find I can "program" my shield to let in the energy of certain people or just small amounts of their energy, lol. All I do is tell my shield to let so and so's energy through the shield - and voila! So it is! I am going to assume that anyone reading this has at least some basic idea how to put themselves in a meditative state - quiet their mind! Assuming is probably not a good thing, but meditation techniques will need to be in a separate blog, if I find a need to go in that direction, lol. Now we begin. I quiet my mind. Then I visualize myself standing in the center of a dark forest. I then visualize a ring of white light, almost like flames, surrounding me. (Make sure the flames totally surround you - leave no holes!) Once I have this well visualized, I build a fo

Generic
Please rate the following songs from 1 to 5 (you can leave it at 0 if you don't like the song at all : [0] Killswith Engage - My Curse [0] The Trooper - Iron Maiden [0] Hell Bent For Leather - Judas Priest [0] Wherever I May Roam - Metallica [0] Cowboys From Hell - Pantera [0] Breathe - Breaking Benjamin [0] Angry Again - Megadeath [0] Night Train - GNR [0] Greed - Godsmack [0] Got To Life - Korn Primary emotions are brief, intense, and they cannot be controlled. Emotion researcher Dylan Evans of King’s College London says primary emotions are: “Joy, sorrow, anger, fear, surprise, disgust.” What is really striking about the secondary emotions is how social they are and how important they are. You can feel primary emotions when you are alone. But to work up a secondary emotion you need someone else around. The so-called secondary emotions are not secondary in reality. They make up the volatile mix from which human relationships are formed, which makes them pretty

Love Lost
My Journey Not that it matters, and not that anyone cares, but I have decided to move on. I don’t know what awaits me out there in the world, but I’ll face it head on. I’ve loved, I’ve lost, I’ve been hurt, but I’m mending. It’s a slow process, but I’m on my way. On this healing journey, I’ve been discovering myself. I’ve learned that I do have the power to say no. I have also learned self-control. It isn’t just a journey of self-healing; it’s a journey of self-discovery. I think that, by the time I get to the end of this journey, I’ll finally know who I am. My wife may have left me, I may have been crushed by it, but through it all, I think something wonderful is happening. I’m learning to adapt. I realize now that I don’t have to be with someone to be happy. I just need to be happy with myself. “What is the meaning of life?” A very popular question. One that has been asked repeatedly through out the ages. Do you want the answer? Nothing.

Senseless Crimes
This sick SOB needs death immediately along with the two other room mates who claimed they didn't see or hear a thing. This along with many other things going on in this country make me . The sick twisted SOB needs to be put to death now! No appeals, or anything of the such. http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070825/ap_on_re_us/girl_slain;_ylt=Ap0cyhZWM51xTeYGeHprdYys0NUE I was watching Hannity and Combs tonight and they where interviewing Jessica's father getting his reaction. Bless you sir for all you being wrongfully incarcerated for 2 years and for such a horrific lose your Family has been through. You made the correct move not going into the courtroom for fear of what you would have done. Ultimate Fate for 22 year old Tim McLean Posted On 08/03/2008 12:36:16 by beautifulnightmare Taken from Tim McLeans MySpace Profile: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=108390479 "I'm from winnipeg manitoba canada, I'm 21, im about 5'5"- 5'6",

Oddities At Night
Mostly thinking of the commercials here. Lets start with the 3-cheese stuffed pizza...for all of those who've gone through puberty...would u really want to eat something that looked like we did when we looked in the mirror (for us unlucky ones, that is, not the "beautiful people")? I mean, come on, let's face it...the pizza looks like a giant zit and the pus is now oozing out of the crust. It's almost abstract food art. The inside is the "pizza face" and the outside is the closeup. Okay, I like pizza from time to time but people just dont make pizzas like they used to. Maybe it's because we have to pay for them now as opposed to our parents paying for everything and we hope to get more bang for our buck...maybe I've inhaled something in the air, who knows? For those of you who know me or who have at least read that "dream story", you know I have a very unusually creative imagination. So now what's wierder, the "dream story", dreaming about giving birth to tennis balls, or dreaming

My Shit
In my head the words flow with an intensity Though when I choose to speak They never come out so perfectly The things you so patiently wait to hear Come out in fragments, so unclear Broken sentances With shattered meaning Your longing taunting me From behind misted eyes Again I try to tell you my secrets As before, my voice goes unheard You pushed me to the bottom So much for the broken promise Of breaking my fall Stare down at me With hate filled eyes Blame me, I’ll take the fault Of our latest demise Your words spoken with passion Now replaced with cold venom Though I try, I can’t fight you My voice nothing more than a hoarse whisper You read my lips, but won’t take in the words Shut me out, you know you love to Take the last of my dignity Just let me up so I can walk away The flowers grow But our love fades You see, that's why we're apart I just couldn't handle it You seem so far away I can't

My Blogs
Please take the time to read this! It is that time of year again when we raise money for the March of Dimes. The March of Dimes raises money to help with children that are born premature and try to help and ensure that they can survive and live a normal life. As many of you know that this is something that has touch me personally, one being that I was born almost three month premature and the other that I lost a son who was born almost 5 months premature. So this is something that means a lot to me and every little bit that you can do to help would mean the world to me, and if you are unable to donate please pass this on to your friends and family and maybe they may be able to help aswell. The ride will be held Sunday September 16th at 9:00 A.ME. at the Kansas Speedway. The following link will direct you to where you can go to make a donation to the March of Dimes for Bikers for Babies. http://www.marchofdimesride.org/JasonDavis I looked at my recent raters on my page

Whatever Happened To Natural Selection???
I remember when I was growing up, fighting with my parents to be allowed to be responsible for my own actions. It was a sign of independence. If I made a mistake, I would take the consequences. My parents, wanting nothing but the best for me, wanted to prevent my making mistakes, by telling me what to do and what not to do. The end result, a compromise. I made my own mistakes, and they bailed me out when they had too. It was called the process of growing up. Why then is it that today, no one wants to be responsible for their own actions? I heard on the news that a group of people are suing the government here in Manitoba. The reason for this lawsuit? The Government allows gambling in the bars and in government run casinos. They are saying that the government is responsible for people that are addicted to gambling! Now correct me if I am wrong here, but I don't think the government sent a representative to the person's house, abducted them at gunpoint or under threat of harm

To Every Guy
When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start's cursing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she walks away slowly [ Run up to her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ] When she pull's away [ Pull her back ] When she cries [ whipe the tears from her face ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she asks you to go out to dinner [ Always offer a tossed salad ] When she steal's your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a nigh

People Watcher
The reality of reading someone else's sappy Blogs.... Makes me want to Puke!!! Sorry, for posting all the warm Puke of Late. We have the ability to make choices.. That is 1 fact I try to make clear, to people when I post a comment. If you choose your choice... It is YOUR own PICK!! Please do Not place"BLAME!!!! "Choice: is 1 Freedom we have out of the our own abilities in Life... Everyone has a choice of right or wrong!!!! If you do not like my words.... That is YOUR choice... Do NOT ask for MY comment if YOU DO NOT WANT: my honest OPINION!!! If you you delete them that is YOUR choice... If I make MY comment, it is MY choice... When I make the "WARM PUKE" Comment... Watch out!!! It is MY CHOICE to give you a kick in the Ass from MY POINT OF view!!! Yes, I am Back to my Regular mode once again!! HAVE A BERRY SWEET DAY!!!! P.S. I only wish here I could give you a posa w/pics!!! LOL!1 This is where I spent the day today...My si

About Me
I have something that I wrote about addiction,Read and fell it... you will know what I mean: Dear Addiction, How are you old friend,enemy,Lover,hater- all the above.It's been awhile since I've been graced,or should I say disgraced with your cunning,baffling,powerful presence.You had me fooled through so many tears.I wish I could relieve all those years,but since I won't even try. Now I know life is worth living and don't wish to die anymore. You lose,I'm in control and have a real good hold.You know there are a few things I have to say now that I'm stronger,bolder and badder.I'm not going under cause Bang, He came to me like thunder,MY HIGHER that is and this time I walk away forever-Thats all I have to say. Don't bother waiting for me because after I shut the door there's no turning back,like I've done before.I'm His child now,hard to the core.My only prayer is for all those Hearts your still going to break.But me and my FRIENDS the ones you have no more- we will be waiting to cat

About Me
Well I’m back from my trip, and my visit with Onyx. It is a beautiful place to see, a bit in the middle of nowhere, but it’s nice. A great time to be there with the leaves changing. I had a blast. Onyx is a great person and my bestest friend. I am glad I got the opportunity to meet him face to face. We are the best of friends and will always be. Also my first time on a plane, scared but not as bad as I had imagined it. Yes Onyx you were right nothing to worry about with the plane ride. And in light of what has transpired over the last few days. I am not being used, I do not feel like I am, and would like those of you who think I am to wake up. As I sit here and reflect on the past year and think about what I have to be thankful for. I am thankful that Onyx has come into my life. He is a great friend. And he has a kind heart and people need to stop using him for there benefit. I am tired of people walking all over him. And I am getting tired of being walked on my

Korn
This week is a sad day in rock/metal history we have lost two very good artists ronnie james dio of cancer and paul grey from slipknot the bass guitarist of unknown reasons so far may all are wishes go to family and friends of the deseased rock on ronnie and paul you will be remenber forever for the contributes you did to the rock scene Well I went to Mayhem Festival in Bonner Springs Kansas It rocked there was 14 bands Main stage was slipknot disturbed mastadon dragonforce they rocked it was a very hot day ive got some pics if you all want to see the other two stages there was five finger death punch you all got to see someday if you havent well i guess i will go and i will post some photos of bonner springs also ive got alice cooper commin up will soon post some of his pics youall have a great week wild I put new pics of slipknot in wichita 5/10/09 and theres a few videos of the show also on my page

Main
As a friend said recently, worship the almighty dollar. He meant just that with the image above, but of course in a sarcastic way on the truth it reveals on many levels. While everyone is bowing down to the almighty dollar, how about you doing like Suicidal Tendencies once said and Send Me Your Money! The following news story is probably fake, one of those, "The Onion" type stories. But if there is any truth to it, I'd like to hear about it, so write in if there is and be sure to back your claim on that when you do so. This turning out to have truth to it wouldn't shock me too much. They already are taking rights away from us. Such as my family who lives in Florida has had their right to vote on the next president taken away from them. Actually that pertains to all "voters" in Florida as it is being said Florida votes won't count in the next election come November. I hear there is one other state whose voters are going through the same problem with that right being taken away. I

Thank You
To the few who have my old ID I got a new one if you want my new one send me a fumail with yours and I'll add you. Anyone on my family list who want's to know it can also mail me with their ID. Just be warned I don't have a cam and I don't want to view yours :D I give up worrying about it and decided to just ask you to admit it, who ever is the NSFW flagger is on my family list but not got the balls to admit it ..... I'd of been happy with I'm sorry it was an accident or I'm sorry but it should of been flagged all ready ....even happier with a message askin me to flag them myself as they didn't wish to see the NSFW pic's but no I get a flag and run. I have closed most of the folders that were family only and they will stay closed till someone admits to it. Thank you to everyone who showed me Fu luv with rates fans gifts n requests in my Happy hour I promise to return all the luv with 51 friend requests it might take a while to get thru everyones pic n stash rates but you'll all get an

The Storm
Apathy If We Don't Take Care of the Customer, Maybe They'll Stop Bugging Us. Blame The Secret of Success is knowing who to Blame for Your Failures. Despair It's always darkest just before it goes pitch black. Demotivation Sometimes the best solution to morale problems is just to fire all of the unhappy people Dysfunction The only consistent feature of all your dissatisfying relationships is you. Idiocy Never underestimate the power of stupid people in large groups. Mistakes It could be that the purpose of your life is only to serve as a warning to others. Motivation If a pretty poster and a cute saying are all it takes to motivate you, you probably have a very easy job. The kind robots will be doing soon. Pessimism Every dark cloud has a silver lining, but lightning kills hundreds of people each year who try to find it. Romance Love is in the air. And it's pooping on my head. Tradition Just because you've always done it that way doe

Breathing Again
today as i went through the motions of every day suck air ,go there, be here, and so on.. i was forced to evaluate my life having nothing else to think about i had good parents growing up went to the preppy private school went to community college then university was quite popular apparently when your fat it pays to be funny but i cant recall ever being sad till today... i came to think about how.. i was never picked first i asked my date to prom i didnt get kissed till i was 17 i was in 2 relationships the first not even till i was 22 i have only ever had 2 sexual partners ive been in like a few times in love 2 times and either picked last or not picked at all every time im sure to some this may sound like the "poor fat girl whose self esteem is low and self worth questioned and self respect put out there for the world to see" but its quite the opposite i have loved the best,although his love wasnt returned i have visited far away places i am educated i am

This Is Me
I hate the way you look at me With Love and so much trust The Demon inside waits for your soul I am the one who takes control You don’t know Love I am Satan The Devil from within I am destined to live alone Love none but my own Days I wish you were real To hold my heart close But your just inside me Alone I am to walk this Earth The End 20081021 Jason M. Christilaw Funny how the papers so bright I often wonder if Jim felt the same I live to write I write to live Hold me sweetheart Difficult to find my groove Two weeks six days I fear my self I wanted this I wanted you The pen bleeds I bleed You and my heart in contempt Fuck this is hard tonight I want to fall Most of my writings hold meaning Tonight I feel nothing And yet I write To you Whatever your name is Who ever you are tonight And who am I Where the fuck am I going Don’t love me I can’t Not tonight This is shit Hate me tonight as I do FUCK ME Fuck this

My Life Experiences
I was born on September 20th, 1976 . When I was 6 weeks old I suffered from meningitis. I got sick and almost died. I sometimes wonder how my life would have turned out if the meningitis did not occur. Sometimes I wish I could turn back time or have some supernatural powers. Well after seeing the Butterfly effect those kind of ideas can run though my mind. Over the years they did not know what I had and later I was put on Ritalin to calm me down. Later In life I found out I had epilepsy. I would have Petit-mal seizures. It drove me crazy because I could not drive and stuff when i turned 16. I knew after I took care of my seizures my life would get back on track. I played sports and a couple times during the games I would have seizures and blackout. Like on the basketball court or the football field. After high school I had been going to Cleveland for tests where they hooked up wires to my head but each time I went I would not have a seizure when the time i needed to ha

A Lil Sumtin!!!
You and I have separate hearts But they beat to the same drum If I ever have a problem You knows exactly where I'm coming from Have you ever wondered why your heart beats? I sometimes wonder about mine But I know the real answer And I can't get him off my mind You see our hearts beat to the same drum Because there synchronized Like two watches that tell the same time There identical in both eyes If you struggles, I struggle But together we make it through Because together were indestructible Like a nail or a screw You can hit us, bash us And pound us into a wall But when you pull us out We'll still be standing tall Because we're two hearts, one heart beat This way we're twice as strong And with a love as strong as ours What could possibly go wrong? Abstract Love By: Charlie For: Princess Heather A million words can’t explain what I feel for you. The sincerity is real every time I say I love you. I want to touch you in a way only we can unders

To Whoever Wants To Listen
Come chat with me, make some new friends! you won't be diapointed! Ok kiddies, I am going to have a contest. Using the picture of your choice, it's all about the comments. The person with the most comments wins. Here are the prizes: 1st place 7 day blast 2nd place 1 day blast 3rd place 100k fubucks 4th place 50k fubucks The rules: 1. the contest will be 7 days (dates unknown yet) 2. NO DRAMA and drama of any kind and I will pull your pic and remove you from the contest 3. The winner of the 7 day blast must have at least 10000 comments in order to win 4. The 2nd place winner must have at least 2500 comments 5. the 3rd and 4th place winners must have 250 comments. 6. If you enter you must have a salute and the contest pic can NOT be NSFW. Thats it, if you want to be in it send me a private message! much love always... Nikki P.S. Dont forget to go visit Chill Factor Lounge. Always a good time! Links on my profile. Looking for promoters as well!!!! I sit here an

Trisha/ Helpping Out A Friend
TheOperation@ fubar thanks for letting me joi hon hope this heps get you more people not that you dont already im sure hugs ttp://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=51471 trisha's tats come one come all members

Nsfw Cruel But True Sh*t
Question. why is it we humans believe in our minds that things change overnight? we have something bad happen to us and yet we tell ourselves all the time it will be ok it will never happen again then when it does happen we are so let down that we shell up and dont trust anyone. how can we overcome this obstacle that each one of us faces? it truely is a beast that can consume you whole. i guess in the end the answer is we are generally a forgiving species. wanting to believe the positive things in life that all is peachy on the surface. comments? so here we are again after another 54 day trip on these towboats talk

My Videos - Wanna Laugh?
I made this little video for my baby and just thought I would share with you how nuts I am...Dang I sure am putting myself out here...bash away, it's all for fun anyway (I surely know I can't make any money at this!) I know that I have over 2000 so called friends, and now I know one of them isn't a "friend" in any sense of the word. I just had a very tame, although when I really looked at it, silly cartoon thing about rating my pics...it said something about having the balls to tell me and I guess the stupid picture was a set of balls with eyes and stuff, reported to the Fu-Court as NSFW. Well, I don't mind that it should have been marked NSFW and I would have been very happy to mark it as NSFW - if the non-friend friend had respected me enough to tell me they were offended by it....people on this site need to grow up! And, if you aren't too big of a chicken....let me know who you are and I will be happy to remove you from my friends list...

My Writings
I Loved I loved... How you would wake me in the mornings, How you accepted all of me, How you completed me, How you told me everything would be okay when I felt weak How fragile I felt in your arms, How when we made love I felt as if I could climb into you. How you watched me while you thought I slept, How you touched me, How you smelled, How you looked when I could see all of you, How comfortable we were, How short the days were, How the best days were spent with you, the rain ,and our bed. How I did'nt seem to notice your faults. How with 5 words you devastated my world, How "I don't love you anymore", is all you could say. How emptiness is all I feel. How I will never feel the same again. How you realized your mistake. How I can't feel the same about you, because you broke us. How you keep saying you're sorry How you ruined this perfect thing we had. How................. I like the way my chocolate melts in my mouth, I like it when my chocolate takes con

Just Me
When you got to the room we kissed and slow undressed each other. You notice the bag on the counter, but did not ask about it. I told you to go lay down on the bed as I reached for the bag. I pulled out five silk ties. You asked what they were for. I told you to lay back and see. I went to the head of the bed, taking your arm and tied it gently to the head of the bed, not so tied that you could not get lose, but tied enought for you to feel tied down. I did the other arm and them moved to your legs. I tied them spread wide, I could see your pussy was getting really wet already. I took the last tie and very gently placed it over your eyes. I stepped back to enjoy looking at you, your nipples are very hard and your pussy lips shine with your juices. I reach in my bag and get a feather. You feel me gently run it across your nipples, they get even harder for me. I trace a line down your belly and lightly caress your pussy lips with the feather, you start to moan as i caress them. T

Life
she questions why? why me? she looks for answers but none ever seen to come to her, searching her face she seeks for a clue as why her, but it is a question that will not be answered, for she can search her eyes and tell there isn’t any reason, she turns and he is there ready to take her into his arms and hold her, stilling her fears and tears, and she knows it will be Ok, he will make it all seem worth while I was not looking for you, how can you be looking for something that you have thought was not there to find. Something that just thinking about can bring a smile to your face, with a word can can open your mind, and with a tear can unlock your heart. Something that can make you wake and feel there is more to life. Someone that can make time stop, and once you realize that so much time has passed make you beg for more. This someone makes all things seem new and wonderful, giving unto you more than you feel you deserve. Mking you feel that anything you give in return will never eq

Pieces Of Me..
I wish I could get a shot and fix my damaged mind.... Take out all the insanity that fills it to the brim.... I hate the way it works, how it makes my life so hard... Making every day such a struggle, remembering the simplest of task... Leaving me feeling so worthless and confused, my self esteem so damaged... People make jokes, get frustrated, dont understand how helpless I feel... To them its a learning dissability, to me a disease taking my life piece by piece.. I keep seceret how bad it really is, that my memory worsens by the day.... I want to ask for help yet cant imagine what can make it right again... The anger overwhelms me at times, no control over it, addicted to meds... Write yourself a note, get a planner, too bad I misplace or forget both.... Everyday I try so hard, feeling so stupid, pretending it does not tear me apart... I just want to be normal, think like I should, react as others, not feel like a joke.. I look normal, I do nor

Saturday Night Racing
last night was an interesting experience to say the least. fighting the car being loose all season we changed it dramatically trying to correct the problems. during hot laps the car was ok, not bad but not great. my friends son drew for me and got me the pole in the first heat race (thanks Lane)and we were off. the car was really tight but managable thru the heat for the most part, but out of turn 2 i was having trouble and had to check up to not spin and got hit, spun, and tagged in the back too. couple more dents to the collection is all. well i ended the heat in third, but gave away second when i pushed to hard out of turn 4 and got passed. third is still my best heat finish to date. the feature was pretty uneventful where instead of the car loosening up on a dry dusty track it only seemed to get tighter and i just did all i could to not wreck anyone or myself. finished the race 12th out of 20 cars a couple laps down due to some donuts i did. car is coming along and im sure

Life In General
http://fubar.com/lb_share.php?to=fubar&uid=1790047&type=lounge&item_id=77521&link=http://fubar.com/l/77521 alrighty guys im in an auction and i would love for all of ya to come bid on me :) heres the link http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=800157&albumid=1456110&i=3026743017&idx=34 ok... i dont get it... i go to a bar... not necessarily to pick up guys or to get hit on but it normally makes me feel good if i get a little attention... here lately though everytime i go my friends always get the guys or get the attention or at least here damn ur good lookin ... not anything against my friends but come on what is so wrong with me... hell even when i do go somewhere to meet guys im just the friend... FFS the guy that my friend met last night didnt even bother rememberin my name... i was... The Tall One... woohooo i hate bein looked at so different... not that i wanna be the same as everyone else but it sucks... wtf do i have to do to get attention in these situations... i do everythin from

I Am Always Here
I've tried to make you love meYou've tried to find a spark of the flame that burnedBut somehow turned to smoke rings in the darkThe loneliness within meTakes a heavy toll'Cause it burns as slow as whiskey through an empty aching soulAnd the night is like a daggerLong and cold and sharpAs I sit here on the front stepsBlowing smoke rings in the darkI know I must be going'Cause love's already goneAnd all I'm taking with me are the pieces of my heartAnd all I'll leave are smoke rings in the dark It ain't the smoke, it's the fire that gets the burnin' done If it wasn't for the bullet, nobody'd fear the gun It ain't the bark, it ain't the growl, it's the bite that hurts Thunder's just a noise, boys, lightnin' does the work I've never had a broken bone, I hardly ever get a cold, I keep myself in pretty good shape, But I know I wouldn't be here today, If a broken heart could kill, I'd be long gone, Ashes to ashes, dust to dust by now, Six feet under, a tombstone on a hill, Lyin' t

What Are Friends For?
Roger R. Burque Dec.15,1969 Oct.16,2008 Your gentle face & patient smile with sadness we recall. You had a kindly word for each and died beloved by all. The voice is mute and stilled the heart,that loved us well and true. Ah, bitter was the trial to part from one so good as you. you are not forgotten loved one, nor will you ever be. As long as life and memory last we will remember thee. We miss you now, our hearts are sore. as time goes by, we miss you more. Your loving smile, gentle face. No one can take your vacant place. Roger & I have been friends for 15+yrs. We've worked together on projects. We partied & road together when times were good. And unfortunetly, Roger got sick about 5yrs. And he couldn't live with the pain any more. SO he decided to end his life. I can't say I agree w/that decision. All I know, is I'm in a world of sadness. Not just for the loss of a great friend. But to have to see others around me trying to deal w/ the horrible loss

My Hh.
I want to thank everyone who rated or fan me or pic rate or comment and added me. I will get to all to return the love. I love all my friends. I hope you like the HH too. Your friend Sweet Girl. a href="http://www.imagechef.com/" target="_blank"> I just wanted all my friends and family know that I am back. I have been gone for a long time. I was hit by a drunk driver and it all most killed me. If you look at me I look the same I just had to get back to myself. I am not going to say everything about it. I have a long time for the court to do what they are going to do to him. I will keep everyone updated on what is going on. I just hope that my friends are still around and I hope to make some new ones. Love ya all Sweet girl.

Hi This Is My Blog Enjoy I Hope
VIRGO * -- Dominant in relationships. -- Sexy. -- someone loves them right now. -- FreakY in bed. -- Best in bed. -- Always wants the last word. -- Caring. -- Smart. -- Addictive. -- Attractive. -- Loud. -- Loyal. -- Easy to talk to. -- Hard to forget The Alter To the darkness im calling give me life or death take away the pain so tired of this lingering sway i'm not willing to stay my light is nay bring it back or leave me in black cause im empty inside and going mad insane without you my dearest i don't wanna be you are my heart my soul my shelter form all this night and if you never return to the alter i will gladly go there is nothing without you my babe and when there is nothing left i will take hold of the alter and le tit take me away without you im not willing to stay and without you the darkness grows the longing ceases forever i will rest in eternal flame always dreaming my love never to wake and i will sleep away the pain for

Thinking.
Why is it that with certain people we feel comfortable enough to "let down our hair" while with others your always angry around them? specially with divorced parents... your more comfortable around one than the other... I've noticed that I'm very laied back when im with one parent than with the other one... (im not specifying who out of respect for both) but i just dont understand why one treats me like an adult while the other one dont. i mean its almost as if one is happy ive grown up and the other dont ever want me to grow up. of course thats prolly parents for ya. One day i hope to understand why both parents cant be happy about their child... and why one parent disapproves of everything while the other looks at you and tells you "your an adult now... you make your own decisions but i ask you to make wise ones not ones you will regret later on in life". i also hope that one day i can win both parents respects and not be torn between them both because i love both my parents to

This Moment - One Word
You ever wonder if someone can actually become damned? I no longer wonder... What I am is an emotionally mangled, mentally damaged POS who's life would be worth more if he simply could function on a level with other human beings. I wish that I could be normal. Not Cyrano or Quasimodo. A regular person, with regular thoughts, logical feelings and healthy coping mechanisms. Fat fucking chance of that happening. This is the shining example of a mood swing. Yesterday, I was in a very foul mood, because of events that occurred. Tonight, I seem to be the antithesis of depression. Tonight, I feel as if I can take on the world. Might have something to do with the fact that I just got laid. Sounds insensitive, but carries a lot of logic.

Life
For everything you have missed you hav gained something else and for everything you gain you loe something else. The doors we open and close each day decide the lives we live. Our attitude toward life determines life's attitude towards us.

Just A Comment
As a trucker stops for a red light, a blonde catches up. She jumps out of her car, runs up to his truck, and knocks on the door. The trucker lowers the window, and she says "Hi, my name is Heather and you are losing some of your load." The trucker ignores her and proceeds down the street. When the truck stops for another red light, the girl catches up again. She jumps out of her car, runs up and knocks on the door. Again, the trucker lowers the window. As if they've never spoken, the blonde says brightly, "Hi my name is Heather, and you are losing some of your load!" Shaking his head, the trucker ignores her again and continues down the street. At the third red light, the same thing happens again. All out of breath, the blonde gets out of her car, runs up, knocks on the truck door. The trucker rolls Down the window. Again she says "Hi, my name is Heather, and you are losing some of your load!" When the light turns green the trucker revs up and ra

How Can I...
rules for drawing are as follows: STARTS 5PM EASTERN TINE AND ENDS AT 5PM EASTERN TIME SUNDAY if you are bidding on the cherry bombs private message me with your bid. bombers and blingers i get a message from fubar profile raters must f/r/a me and comment at the end of each profile pic that they rated this folder private message me telling me you rated my entire profile. only ppl who comment the last pic and pm me will be entered into the drawing. thank you and have fun i will message the winners of the highest bids and once i get the fubucks i will award the bomb during the next happy hour the winner of the drawing will be awarding during the next happy hour good luck!!! pass the word onto your friends iIF YOU ARE BIDDING ON 2 CHERRY BOMBS IT IS 2 SEPERATE BIDS NOT JUST ONE i always see by peoples names either "fubarewifey" or "fubar hubby"...just what exactly is that??? my curiosity has the best of me...thanks How can I remeove someone from my family list??? Is there a way to do tha

A Response
came across 2 mumms that dealt with childern first mumm was bout child abuse which is this mumm and poster the poster first http://www.fubar.com/user/997016 the mumm http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=461584 now the second mumm and poster the poster of mumm #2 http://www.fubar.com/user/1229733 mumm # 2 http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=461618 they both are bf/gf i and a few others feel that these 2 are makeing these mumms up for the points and the drama and this is from the person that posted the second mumm i do believe ->~Beckee420...: i still smell bullshit ~Beckee420...: no reason to get butthurt lol why do u ask? Its sad that we did have these 2 similar situations within 24 hours i marked it nsfw cause i dont want to get points from this someone get ticked that i flaged a pic nsfw yea i flaged a pic today and its not very offten i do flag pic, stash or anything else i got a good laugh though out the conversation with this person c

Purpose Driven Life
1 Corinthians 13 1. Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal. 2. And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing. 3. And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing. 4. Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, 5. Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil; 6. Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth; 7. Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things. 8. Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whe

Blog
DEL REY (KTLA) -- Police are investigating the fatal shooting of a man who was driving a stolen car in Del Rey, near Culver City.The shooting happened around 7 a.m. in the 5500 block of Margaret Avenue, close to busy Jefferson Boulevard.Police say the victim suffered at least one fatal gunshot wound to the neck.He was driving a Lexus IS 300 that was reported stolen from West L.A., according to police.The victim has not been identified. Authorities say he is a Hispanic male about 25 to 35 years old.Investigators are canvassing the area looking for possible witnesses. They did not immediately have a suspect description available. http://www.ktla.com/news/landing/ktla-del-rey-shooting,0,6495199.story http://economy4abc.blogspot.com/2011/02/who-killed-michael-john-baldwin-lapd.html Wednesday, February 9, 2011 Who killed Michael John Baldwin?: LAPD reaches out to the community to help solve crime that took place last Friday morning over at Jefferson Blvd. and Margare

Read Me!!! Hehe...
I met up with some friends for drinks the other night. At this little get-together, I was told a story that put me in an unrelenting depression which creeped up and hit me like a ton of bricks and I haven't been able to shake it since. Mind you, I don't fully believe that it was the story itself, but what it made me think about. The short-version of this frustrating tale is that 2 friends walked around the city while one cried on demand while telling some bullshit lie to anyone who would listen in order to get money from unsuspecting people who in their mind, were trying to help out an innocent girl in a crunch. End result - they happily left with about $80. I was literally sickened that these people are my friends! I would never go out and purposly take people's money because they don't know any better and the fact that I keep company with individuals that would do so made me re-evaluate my whole screening process. The next day all I could ask myself was, "What if I'm in thei

Sailors Ramblings...
I have been in the navy for over 17yrs..and most of it, i wouldnt change at all with the time that i have done. our uniforms have always been distinctive if not a bit of fodder for gay jokes, but you could always tell a sailor in his uniform. there has been serious discussion over the last 2+ yrs or so about uniform changes. SERIOUS CHANGES! I have had the same style of unifoms with the exception of the working uniform. it was called dungarees. the pants were like blue jeans but not quite as cool. if you can imagine the back pockets on most jeans, we had 4 of them. 2 on the front and 2 on the back. over the right back pocket, our name had to be stenciled on the pants to facilitate returning of your pants back to your rack when laundry was passed out when we were out to sea. they were also true bell bottoms. the reason for this was, that if we ever had to abandon ship in the ocean, we could take our pants off over our boots, which you wanted to keep on when you entered the water inc

~taurus~
TAURUS (April 20-May 20): Your serious mood is good in the workplace but can cause difficulty in romance. You place a high premium on personal and professional loyalty, so you're liable to feelings of betrayal and jealousy. Your reputation is stronger than ever and it should be easy for you to wow the right people without having to do much more than say a few words. Make sure everyone knows where you stand. It's a good day for dates, job interviews and any other situation that demands a lot from you. It's simple for you to read people and tell them what they want to hear, or spin the truth the right way.

Super Happy Fun Time
That nobody feels the urge to tell the truth any more, and when they're caught in a lie there's always a good reason or an excuse? That nobody thinks before opening their mouth anymore? That the word "love" is becoming an expression like "hello" or "goodbye" or "have a nice day" instead of having a true meaning all of its own? That everybody claims that the happiness and well being of their family and friends are what's most important to them when the truth is that their true number one is them-self? That wanting someone to live the life they know they deserve instead of taking the fast way out is wrong? That I'll lose sleep over something as silly as this blog post, not expecting anything in return? Why is that? I want to make this blog post and see if anybody rates a NSFW pic of mine because of this blog LOL If they do--I'll feel like I have true power... And that's awesome--and funny *gigglez* 1.) Have you ever seen the rain coming down on a sunny day? Not onl

Poems
A Love Like No Other I never felt a love Like this before It's a love like no other Something I have always hoped for A love with friendship Humor and heart A bond so strong It would never part A love that makes you smile From ear to ear A love that is joyful Without any fear A love that is beautiful From the inside out A love with no tears, Pain, or doubt A love with soul So tender and true A love that I have found Only in you... Written By:Renee Never say you're going to leave leave me with tears in my eyes And leave my heart torn in two. Never say you'll leave my side Cause I'll just run and hide. From all those lonely feelings inside. Never say your love for me will die cause I just may as well cry. for my love for you will never die Just say you'll never say... GOOD- BYE!!! Written By: Crazy Dr

Surveys You Can Take For Me
If you could have three wishes, what would you spend them on? If you were trapped on an island with only one Cd, what would you want it t What one super power would you most like to have? You and one other person surive the Armaggedon, who is the other person? If you had to save one thing from your burning house, what would it be? If you had 24 hours to live, what would you spend it doing? After the 24 hours, how would you most like to go out? Would you rather give an orgasm on command or receive one? You can get away with murdering any one person, who do you choose? What one person would you bring back from the dead? You can make one person fall eternally in love with you, who do you choose? You can wipe one animal completely out of existence, what do you choose? What country would you most like to wipe out of existence? This or that Live forever (aging) or die young Be a porn star or a prostitute Kill your favorite pet or kill your favorite sibling Su

Misc. Rantings Of Me, Yay
so as you can see, I'm sad. I posted a personal ad on myspace, as i've done in the past, except for this time I got a TON of feedback.... it was like 5 guys every day for over a week! Now of course most of them were automatic rejections, but it was so nice getting all the attention! There were a few I had narrowed down to. One of which, Travis, I have already met and in fact we hang out quite frequently. He lives in town, yay, is very very sweet and affectionate, but I'm not at all attracted to him... rather redneck, at least in voice. He has been growing on me lately though, so he's not completely out of the picture, and has so far been a good friend The one I was MOST interested in was Brennon. He's in Richmond, so not toooo far, but not close either. He's drop dead gorgeous, beautiful, mesmerizing.... god... He was such a perfect gentleman too! Didnt say a damn thing about sex for at least a couple days, and we had very nice conversations, he thought I was very bea

Me
Well I'm happy to report the my weekend went well. The three-ring circus of family and furniture and more family is over. Friday my in-laws came up from Southern Californa to attend a wedding in Santa Clara. They stopped over to visit and we all went to dinner. Mariko as always was head-over-heels with excitedment to see them. Saturday the new bed arrived, at 10:30 we were outside putting 3 coats of clear finish on the whole bed. Nothing like a Queen Sized, 12 Draw Captains bed to keep you busy. During this we had to tear down and move out the old bed. Managed to vaccum the whole room between beds. Taking the old bed out was a breeze compaired to moving the new bed in. Solid wood is HEAVY. LOL. Before we were done, the bed was about 33-inches tall and we had not even put the topper on the mattress. As 11pm rolled around, we tucked ourselves into our new bed, with new sheets, and new comforter. The one problem I do have is I only stand 5'3" and the top of the mattress

~ Who Is Watching Out For The Children? ~
This is a New Blog for me and even though this is going to break my heart every time i add something here, I want others to see that our Courts and some of those that live within these borders Are NOT watching out for the young ones. Just 5 minutes alone is all i ask for. How could a Mother put a Boyfriend over her own flesh and blood. Girl's Body Found, Dumped In Ravine Mom: Dead Toddler Put Into Two Bags, Then In Duffel Bag POSTED: 12:20 pm MDT September 24, 2007 UPDATED: 10:44 pm MDT September 24, 2007 DENVER -- The body of the 3-year-old girl who has been missing since Friday was discovered Monday afternoon in a trash bag dumped in a ravine at Lakewood Gulch Park. Police officers found the body of Niveah Gallegos at about 4:45 p.m. in a wooded area at 11th Avenue and Perry Street. The discovery ends what has been a heartbreaking four-day search through Denver's Capitol Hill neighborhood, where police made a gruesome plea to the public to look through th

Real Life
This is the end of Americas' innocence, and a loss in all of our hearts. With all of our grievings this is where the war starts. The whole world stopped on the 11th of september. With all of americas' victims we always shall remember. We are a whole nation that is in mourning. Those who took part in this deplorable act should heed our warning. We always will remember what happened to the world trade towers. Those who perpertrated this horror messed with the strongest world powers. We will not go quietly into that good night. As for all of us Americans we have to unite. We can not be pulled apart by our petty differences any longer. We have to pull together and then that will make us stronger. On November 10, 1775, Robert Mullan, the proprietor of the Tavern and son of Peggy Mullan, was commissioned by an act of Congress to raise the first two battalions of Marines, under the leadership of Samuel Nicholas, the first appointed Commandant of the Continental Marines. Nicho

Y I Am Here
Catholic School Girls -------------------------------------------------------------------------- A train hits a bus load of Catholic school girls and they all perish. They are all in heaven trying to enter the pearly gates pass St. Peter. St. Peter asks the first girl, "Gloria, have you ever had contact with a penis?" She giggles and shyly replies, "Well I once touched with the tip of my finger..." St. Peter says, "Ok, dip the tip of your finger in the holy water and pass through the gates." St. Peter asks the next girl the same question, "Catherine, have you ever had contact with a penis?" The girl is a little reluctant but replies, "Well once I fondled and stroked one." St. Peter says "OK, dip your whole hand in the holy water and pass through the gate." All of the sudden there is a lot of commotion in the line of girls, one girl is pushing her way to the front of the line. When she reaches the front of the line St. Peter says, "Lisa! What seems to be the rush?" The g

Hello
Every night in my dreamsI see you. I feel you.That is how I know you go on. Far across the distanceAnd spaces between usYou have come to show you go on. Near, far, wherever you areI believe that the heart does go onOnce more you open the doorAnd you’re here in my heartAnd my heart will go on and on Love can touch us one timeAnd last for a lifetimeAnd never go till we’re one Love was when I loved youOne true time I hold toIn my life we’ll always go on Near, far, wherever you areI believe that the heart does go onOnce more you open the doorAnd you’re here in my heartAnd my heart will go on and on There is some love that will notgo away You’re here, there’s nothing I fear,And I know that my heart will go onWe’ll stay forever this wayYou are safe in my heartAnd my heart will go on and on Listen to Songs:

Guarded... But Starting Over.
I'm not sure if reacting is the current correct way of "acting" at all. When everything I'm accustomed to is all over the place, and nobody calls. Much to my chagrin, I'm talented at deciding on a whim, To walk away right now, would probably be a difficult social sin. Might as well give in as usual, and go with the flow of giving in. As usual, I'm tired, I'm anxious and worked up over, The chance of new, of different of cool, of something I'm not quite used to. How bout I forget it all, and walk right into this hypothetical wall, Open up like never before, and give it all I have, or get nothing back at all, that's what I'm used to. Throwing caution to the wind, and take a deep breath. I'm trying to crack this shell of my defenses, and find out just what this life of mine is for. L.R.S. 9.17.2007 She was lonely in her time of need She looked up at her husband, And softly whispered "Please?" He glanced down and turned his brow With a loo

Poetry In Motion
Left and broken, did you care? ashamed and scared. Why did you hurt me? Abused and batterd, that's my blood on the floor. Slaves don't get beat this hard, why do you treat me like this for? tortured and hated, I lay crumbled on the dirty mattress. My hair hasn't been combed, and I don't remember putting clean clothes on in forever. I smell of three day old pee. used and betrayed, I know how a motherless child feels. I have nowhere to go, no home, no help. But what does it matter to you? I could stay here, and count the hours until you come back, but I'm scared you'll beat me tonight. "Don't hurt me," I plead with you. But what do you hear? Nothing!! you get what you want, and leave me lying there. I tried to run away, but you found out. a friend of your told you where I was. "You can't hide forever, I'll eventually find you one day," Was all you said to me Before it started again. How could've i been such a foold to believe you? Hurt+beatings don't = lov

My Writeings
knock...Knock... A soft rattle on the window Of life Of opertunity Of joy or Something that resembles Love Of things better off Unthought Untought Unlearned Forever under constant scorn Also of want,or Better yet Of need or lust consumeing Of fillings And the lack there of and finnaly Of self protection throgh selfless projection Listen close,you can hear it now Growing closer still knock...Knock...KNock...KNOCK... Insistant but yet so distant A young mind Fights the glass and the night To get back on the right side of the window of life. -RAGE G. SYNISTER- This shit is some wierd kind of funky..Taste all musky, and makes ya cough like a son-of a-bitch, but after that your head is all hot and your brain is swiming. Magical almost but reality is always much more copastetic when your out of your brain on hash and somekind of bubbly blue life. Stupidly stumbleing laghing bout crack coca

4 Biblical Ways Of Life
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make a

Poetry
I am me Me is she She is I Black and beautiful Voluptuous and your fantasy Intelligent and silly Homely and sweet Sexually obsessive at times Addictive and Optimistic Loving and Appreciative Captivating and understanding Equal Opportunist The ability to do anything I am me Me is she She is I Demanding Possibly possessive Mature and sometimes stupid A sexual being Talented and dream oriented Respectful and selective Open-minded Willing and sometimes a liar Sneaky and secretive Romantic and apologetic Confused and impatient Playful and hard-working I am me Me is she She is I I am PHAT ladies and gentlemen Whether you like it or not Plus sized and loving Every roll on my back Every stretch mark on my body Every dimple in my ass And every time my thighs rub together Is just a reminder of how much of a woman I am I am PHAT ladies and gentlemen Pretty Hot And Tempting

Truth
Ok, honestly, I know that almost none of yas ever read the rantings of some 30 yr old loser that sits home on his computer with nothing better to do in his life than blog his inane thoughts.....................but seriously folks, is our society that pathetic, that it will accept a comercial, staring Ellen Degener-what's-her-fuckin-face, who fought for being accepted for who one is, not for what is thought of them................who has a show promoting these same ideas and principles...............and yet, in a make-up comercial, she says..............quote, "Inner beauty is important, but not nearly as important as outer beauty." And then goes on saying why she uses the make-up she does. Great, send a more positive message to the already disturbed women and girls looking for that one one beaken of light to say they are just fine, nope, remember ladies...............it's your outer beauty that matters, just ask Ellen. And what about the guy that called 911 cuz McDonalds, "Robbed him"

Reflections 2
I've learned in the first 40 years that good girls always finish last..(sounds familiar huh guys??) I've learned that no matter how good your soul is... You're judged by the outside... Because outside beauty never fades right? Unless you marry a plastic surgeon and that doesn't even count.. And you can love someone with every ounce of love in your being and they never see what they had until you've been crushed into a million pieces; that while millions of miles or less than 10 separate you from the one YOU love... If they don't feel the same they will always find ways to make up reasons why not. And there is nothing you can ever do to overcome the power of fear. Ive learned that carrying your heart on your sleeve isn't necessarily a bad thing as long as you remember to keep the string on tight in case you need to pull it back in.. I've learned that I have so much still to learn from my children.. Mainly to never give up on a dream because odds can be beat. We forget that pa

Halloween
Also called ~ Harvest Moon, Shedding Moon, Winterfelleth (Winter Coming), Windermanoth (Vintage Month), Falling Leaf Moon, Ten Colds Moon, Moon of the Changing Season. Correspondences ~ Nature Spirits ~ frost faeries, plant faeries Herbs ~ pennyroyal, thyme, catnip, uva ursi, angelica, burdock Colors ~ dark blue-green Flowers ~ calendula, marigold, cosmos Scents ~ strawberry, apple blossom, cherry Stones ~ opal, tourmaline, beryl, turquoise Trees ~ yew, cypress, acacia Animals ~ stag, jackal, elephant, ram, scorpion Birds ~ heron, crow, robin Deities ~ Ishtar, Asarte, Demeter, Kore, Lakshmi, Horned God, Belili, Hathor Power Flow ~ to let go; inner cleansing. Karma and reincarnation. Justice and balance. Inner harmony. The magic broomstick or, to use its proper name, the besom is an important and largely misunderstood tool of the witch. Gaining its notoriety from the witch finders manuals and woodcuts of mediaeval Europe, it is a tool of a far more ancient

What Grinds My Gears
A friend of mine, Nelcha, has been dealing with this psycho nut-job for a few months now... This guy, David, has basically been spouting libel left and right as well as defamation of character in his blogs, with the local authorities, family, and friends. She extended her hospitality to him in good faith, he completely lied to her, took advantage of her generosity, and now she is going through way too much crap that she is not deserving of. He's been harassing her through email, blogs on myspace, yahoo groups (including the photography groups she runs), craigslist, and more, all in a vain attempt at assassinating her character and professional reputation, and she is definitely undeserving of such. Want to see for yourself? Here's his blog: http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&friendID=45082942 Nut-job. So what I am asking from you to help with this, is to visit his profile at: http://www.myspace.com/wildography Scroll down to the very bottom

Fubar
Is it just me or are kids sole purpose in life is to make your life hell? Its like pulling teeth just to get them to do anything these days. What happened to the days when it was considered discipline when you smacked them on their behind when they did something wrong. Now it's called child abuse and you go to jail for 2 1/2 to 5 years. Holla back a brotha Why is saturday the no man's day? On Friday you know its the beginning of the weekend and Sunday you know you have to go to work the next day, but what about saturday? if you askk me they should just cut the damn day out and skip to sunday. holla back After an epoch series with the TribE, the Nation rose for the ashes and overcame a 3-1 deficit to win the final three games and advance to their 11th World Series appearance. How anybody can be an enemy of the Nation is beyond me. With Josh Beckett and Curt Shilling leading the way and Jonathan Papelbon and Hideki Okajima anchoring the bullpen an David "Big Papi" Ortiz and Manny Ramirez

Nice Guys Finish Last!!!
U know why I hate relationships, because I'm always afraid something will come along and ruin them. Seems to always happen no matter what I do. It seems as soon as I get to the point of smooth sailing, it all goes wrong. Sometimes I wonder if I'm destined to be alone. It sure seems like it. This is for the ladies, I want to know what U think is clingy. I've asked my female friends and all I can get is the obvious answer of alwyas hovering around and never letting the girl go and have time for herself. Then I asked a few questions like is txting a message every day to a girl clingy? Nothing over the top, just a hey babe how was your day? I've heard yes and no. My friends can't reach a concensus so I thought I'd ask if this is clingy or not? I also wanted to know if calling 2 or 3 times a week was clingly. Again I got a mixed response. I know there are variables like how often U see her ect so it's not clear cut, but in general what are your thoughts? I had a girl once who was

Randomness
My eyes are open wide By the way, I made it through the day I watch the world outside By the way, I'm leaving out today Well I just saw Hayley's Comet, she waved Said "why you always running in place? Even the man in the moon disappeared Somewhere in the stratosphere" Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying Sometimes goodbye is a second chance Please don't cry one tear for me I'm not afraid of what I have to say This is my one and only voice So listen close, it's only for today Well I just saw Hayley's Comet, she waved Said "why you always running in place? Even the man in the moon disappeared Somewhere in the stratosphere" Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying Sometimes goodbye is a second chance Here is my chance This is my chanc

My Favorite
TV Shows On DVD Complete | Watch your favorite old and new TV Series on DVD like the wonder years, batman 1960's, boy meets world, columbo, jag, twin peaks, married with children and more in our deep discount DVD online store. Transformers is an animated TV series that premiered on the 1st of September 1984 and lasted on the 1st of November 1987. -Transformers DVD is a collection of DVDs in a box set as shown above, all 100% in chronological order from the pilot to the finale. -The DVDs collection also includes custom artwork and episode guides so you can find your favorite episode at anytime. Bowery Boys was premiered on the 27th of December 1940 and it follows the exploits of a doctor in a poor Bowery section in New York.

Something To Think About
Film Done by a 15-year-old girl -- WOW! Friends~ Easy to lose sight of what really matters when we get so wrapped up in our own lives and our own problems......definitely worth the 5 minutes. This film was made by a 15 year old girl. The following is the hottest thing on the internet and on Fox News today. Lizzie Palmer who put this YouTube program together is 15 years old. There have been over 3,000,000 hits as of this morning. In case you missed it, here it is. Watch all of it.......and, pass it on!! http://www.youtube.com/v/ervaMPt4Ha0&autoplay=1 An attractive woman from New York was driving through a remote part of Arizona when her car broke down. An Indian on horseback came along and offered her a ride to a nearby town. She climbed up behind him on the horse and they rode off. The ride was uneventful except that every few minutes the Indian would let out a whoop so loud that it would echo from the surrounding hills.

Sakura Ryus Aka Me Poems
A Hidden person! There are people who hide their true face, They do this at their own expense, They are the fallen angles that fell from god’s grace, They are afriad of his excellence, They are afraid of thier Failure, Those people that are usually sweet, They did something that was a bummer, That their end was done by someone you can’t meet, They ended up as soul less beings as cold as stone, because of the feelings they couldn’t show, For if they showed any they would be gone, The lord made it so that any that should find out anything they would be turned to snow, When a person who almost always smiles and that loves to help others plants flower seeds, But instead of the flowers they so hoped would bloom the only thing they recived is a pile of weeds! Very first poem i ever did and posted online A Kitsune And A Lioness Once there was a Fox, But there was also a Lioness, The fox was found in a fix, When a Lioness broke it's loneliness, She cared for the poo

I've Got Those, Swollen Hand Blues...
After I got the itch, one person said yes... and well.. it's done. I am over being a fucking blonde :D (I swear I tend to take on the characteristics of a blonde when I am one too lol) This hair cut probably looks hotttttt in all black ... I might save a small mohawk of blonde *shrug* who knows... new pics soon ^_^ He's awesome as hell, is chill and seems to be on the same vibe as I am.. here's to new friends! Looked up to see our compatibility (mind you this isn't just a love thing it's a relationship friends family.. whoever compatibility site....) SUN SAGITTARIUS-SAGITTARIUS There is great camaraderie between you. A love of traveling and a restless wanderlust are traits that you have in common. Both of you are optimists and you love to shoot for the stars. Minor details annoy you and pettiness is abhorrent to you. You have a youthful enthusiasm, and have a spirited, progressive outlook on life. With so much in common, you are able to have a wonderful time toge

Contests
Hello Everyone! I am hosting my first contest starting today (April 14th) at Noon EST and running until the 28th at Noon EST. The Contestants Are: š.SAY.š http://fubar.com/user/1243989 Scooter http://fubar.com/user/888324 Ladystartara http://fubar.com/user/1143109 chris aka 'PROUD MEMBER OF CLUB FAR/FU HUBBY TO ANGELMORN http://www.fubar.com/user/150569 ♫ôChuggyô♫~the Naked*asst.mgr.@the~REAL~Red~Dragon~Loungeô♫ http://www.fubar.com/user/1365904 Deadman Walking http://fubar.com/user/1646357 Mz Chaos http://fubar.com/user/1029198 *****Disqualified! Rule specifically stated no green accounts and one was bombing her. When I went to visit the green account it no longer existed.

My Pride And Joy !
This was the announcment made by MY big sister today,About My Neice Caitlyn who is TAKIN ON THE WORLD ! !!!! Hi Everyone ~ Most of you know that Caitlyn has been extremely involved with our local YMCA since she was about 12 yrs. old. She has worked hard and accomplished a lot and all of her HARD Work has given her the best reward!!! In case you don't know...in Missouri the local YMCA's pick a "Student of the Year" and this year our branch picked Caitlyn! With this she was awarded a 2 year Scholarship to Lindenwood University!! This is a $33,000 Scholarship!!!! Each Branch winner is then Interviewed by the State Association for the Y and 1 Student of the Year is awarded a Full-Four Year Scholarship to Lindenwood! Caitlyn's Interview is Scheduled for October 29th! So everyone keep your fingers crossed and say a prayer that she is selected!! If not that's OK we are Grateful the 2 Year Scholarship!! But the other GOOD news is that today....Caitlyn received her

Painful Reflections
; Rate my poem, Go here I tried to start anew But what has happened to you? You are suddenly gone When I wake to see the dawn You are still not here So I shed another tear So back up goes the wall No one can touch it all My heart is safely put away and will not see the light of day Behind those walls made of steel that help me to not feel. The pain is real Its all I feel. These tears they fall I cannot stop them at all. Freely they flow Will they ever go? Can I forget and live without regret? This pain will disappear When I shed my last tear.

Ranting
I sit here letting the tears wash down over my face because I no longer exist to the one that said he would help me. I sit here in tears because the one that is suppose to be here for me when I have questions or am confused no longer sees me. I sit here in tears because to him I no longer matter and it has begun to turn my heart to stone once more. I sit here in tears because I know that nothing I do will meet his approval, and that no matter how hard I try I am always wrong. I sit here with tears washing over my face because I let myself love him only to have him reject that love and use it against me. I find myself sitting here in tears more and more often and the only thing I can say is that tears are good to cleanse the soul, but why is it he can bring me to all these tears just by not doing as he says. I must be a terrible person that no one feels I have feelings also and can just be walked on. I know I am not the best person at times that I can be and fr that I

My Songs
Ancient valley deep within the mountains Where nobody goes, the river flows Roaring, tumbling over cliffs, through caverns Where no light has known, no bird has flown Blood of Sacred Mother flowing effortless forever Worshiped in bygone days, Our Blessed ancient ways Black cloud looming in the highlands Pouring torrent, raging flood Tearing boulders from the hillside Claws shearing stone to mud Mountains washing to the ocean Mighty trees come sweeping down River reclaims plain and valley Biggest city, smallest town Sunlight shining on the azure waters Quiet serpent twists through the mists Fertile giver our Mother River Murmur peaceful song, soft and long Danu by a willow sings to the river daughters Lullabies, shining fireflies How powerful our Mother River Her ageless beauty flowing free Peaceful blessings for our orchards Bringing life to bush and tree Turn high mountains into powder Carving canyons through the land Ripping down the strongest fortress

Harinbone's Graphics
Remember in the old superman movies where superman waz put into a crystal and put into space for ever... Well this is the chicken version, But i caught the chicken shitting!!! what do U think? this is the BackGround Pic I made for the past recent Graphics..

Coldness Of Life & Death
Why is it that no matter who it is we trust...Family, friends, our lover....That it seems inevitable that we get hurt, torn, abused, neglected, ignored....It pains me so to even begin to care for someone....Never in my life has it been easy to give someone my heart....Sadly no matter how hard I try to fight caring I give in eventually!!...Slipping into the routine that has been lain by so many before....Me here loving and caring and them there so cold and callous...Well this has got to stop....I beg those who are close to me to forgive the distance I have been putting between us...I am just sick of being the one who seems to get sucked in and pulled down and I don't want that anymore....If you have hurt me then you know more than anyone else I will tell you that I'm hurting...If not then please do not worry....Just give me time to sort out the crazy thoughts and feelings inside.... Touching your photograph; tears falling from my red and swollen eyes. Those words ringing in my

Compliment
HOW ADAM GOT EVE-PRICELESS Adam was hanging around the garden of Eden feeling very lonely. So, God asked him, "What's wrong with you?" Adam said he didn't have anyone to talk to. God said that He was going to make Adam a companion and that it would be a woman. He said, "This pretty lady will gather food for you, she will cook for you, and when you discover clothing, she will wash it for you. She will always agree with every decision you make and she will not nag you, and will always be the first to admit she was wrong when you've had a disagreement. She will praise you! She will bear your children. and never ask you to get up in the middle of the night to take care of them. "She will NEVER have a headache and will freely give you love and

This Is What A Woman Really Wants
Our laughter rises higher The longer we're together Separately we're great Together, we are better It's hardly ever me It's mostly only us We cannot be separated Not with a plane, train, or bus I've always got her back And she's always got mine We're looking out for each other All the given time You could say we're friends The absolute best But she is my sister Compared to the rest And you might not understand us That just means we're being who we are Acting like retards, sisters at heart Whether we are by each others sides or far Partners in crime Sisters disguised as friends We'll always be that way Until the very end She can hear the water dripping off in the distance. It's annoying but not what's keeping her awake. Lying in her bed, staring at the ceiling that she cannot see in the darkness, there is only one thought. Her heart hurts. Pressed for specifics, she couldn't tell you why. Things have been good recently. Work, school, and the kids

Striapach Sadai
Living in New England is like being in a whole different country. We use different nouns for common every day items, such as; 1. Bureau = dresser. 2. Side board = counter top 3. Tag sale = garage sale 4. Soda = pop 5. Italians = subs 6. Cunnin' = cute 7. Built like a brick sh*t house = hunk 8. Dooryard = more than likely the front yard, but whatever yard the door opens up to. 9. Johnnie = Hospital gown. ***Here are some useful sayings and pronunciations to help on your visit to our fair New England.*** Going to college in Boston? "Mary-mutha-ah-gawd, you gotta be wicked smaht!" But we bet you don't know some things. Like, what's a three decka? A packie? How about a rotary? Ever banged a U-ey? Worn dungarees or ordered a frappe? Even a Rhodes scholar would have a tough time deciphering the language Boston calls its own. "New Englanders have had a long and strong tradition of eccentric ways of expressing themselves, especially in Boston," said

Personal Ads/posts From My Past...
Cuddle Buddy I know this is a longshot, but here goes......... Cute, curvaceous woman of color seeks sweet, single guy for gratuitous cuddling and affection. Love to embrace, hug, kiss, hold hands, give/receive back rubs and sit around talking/ lie around spooning. Let me be clear: I am NOT looking for a sexual thing just someone to feed my craving for true intimacy and honest touch, someone who genuinely misses the "Affection Connection" as much as I do. Not getting this basic human need met since out of partnership several months ago. Be clean, non-smoking and 30-50 years of age. Serious replies only. Pic 4 pic. Closet BBW love? Okay, what is the deal with guys who seem to love a BBW woman when the doors are closed or the lights are down, but don't have the stones to pursue one when their friends are around? They profess their desire, yet you don't actually see them dating one in the open. Or they want a hook up with a BBW to fulfill some deep-seated fantasy about bein

Book Tour Schedule
When an out-of-work actor with a penchant for ultra-violent sex teams up with an amateur pornographer, the result is a lucrative business filled with unimaginable horrors. Only when things take an incestuous turn, does Jack Sanders learn the dangers of the snuff film business. The mutilated bodies turning up across California are nothing compared to the revenge-driven imagination of a victim’s father. Bodily fluids splatter the pages of “Snuff” as glimpses of Jack’s abusive childhood and shattered dreams build up to an unforgettable climax. Brace yourself for an unapologetic experiment in brutality Written by Eric Enck and Adam Huber. Will be released on May 10th 2008. It will be available at Borders Bookstores, Barnes and Noble, amazon.com, the horrormall, hot topic, Walmart.com and Target.com This is a brutal and deeply evil novel. AUTUMN BOOK TOUR Dover Delaware Walden Books October 27th and 28th 1-4pm Signing TELL ME YOUR NAME, THE RECKONIN

Poems I Love... There All Sweet And Loving
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love. - Chris Messick - A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like s

Thoughts
what is it with people on messenger? If you leave your status as availible and heaven forbid you leave the glue spot that your ass sticks to for awhile, they automatically assume that for some fucked up reason your "ignoring" them and get all pissy about it. People, wake the fuck up and grow some common sense! What is on the other end of that screen is a HUMAN BEING, who has an actual life outside of talking to your ass, or in some cases putting up with you. And what about those ones who if you dont answer in a short amount of time, they repeatedly hit the BUZZ button...........That is the worst thing to do to someone who suffers from migranes! I cant stand when people do that. Its like they think you have to drop everything your doing right now to answer them.......and its usually stupid shit too. Then you get those ones that if someone they know writes a blog(which is usually just thoughts or bullshit words anyways)that points to everyone in general they automatically assume that

To Someone They Know Who
Im not doing this to be mean. Just i feel poems can say lot for how you feel.If i think back on the time we had together was the grestest thing. You did make a differnce in my life.To know our love was strong, i know you loved me and i loved you.I hold you close to my heart forever and always. Your still the one that know more about me then everyone does. Yes In the end we might not be together but think we still got each together and the one thing i love. I love the fact we are still friend and still close as forever. I still wanna be in your life, still be the one you can feel you can tell anything to. To be able to love each other as bestfriend. YEs you have a place in my heart that special just for you. Yes you can Touch me like no one has. I feel your pain and your tears. I hurt when your sad, i cry when you cry.... just like that bestfriend poem...When your sad or hurt i want to be there to help you up to let you know everything will be okay. I want to be there when you tell me a

Erotic Stories
After a long day of work for both of us, we kick off our shoes and stretch out on the couch. "I've been on my feet all day" you say as you rub your feet across my thigh. Taking a nylon clad foot in both hands and slowly rubbing and kneading the tense muscles of your foot. As you let out a soft sigh and rub the other foot on the outside of my hands, and I give it the same slow loving treatment as the other. "Now would you like for me to get the massage oil and finish what I've started?" I whisper to you with a knowing smile on my lips. "Aren't you back yet", you giggle as you caress my beard with your toes. Coming back with the massage oil, and two towels, I stop and turn the stereo on and put on some soft relaxing music and light the candles we have in the room. Knealing at your waist, my hands glide under your skirt and slowly pull down your pantyhose. You feel my fingers light caress your thighs as I remove the nylon from them...getting down til the nylons slide off your feet and I

My Goal...
thanks to everyone who gave me fuBucks! i finally got the spotlight! i cant believe it! much luv to 2 of my gurls that helped me the most! ArmyWifey@ fubar MJ@ fubar my goal is to win the spotlight on my birthday (6 nov 07)... i have almost 2,000,000 fuBucks, but lately its been 3 million or more... if u all have sum spare fuBucks laying around that ur not using, i would greatly appreciate em! much thanks and luv to the few that have already gave me sum... :) well the bid for tomorrow's spotlight is already over 4 million and i dont think i can come up with any more fuBucks... all morning i have had people say "well wat u gonna do for me?" type shit... y do they hafta start that today????? no1 else has asked me for anything in return! i tell them i will fan them like i did for everyone else that sent me some, but that's not good enuff i guess... oh, if i send a pic of my feet, one guy would send me some... yeah right! my feet????? ummmmmmmm, wats the word i

Lyrics
[Intro: T-Pain (Fabolous) {J.D.}] I try to play cool Actin like what you do don't phase me, don't phase me Meanwhile I'm sittin at home, all alone Tryin to keep myself from goin crazy When I'm in the house, when I think about When I see you out, when I hear about {T-Pain} I want my baby back! {'Lo-so} And I thought it would be easy but it's hard for me to let you GO~! (Baby don't) GO! (Baby don't) go! (Baby don't) go (baby don't) {y'all know what this is} [Fabolous] Now I'm better than your ex, gon' be better than your next Baby Screwed Up so you better be from Tex-as Can't seem to doubt that I creamed her out Now you dream about how I turned Nieman out Nothin to scream about just back your Beemer out Pack it up in the trunk, go back to Kima house Cause I can play cool, but I can't play fool There's options in break up, you ever play pool? Better do you cause I damn sure does me And what your buzz be is only because of me The wifey, hus-by, never was me I does

My Blogs Ppl!!
how long can a man be pushed before he looses complete control? how long can u be pushed til sanity has been streached till it has broke,and insanity shows its evil head? how much can 1 person take before they begin to forget who they truely r?with the complicity of the human brain no one can tell a persons true breaking point,but when it happens everyone wants to point fingers at the people who snap instead of accepting the monster that socity has created,u dont agree with this concept,fuck you 1. When drunk, I tend to... -Be flirty 2. Do you talk about religion or deep meaningful things? -Nope 3. Do you Cry? -Not really but I came close to it this past sat 4. Do you get Angry? -Not usually. 5. Do you puke? -Every once in a while 6. After 7 beers what are you doing? -Reaching for the 8th one 7. Your favorite drink is? -Southern Comfort... 100proof 8. Tequila does what to you? -It gets me drunk quick... I get emotional also but not sad or anything, just the

Paul's Poems
A Friend By Paul Mays I searched among the card displays, To see if I could find, A little something that would say Just what was on my mind. However there was not a one, That captured it just right, For no one else can understand Just what I'd like to write. I even find it difficult To try to write it down, For how do I portray to you, The love that I have known? I close my eyes and what I see, Is someone I adore; A person who is beautiful, Right down into their soul. Mere words cannot describe The many qualities you show, The love and caring nature that You share with those who know. Your kind and gentle temperament, Your sweet angelic smile, Your softly spoken sentiments, That reach across the miles. Your smile and laugh that sparkle with The softness of your sighs, The way your face lights up a room ... That twinkle in your eye. The loving gestures through the years, That quickly come to mind, For always you've a gentle word To cal

Suzanne
Hi…I am Suzanne. I am writing this blog to talk about me. I have been accused of being vague in my “about me section”..as well as likes and dislikes…so here goes.. I am from Detroit. I live in Metamora now, but in between I lived in Florida, for 15 yrs. I consider myself to be well traveled. I choose to live here. I like the seasons. I was married 22 yrs. Now I'm not. It’s different. But, I am okay… I am happy easygoing person. I love my life and my family. My friends are the best! Likes.... Jesus & Butterflys, kittens, Faries, (and the travel gnome) Dragons, rice, Chinese Food ..(eaten with chop sticks), Coffee, Guys with do-rags, Vegetables, Museums, walking in the woods, camping at the Lake, Word games, euchre’/cards, Firemen & Ems, Military, Jeans & tennis shoes, Quiet time, Jello shots, CARTOONS, Computers/ MAC, Toys, 4-wheelers Paintball/laser tag, Video games (gamer),My Space, Being sarcastic Traveling…flying

Mypersonal Stuff
9/11 World Trade Center Beams- Indiana Motorcycle Escort Ride in Calendar, Motorcycle Rides Expected to be completed by the tenth anniversary, Indianapolis is expanding it’s memorial to the 9/11 terriorist attacks with addition of two beams from the World Trade Center. These beams will be arriving in Indiana on April 9 with the assistance of a motorcycle escort from the American Legion Riders, Indiana State Police and other parties. Those steel beams will be the focal point of Project 9/11 Indianapolis. The Memorial will be dedicated on September 11, 2011, the 10th anniversary of one of the darkest days in American history. Project 9/11 Indianapolis will be built at 421 West Ohio Street along the White River Canal. It will become a part of the city landscape that includes the USS Indianapolis Memorial and the Medal of Honor Memorial. The steel beams are currently being stored in Hangar 18 at JFK Airport in New York. Hangar 18 is an 80,000 square foot hangar that houses all the ar

Yo!~
I cant see myself paying for the chance to look at some pics and I feel that anyone who does is lame,desperate,and sick.If U can't get any thats one thing but to have to pay for online Pics is crazy.Blast or no Blast,U cant get nothing from me but a rate and a comment.U feel different then thats your opinion and i have mine. NuttinButtSexxy U DUDES ON HERE REALLY GOT A NERVE TO COME AND HATE ON ME WHEN U LOOK LIKE ROAD KILL.JUST BECAUSE U FIND IT COOL TO PAY FOR A FEMALES BLAST SO U CAN LOOK AT HER TITS IS UR PROBLEM,DON'T MAKE ME UR PROBLEM.I DON'T LOOK FOR FRIENDS ON HERE AND DON'T NEED ANY SO THE HELL WITH THE LOW RATES AND THE FAGS ON HERE LOOKING AT MY PAGE FOR WAYS TO ATTRACT THE LADIES.U NEED ADVICE IT COSTS AND FRANKLY I DON'T SEE ANY DUDES ON HERE THAT CAN COVER THE BILL.SO, TO ALL U DUDES ON HERE LOOKING FOR DRAMA SAVE IT BECAUSE I'M NOT THE ONE.GOTO A BAR AND THROW A DRINK IN SOMEONES FACE IF U WANT TO BE A THUG.DON'T COME ONLINE LOOKING FOR TROUBLE,IT WON'T BOOST YOUR PRO

Fubar's Next Godmother!
♥lilhoochiefromdownunda™ ♥ has AUTO 11s!!! Alex is a really good friend of mine and she is just 300k from becoming a Godmother. She only has a little under 300 photos. Please give her a good, hard spanking. Thank you and have a great night. ♥lilhoochiefromdownunda™ ♥:@ fubar Brought to you by..... RedZ28@ fubar Until she's fubar's next Godmother. There are two HHs left and her Auto-11's are activated. She will spank you back hard. St3ph4ni3~Rate Spankers member@ fubar She's under 200k points to go, please help! cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH =] ♥@ fubar

Workaholic
Update on Phils condition in hospital. He took a tumble down some stairs suffered a mild concussion along with a gran mall siezure he is expected to be released by friday. He asks that everyone love him up and he will return all those who have left comments or PMs, He will be doing a godmode to show his thanks to friends and family. Thank You A family member Update on Phil's condition He took a fall down a set of stairs recieving a mild concussion along with a granmal siezure. he should be released on friday. He says all rates will be returned from comments and from PMs. Please show him lots of love, he will be doing a godmode to show thanks to friends and family.

Odds N Ends
This got to me...Talk about a dumb-ass coming onto fubar to check chic's out. Of course he says with me being pregnant I am not sexy! So I was rated a 1. Then he gets hell for it an came back to rate a 10 and then re-rate a 1. :P To the dumb ass...here is the screen-shot of what he had stated about me being a military wive vs to him being the military. Doesn't matter that I had served overseas as well. *SHITHEAD* Plus his profile link! JimmyV@ fubar *A friend did a mumm and got me thinking. But first is what he said below... "As humans when it comes to the people we love(family and friends) and the ones we are in love with(gf/bf/husband/wife) we make sacrifices that could benefit us for things that benefit them. So what if whats being sacrificed is something that can make you happy? Something you know will bring happiness to your life but problem is someone you love(family or friend) has that. Lets say you make the sacrifice but everytime you see them happy, you are happy

This Is How I Feel
Cop provisions feed my addictions mistakes I made then I opened up the holes and they crawled in, Now when it's time for the feed they won't let me forget, They ride upon my back and they'll fuck me with their need, My invisible enemies all my monkeys Their coming they're coming their coming they're coming to take me away. Disgusted with my position so submissive I am the only way we get away is give in sharpen up the razors stab the needles into pipes to kill cravings so sick of this in me can't stand the want to need can't get free always got a grip on me There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation obedience subservience leads to substance Give it to me, give it to me Leave my motivation to chemical dependency no room for patience Don't want it need it come on right now [Chorus voice 2] Everything I've become now is everything I didn't want to be Every time I try to run away I fall on my face they drag me back Every time I try to

My Rants, Raves And Other Things
=FTW= NO REGRETS!!!!!!!@ fubar We are going to try and split up our crew into a day crew and night crew to help better with leveling. So could you please let myself or urgirl2006 know which one you would like to be on. urgirl2006 is in charge of the day crew so if thats what you want please let him know. To help members see if they want to be day or night thats pst time that fubar runs on so anyone like me from Australasia its nite time fubar time but day time for us. please let me know if you want nite crew or urgirl2006 ~ MANAGMENT OF THE FIRE AND ICE CREW & ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar if you want day crew. thanks urgirl2006 and wayne and the fire and ice leveling family Layout Comments Graphics Thanksgiving Images New Comment Codes HOT

Jokes
The IRS decides to audit Grandpa, and summons him to the IRS office. The IRS auditor was not surprised when Grandpa showed up with his attorney. The auditor said, 'Well, sir, you have an extravagant lifestyle and no full-time employment, which you explain by saying that you win money gambling. I'm not sure the IRS finds that believable.' I'm a great gambler, and I can prove it,' says Grandpa. 'How about a demonstration?' The auditor thinks for a moment and said, 'Okay. Go ahead.' Grandpa says, 'I'll bet you a thousand dollars that I can bite my own eye.' The auditor thinks a moment and says, 'It's a bet.' Grandpa removes his glass eye and bites it. The auditor's jaw drops. Grandpa says, 'Now, I'll bet you two thousand dollars that I can bite my other eye.' Now the auditor can tell Grandpa isn't blind, so he takes the bet. Grandpa removes his dentures and bites his good eye. The stunned auditor now realizes he has wagered and lost th

What I Want ...
Find Me Here Speak To Me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light That's leading me To the place where I find peace again. You are the strength, that keeps me walking. You are the hope, that keeps me trusting. You are the light to my soul. You are my purpose...you're everything. How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? You calm the storms, and you give me rest. You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall. You steal my heart, and you take my breath away. Would you take me in? Take me deeper now? How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? Cause you're all I want, You're all I need You're everything,everything You're all I want your all I need You're everything, everything. You're all I

Agents
Agent halo was a go send so to speak . She was ex millitary and a hellicopter pilot. Needless to say she was an essintial part of the team. She allowed us to get into a heavily infested area with her famous halo drops. On top of it she could manoves that bird through the toughest terain as well as the most ransacked city. SHe would come to serv a major asset to the group in many tough situations. Able to fly in and extract a team with in minutes. Unlike some other agents she was sent to us after her terms of duty were up shes been a member for a good while now and were greatfull for her contribution to this team log entry111907 end transmission .......... Finally our back up arrived it had been a while since our last communications with HQ . Wouldnt you know it they sent the blood pack .At least thats what i call them and for good reasons. These to couple of riff raff were anything but normal when i found them i didn't know if they were infected or insane . I later came

Pimp Out
I would like to introduce you all to my new owner Seamushardcore! Please drop by and show him mad love. I promise you will not regret it. ~Seamushardcore~ While your at it please make sure to drop by and show these four lovely ladies some love also. It will be well worth your time! Èvîl Àñgël †Ðëмõñ Ç®ëш ÀΜ Šhïƒt Lëâðë®†{Shadow Leveler}«Mad Hatter»-Owned by Seamushardcore- broken_hearted420 proud bbw~{shadow levelers}~ owned by Seamushardcore Lucie in the Sky Sinful Pleasures - SBC - Pu$$ycat Playmate - FU Bomber - Owned By Brett & ~Seamushardcore~ This has been brought to you by:

Demon Crew Points To Level
Today tues 16th, I may not be around we have just been informed that mum is going for further amputation on her leg since the infections not been healed after last amputation,, they are now going amputate to mid thigh and with mums state of health its only a 40% chance her pulling through.. the outcome of operation depends if im on later or taking few days off ,, tc love n respects Claymore aka GYPSY Update 17th,,,, mum didnt get op yesteday due to falling + rising blood sugar levels, so we are expecting it happen later today, so another frettfull day coming up ... Updated 17th 23.20pm BST... mum got further amputation ( its now about 5" above knee) she pulled through afer small hiccup and waiting near 5 hrs for blood sugar levels and insuline hypo to subside, then a further near 2hrs in prep and the op took just over 1.5 hrs. shes doing well and its now hopefully just a case of recovery and healing,,thanks all whom showed / sent love for her mosy obliged ..

Blonde Jokes(i'm Blonde Too)lol
The Sheriff in a small town walks out in the street and sees a blonde cowboy, coming down the walk with nothing on but his cowboy hat, gun and his boots, so he arrests him for Indecent Exposure. As he is locking him up, the Sheriff asks him, "Why in the world are you dressed like this?" The Cowboy says "Well it's like this Sheriff... I was in the bar down the road, when this pretty little red head asks me to go out to her motor home with her, and so I did... We go inside and she pulls off her top and asks me to pull off my shirt, so I did. Then she pulls off her skirt and asks me to pull off my pants, so I did. Then she pulls off her panties and asks me to pull off my shorts, so I did. Then she gets on the bed and looks at me kind of hot and sexy and says, "Now go to town, cowboy... And so here I am." Blonde Men do exist. Us blondes aren't dumb Not all dumbs are blonde You have such beautiful blonde hair - why in the world did you dye your roots black?

The Mind Of "streak" Danny
BREATHE (Lawless) You don't have to hear my heart beat All you need is to look into my eyes And tell me I'm the one you heart needs I'n the only one you run to in the night Oh let me burn the words forever mine Across your heart, across your mind Take your hands and feel my heart beat come and let me feel it in your eyes All you have to do is touch me Oh and lay your flame across my fire Oh let me spread your wings and come inside And take your heart and make you mine Come and lay down your heart on me All that I wanna feel is Breathe in me Lay down your heart on me Feel you inside of me Breathe on me Come and take me on, take me down Oh take me all the way There's only one way Only one thing I need, all I need Take me way down Come and lay down on me The word yes can mean lots of thinggs like...do you want a coke? yes i do thank you. Webster Definition of yes...... Main Entry: 1yes Pronunciation: --yes Function: adv

Music For The Soul
So with this drink I can surrender and ten later I pretend To have you to hold you I relive all the things I should've said Like what's wrong I'm not well 200 miles yeah it sure is far Can I go back when we We're honeymooning and the time was right? Wait for me I'll make it up. So I'll kill the doubt I'll put the fire out Extinguish everything Might even forget your name Waiting for you Come back And let me off the hook again. So with this drink I can forget her and ten later I pretend That it's not me It's just not me I'll place the blame on anyone I see So forget it I'm done with this Too many feelings of an old regret Convincing it's convincing the way I lie and leave it all behind So I'll kill the doubt I'll put the fire out Extinguish everything Might even forget your name Waiting for you Come back and let me off the hook again. Wait for me I'll make it up CARRYING YOUR LOVE WITH ME Baby all I got is this beat up leather bag. An

Medical Nightmare!!!
it has been over a year since the illness hit me. never did find out exactly what the hell it was. happy to say that it hasnt come back and i hope and pray it never does. thought i would le you know. hugs and kisses, patricia received good news today.... no anuerysm or brain tumor yea!!! bad news is.... they also still don't know what is wrong with me. have another mri schedualed for the 1/18...this time to look at my back for a pinched nerve. i dont understand how something in my back can cause problems with my vision and cause blinding stabbing pain in my head??, but i can understand how it can affect my motor skills. i just want the crap fixed... now more good news...lmao john is getting his brains screwed out tonight since i dont have to worry about my head blowing up now....wohoo!!!i'm getting laid...rotflmao. hugs and kisses, patricia have a merry christmas and remember to thank god for your blessings this is an update on the test i just had run. we are currently play

Sexual
Whats your sex style?Fierce Sex StyleStraight to it! No time for kissing and touching here... Maybe the heat of the moment...But always great! Leaving them wanting MORE EACH TIME!!!!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic A little kid was sitting on the top of a flight of stairs and his Mum was watching him. The kid had a bag of jelly beans. He put one in his mouth, ate it, grabbed the cat and bit it. Then dropped down to the next step, put another jelly bean in his mouth,ate it, bit the cat again and dropped down to the next step.His mum, wondered what he was doing and went up and asked him. He replied: "I'm playing Trucker," said the kid, "Poppin Pills, Eating P***y and Movin'on." How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as A Slave To BDSMAdmit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some p

I'm Back
Vinton is in a auction and wants YOU!! Come blow this hottie outta the water with some hard hitting bids... Show her you got what it takes! Show her the love.. But most of all SHOW HER THE MONEY!!! (repost of original by '☠Trâçý Mngr of Pîtbúll Mãfïå ☠/ Pròùd BBW of Fubar!' on '2008-02-01 17:18:35') I made this music player at

Thanks To All
I just wanted to wish all my fubar family and friends a very happy and safe holiday season,each one of you is special and important to me and i wish i was able to give each one of you something your heart desires for christmas but all i have to give is my love and friendship and let you all know how important and special you are to me,you guys are the best friends any one could hope for.i already got my christmas present,your friendship,love you all,biker heart i am so sorry i have not been able to bomb too much the last few days,i have been having trouble with the inner net,when i do finally get on i freeze up have to shut down and go back in. its really frustrating when ya wanna help someone and cannt.i was bombing the watcher the other night,froze and got booted off.i had to have the cable company come to day and he said there had been trouble with the lines,please dont think i have not wanted to help,i am totally frustated and sorry for not being able to help out the past few da

Songs That I Love
sorry blame it on me [Intro: Akon] As life goes on I'm startin to learn more and more about responsibility And I realize that everything I do is affectin the people around me So I wanted to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done and things that haven't occured yet And things that they don't want to take responsibility for [Akon] I'm sorry for the times that I left you home I was on the road and you were alone I'm sorry for the times that I had to go I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know That you were sittin home just wishin we could go back to when it was just you and me I'm sorry for the times I would neglect I'm sorry for the times I disrespect I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not away That you can't sleep at night when I am not there Because I'm in the streets like every day I'm sorry for the things that I did not say Like how you are the best t

Leveling Up
Ok this wonderful kind woman has helped so many people on here with there leveling and has never once asked to return the love back at all. As of right now she needs 11 million points to level. Which YES that is alot of points to come down and YES she is one of the highest people on this site. Really that shouldn't matter at all. If that really matters and ur her friend on here and she has helped u out. then really ur one of the people that should go by her page and do something about it. if not. then u should remove her as a friend and so on But really there is 1.6 million people on this site and if everyone on this site goes and rates 1 album of hers or even some of her stash. Then this could be done. ¢¾ BooBoo ¢¾ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar So if u can PLEASE go by her page and show her some luv by rating some of her stuff. Lets all see if we can get BOOBOO to level 27 within a few days!!! Amitola Nidawi NEEDS YOUR HELP!!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*

6 Months Of Frustration
I should turn the blade from me to you. punish you for all the things you do. twist the knife and watch you lose your mind. this is your dead end and i feel fine. there is another sky ever serene and fair and there is my sky though it be darkness here never mind my faded forests never mind my silent fields there there be a little forest whose lear is ever green here there be a dismal garden there frost has never been i hold fading flowers there i hear the bright bee hum i must find the other sky I am still wandering In front of you here I am still waiting For you to appear Pre Chorus I need someone to see me standing here I need someone to save me from my fear Doesn't matter to me Doesn't matter to you anyhow No one can see me standing here No one can save me from my fear Doesn't matter to me Doesn't matter to you anyhow I'm still waiting for you to NOTICE ME NOW NOTICE ME NOW Weak and powerless thats who I am I can not stay

Fellatio Secrets
One of the first problems encountered when learning to perform fellatio was a gag reflex, especially when dealing with men who seem to always want to force their penis as far as they can get it in. (Especially at the moment when they cum!) According to the statistics, the awkwardness of this situation is confirmed by considering that the average length of your oral cavity is three to three and a half inches while the average penis, in North America, is approximately five and a half inches. As difficult as it may sound, many have overcome the gag reflex and can take most if not all of their partner into the land of deep-throating. Getting over this hump simply takes practice, ideally on an object that isn’t attached to something that has the tendency to push deeper when you want to abort… If your partner doesn’t fall victim to the urge to palm your head like a basketball, live training can work… but if all else fails, a popsicle can be a good starter. Just remember t

The Way I Feel
I feel as if i am living a lie i dont even feel like im alive ive tried acting like everythings okay but i think its driving me insane i just dont care anymore not much is worth fighting for everyday is almost the same extra bull shit to put me in pain when will this crap be done i threw in the towel kudos you won im sick and tired of this stupid game sitting around and listening to people complain waiting months 2 see a doctor for them to say youll be just fine go on about your way i used to be so very kind but these assholes have made me speak my mind how do we have leaders without any balls why are they so afraid to take the fall what ever happened to being strong what the hell went so terribly wrong they are supposed to be some kind of buffer but say fuck it let the slaves suffer dont give you time to handle your shit but the second they can they split they dont care about anyone else and only look out for them selves i guess ill walk around like everythi

Thought Of The Day!
You all remember Sheriff Joe Arpaio of Arizona , who painted the jail cells pink and made the inmates wear pink prison garb. Well......... SHERIFF JOE IS AT IT AGAIN! Oh, there's MUCH more to know about Sheriff Joe! Maricopa County was spending approx. $18 million dollars a year on stray animals, like cats and dogs. Sheriff Joe offered to take the department over, and the County Supervisors said okay. The animal shelters are now all staffed and operated by prisoners. They feed and care for the strays. Every animal in his care is taken out and walked twice daily. He now has prisoners who are experts in animal nutrition and behavior. They give great classes for anyone who'd like to adopt an animal. He has literally taken stray dogs off the street, given them to the care of prisoners, and had them place in dog shows. The best part? His budget for the entire department is now under $3 million. Teresa and I adopted a Weimaraner from a Maricopa County she

~fire And Ice Crew~
NO ONE but managment will blog about leveling someone....if we already have people in line to be leveled then they need to send us the link in our email and wait in line We are going to try and split up our crew into a day crew and night crew to help better with leveling. So could you please let myself or wayne know which one you would like to be on. Wayne is in charge of the night crew so if thats what you want please let him know to let wayne know wayne "aussie_storm_chaser~Member of the Fire and Ice Family~"@ fubar WANNA MEET SOME GREAT PEOPLE AND HAVE A GOOD TIME ?? THEN COME CHECK US OUT..WE ARE A WORK IN PROGRESS BUT WE ARE R~O~C~K~I~N~G AND HAVING FUN !! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52214

Friends Writings To Me
your love is precious I want you to know that you are the pillar of my life that make me stand. You are the sun light that make my life bright and shine. I want you to know that you mean the whole world to me and without you my life is incomplete. My love for you is deeper than that of the Ocean. My love for you is endless like the sky,without you in my life am nothing,your love to me is the most important thing in my life, You are the angel of my life and i will always love you.your always in my heart my words are true you have brighten my life I cherish your heart and your love love mark aka taz God's Gift One day when God felt generous, He looked down at me and smiled, "Since I feel so magnanimous, I'd like to give you something, child." He asked me what I wanted, I said, "Oh, really nothing more, You've done so much already." He said, "That's what God is for." "You have been pretty good," He said, I know there's not much that you seek, I

The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. You know you're fat when you have to wipe ya ass from the front!!! Hey no offense to anyone..I've been there I know...lol HAVE A GREAT DAY!! As he lays me down to hit... I pray is dick ain't small as shit... And if his dick ain't long and thick... I pray he's good at lickin' clit!!!

Kelli's News
After a rather long talk Dante and I are back together. He was just as upset as I was at what had happened. My Ex caused the issues between us and as we talked he confided in me that some of the things my ex said he could tell were lies and blow up to LOOK worse than they really were, but that's my ex, He's a drama king. If there's no drama he ain't happy. I'm soooooooooooooooooo happy that Dante and I are together again, He really completes me, He's my second love, My late husband holds the first love spot. Dante and Kelli forever and always. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo. I got my GED on October 24, 2008 and got alot of jokes that now I am an offical smartass and I have the papers to prove it. I came within 250 points of a perfect score. Go me I rock. Ialso finialized my divorce, I had to go through the "back door" so my ex couldn't forge my papers to stop me and I didn't file in my home state so he can't track that either, but it's final and I'm free. I als

Words I Love
Wrong Reason It is not always the absence of love That makes me seem alone. Often it's been too much love Given to me by the wrong people For the wrong reasons That keeps me here. Gladly alone. Rather than have the life sucked Out of me by the violent needs Of other minds and bodies. That does not mean That I'm not grateful But I am sad. Not to be able to put my arms Around those who truly love me And give them something more Than polite indifference. Oh, how I tried. I think they should know I tried. And I choose to be alone Rather than wrapped in arms I could never need. Merrt Malloy 90049 The loneliest place I've ever been Was not when I was alone. It was in a room In West Los Angeles Where I was in love With someone Who wasn't in love With me. Merrit Malloy THE WAR My mind and my body On ten-cent battlefields. My body is young And eager for the touch of other bodies. My mind is old And quiet And full of words That will only mean

Hurry Prince Charming.. I Am Getting Restless!
Life alterations can make assumptions Life can being peace but can this be divide If we choose to ignore our heart's true self We can break our heart or give it life of hope and dreams. But can alterations keep us from life's meaning where we keep going in search of something stronger more believing this can only be found underneath our own two feet. Life will always have alterations but it is how we deal with it that counts. Life is never easy but a bumpy road with many obstacles and we as a generation can only see the true meaning. I did not write this one it is one of a child but oh so true I don't know if it's, like, a full moon and the stars are out of alignment and the magnetic core of the Earth is polarized unequally or some shit.. But it seems like every male in my life as of the last week has had worse PMS than I do. I swear, they've all slipped off their rockers and banged their oversized skulls on something. I got into a heated conversation last night with a f

The Unfinished Saga
The Exploited Word “You can please some of the people some of the time, but you can not please all of the people all of the time.” Abraham Lincoln. Words and their meanings can be made to fit or serve a given purpose. Mind you that I too will do just that. My intentions are merely to finally ”Come clean” with myself and speak my own mind as I have kept entirely quiet and subdued for far too long. Again I speak not without fact about truth however much simply falls to speculation and hypothesis in quite a few cases as I have by no means “All of the facts” about the meaning of life. Would I tell you if I did? That is a good question and it’s not one that’s going to be up for debate at this time. What I ask of you the reader is to examine in your own perspective and in your own mind that which I am about to go into very lengthy and detailed description of. What I leave you with shall be your own decision based on your own choices as to “Why you are here.

More Stories Of Some Goddesses Worshipped In Pagan(wiccan) Religion Worldwide
Freya was a warrior goddess, a Valkyrie, and also the goddess of sensual love. Though this captivating goddess had numerous lovers, she was the wife of the mysterious Norse god Odin. Freya was a spectacular beauty known for her appreciation of romantic music and stunning floral arrangements. That was her softer side; she was also known as the goddess of war and death. As leader of the Valkyries, she had considerable power. She had the right to claim half the souls of the bravest warriors who died in battle. Actually going onto the battlefield, she would gather them up and take them back with her to spend the after-life in her home in perpetual rest and recreation. A sweet and generous woman, she always invited their wives or lovers to come and live with them. The other half of the heroic warriors, who belonged to Odin, would be gathered up by the Valkyries and taken to Valhalla where they were able to live in comfort and honor. She was also called upon to comfort those w

Desired Love
I LOVE YOU: THERE IS A MUCH GREATER MOTIVATION THAN SIMPLY MY SPOKEN WORDS. I WANT TO LOVE, TO COMMIT MYSELF, FREELY AN D WITHOUT RESERVATION. I AM SINCERELY INTERESTED IN YOUR HAPPINESS AND WELL-BEING. WHATEVER YOUR NEEDS ARE, I WILL BE THERE. If YOU ARE LONELY AND NEED ME, I WILL, BE THERE. IF IN THAT LONELINESS YOU NEED TO TALK, I WILL LISTEN. IF YOU NEED TO LISTEN, I WILL TALK. IF YOU NEED THE STRENGTH OF HUMAN TOUCH, I WILL TOUCH Y OF. IF YOU NEED TO BE HELD, I WILL HOLD YOU. I WILL LIE NAKED IN BODY WITH YOU IF THAT BE YOUR NEED. IF YOU NEED FULFILLMENT OF THE FLESH, I WILL GIVE YOU THAT ALSO, BUT ONLY THROUGH MY LOVE. I WILL TRY TO BE CONSTANT WITH YOU SO THAT YOU WILL UNDERSTAND THAT CORE OF MY PERSONALITY AND FROM THAT UNDERSTANDING YOU CAN GAIN STRENGTH AND SECURITY THAT I AM ACTING AS ME. I MAY FALTER WITH MY MOODS. I MAY PROJECT, AT TIMES, A STRANGENESS THAT IS ALIEN TO YOU WHICH MAY BEWILDER YOU OR FRIGHTEN YOU. THERE WILL BE TIMES WHEN QUESTION MY MOTIVE

Men Facts
Do you ever wonder how you can meet someone so far away, but feel as if they are right beside you. Or get the feeling you've known them your whole life, almost as if you were ment to meet this person. A stange spark drew you together and it only grew into something bigger. I don't know what exactly drew me to him maybe it was just the way he is. Speaks his mind and just tells it how it is. Funny and smarter than any male i've met.. EVER. The way he just knows me so well is unlike anything. he got into my mind and has gotten very cumfy from the looks of it. Seeing how he knows my every thought. Whats funny though is how we both felt this way for a while but never said anything to each other always kept it secret lol. Which in the end it worked out but I do wonder what would be I guess everyone does that at times. No point in looking back on it now, what im interested in is the future. What will it bring for us and where will we be a year from now I guess time will only tell. But I say t

Poems
Over there is where she sat Upon the sand that cold dark night With a half shattered heart and silky eyes Under the dark silver moon. I watched beauty for an age She stared longingly at the moon Her whispers echoed through the silence Under the dark silver moon. The moon's saddened face appeared Watching her feet in the water As her arms loathed to let her go Under the dark silver moon. Suddenly her mouth opened And her soul filled the night As she sang with a sorrow filled melody Under the dark silver moon. She sang of a beast who'd grasped onto her heart Then locked it as he snapped it in two Leaving young beauty with random emotions Under the dark silver moon. Tears poured, and words flowed on forever My own heart was melting just to see hers go cold Yet I sat and I watched, not helping the singer Under the dark silver moon. She felt confused but at home, with blackened emotions I felt her need, her want, to turn invisible, as she looked up at th

Crying
i wake thinken of u, i sleep thinkn of u, in my waken houres im loven u, i give u my love,my hart,my life, ur my evry thing, yet u treat me like im nuthing, i lay there by u evry night yet u dont c me, i cry out ur name yet u dont here me i tuch u yet u dont feel me, am i dead? am i breathing? is my heart beating? what can i do for u to c me to here me to love me? im die n here yat u dont care. all i do is cry and u just walk a way well im done so go fuck ur self u pice of shit ass hole i ues to close my eyes and dream of a happy life, a life with no pain a life with love, never did i think that it would 1 day hapen, nore did i think that i would find it with out drugs or wiskey, nore did think it would come to the point were i smile but now i smile wen i think of nuthing yet evry thing,the wind the sun the sea the waves,wen i wake i no longer want to walk in to the sea so she can love me,i rather walk in to ur arms, look in to ur eyes and see the love shing t

In The Land Of Oz.............
if i tattoo merry christmas on one leg and happy new years on the other.......will you visit me between the holidays????? ho ho ho. it 634am. ive been awake for about 2 hours. what the hell. this sucks. i cant even think cuz im so tired. im goin to bed. have fun everyone this freekin blows. im sick as hell and not too sure what is goin on. damn headcold got me all types of fucked up. my head feels like it weighs 100 pounds. im dizzy and shit. whatever is going around is pretty damn ruthless. well, i hope no one gets this shit. i dont wish this on anyone. be safe and be healthy everyone. love, amy

Stuff
This is so funny... Have some tissue near by, you may need it This is long, but worth the read.....too funny...Why do men have to be so macho!? ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THIS Just try reading this without laughing till you cry!!! Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer. The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety...?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home... I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I

My Rules For Dating
so a friend of mine has tried to tell me that in order to be part of the crowd of people whoo look to be so inlove and shit that u have to present urself to the world by offering urself to them... i however dont think that is propper. it just gives u a title as a slut, a liar, a possible cheat and how the hell do u know wut people have hiding up thiere places? ew. so here i dont understand still how all these ugly girls with bad manners can walk around with great guys at thiere side, and here i am prolly the best person in the world to know, a little better looking than them, who has a job and knows where she stands and here i am... with nothing, but envy so since there is no explination to law of attraction i give up!!!! so if anyone reads this and they are conicdering.. forget about it... im only about friends now if i have to chose to between being a slut or being perfectly me and out of trobule or any of that crazy stuff then im going with #2 id rather be dead than

Finding Yourself...
Did you ever notice. When it gets to be bad weather some people seem to forget what redlights and stop signs are, etc. I mean they have most likely lived in weather like this their whole lives, and they didn't just put that redlight in...come on! Slow down. Leave a little early. Be a little more patient...... So why is it that so many people have lost common manners? I think that is one sign of a bad trend. IN a store, on the road, everywhere. Let's start showing some "luv" for our fellow man! I think that I should get a Nobel Peace Prize for my writings in this blog. After all, the Nobel Committee gave one to Al Gore, the “founder of the internet” (and hunter of the ManBearPig), for pointing out Global Warming to us! I mean he was just restating what we all already knew, and that is what I am doing. Getting my own thoughts straightened out by writing them down, and maybe enlightening others in some small way. Just like Al Gore… We all live in little cycles. Even th

My Blogs
SGT. Edmund Jo hn Jeffer's last few words were some of the most touching, inspiring and most truthful words spoken since the tragedy of 9/11 - and since our nation went to war. SGT. Jeffers was a strong soldier and talented writer. He died in Iraq on September 19, 2007. He was a loving husband, brother and son. His service was more than this country could ever grasp, but the least you can do for the man who sacrificed his life for you is listen to what he had to say. Listen up and pay attention. To all of the Cindy Sheehans and Al Frankens of the world. To MSNBC, CNN, NBC, ABC and CBS. To all who call themselves Americans. Hope Rides Alone by Eddie Jeffers I stare out into the darkness from my post, and I watch the city burn to the ground. I smell the familiar smells, I walk through the familiar rubble and I look at the frightened faces that watch me pass down the streets of their neighborhoods. My nerves hardly rest; my hands are steady on a device t

Txt Messages I Got
Beer doesnt make u FAT it makes u LEAN.. against walls, tables, chairs, floors and ugly people The condom tells the tampon u fuck up my business 4 a week, the tampon replies yeah but when u fuck up i lose my job for 9 months 10th anual cock sucking contest is this friday they are asking that u not compete so some1 else can win this year thanx

My Pimpin Bulletins :p
I love theses people they are dear to me and you should get to know these amazing people. Sometimes its not always about points on here. True friends are rare in this world. Dont just rate fan and add get to know who they are. Love you all ~Lonewolf92 WickedAzzBeotch owned by ring of fire,,member of club united, and few other clubs@ fubar 100%NSFW SWÊÊTCHÊÊKS UR NÊXT WÊT DRÊAM!(MEMBER: Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club)NO FAN NO ADD!@ fubar Miss Wild....@ fubar Cali Rain@ fubar lauria♥Shadow Leveler♥{{H&L Bombers Co-Founder}}Owned by Passionman71@ fubar ~*~sailor saturn~*~fu owned by lonewolf92 & Big Tom~*~

Writings..real Blogs
What makes it so damn hard to find a little understanding? Think about it. All of us have been through similar situations. We've all been through love and heartbreak. Through being the one who dumps to being the one who's dumped. We all can point at one another when we hear their tale told, saying "I know exactly what you mean!" And yet, when it comes to our own personal romantic endeavors, we can't admit that the other person has been in the same position that we have. We become completely centrally focused. Why don't they want me? Why don't they obsess over me? Why did they break up with me? Don't they know that I do the breaking up around here? Well, damn. Think about it. Why did you not want that nice guy/girl that chased you around? Why didn't you obsess over the girl/guy who remembered to tell you every day how much you meant to them? Why did you find their behavior stifling, smothering, invasive? Why did that lead you to break up with them? Why did you find it so odd

Carnage Of Mislead Youth
Her life spills into her lap Making an attempt to expel all her madness Bitter. Nude. Comfortless she waits.. Only wanting to smile, she makes a final plea To detach from this anguish without an apology- Her thoughts all the same Imagination and heartache as lively as ever She looked at more veins she should sever She has sensations from where she has drained Her skin tingled with sharp pain Eyes catching every star an eclipse She smiled as she parted her lips Ashen and weak She could not speak All the things she once desired -have now been thrown into the Fire. I am terrorI am your dark flameEverything you want me to beYou will not be ashamed Entwined in my illusion You're nothing to me anymoreAn unworthy opponent you have becomeSluggish, self abused, bastard, whore Remember the dayThat day when you threw me awayYou told me I was worthlessThat I wouldn't be better than this I now stand at your pitLooking down I start to regretAll the rage I can't forget

My Private Jojo
Money slaves “The line of life is a ragged diagonal between duty and desire.” As a money slave you crave financial sadism and you are more than aware that your sole focus and duty in life is to support your superior Goddess financially or materially (or both) via your hard-earned cash or gifts. Describes you perfectly doesn’t it? There is no point in trying to understand this compelling urge of yours. Face it, your obsession to be controlled, exploited and seemingly coerced by Me is your reality and you always feel so much better when you willingly subject yourself to such loyal servitude. This is the only meaningful and acceptable service you can present to Me, the powerful Goddess you worship. In exchange you will be given what you most want which is to be used, humiliated and tormented. you will need no coercing or “blackmail” in acknowledging your obsession. Naturally your performance to My satisfaction can be achieved through various material possessions suc

Im Back
What to do on a day off??...Lets see Workout !...Just relaxing soaking up the sun and going to boxing later on tonight. Glad the sun is out had a good storm last night. Thunder Boomed n lighting shot everywhere.Was cool

Life And Times Rants And Raves
For along time now Halloween has been my favorite holiday before that when the kids were growing up it was Christmas. This year it will be Valentines Day. Most girls are brought up with this dream, fantasy of one day meeting the perfect someone where everything just fits like it was always supposed to be. Their soul mate, their best friend above and beyond all friends, their other half, mind, body and soul. I to had that dream at one time but life took it's twists and turns and I found myself married for 13 years in a marriage that was just convenient and not really love at all. I raised the kids, cooked the meals, cleaned the house, worked full time and did it all with a smile on my face like it was all great. I was everyone's clown and I played the part well but inside I was alone. With the kids grown and gone there was nothing left to hold on to about 6 years ago on my bday it ended. I thought this was the worst birthday anyone could have and I wouldn't ever celebrate it like most p

What Kind Of Person Are You...
YOUR AWAKENED IN THE MORNING BY AN EXTREMELY LOUD SOUND ,WITH A HEAVY WEIGHT ON YOU , AND EVERYTHING IS DARK... YOU FIND YOURSELF WITH AN OVERWHELMING FEELING OF DREAD , AS YOUR EYES ADJUST , YOU LOOK AROUND AND FIND THAT YOUR WORLD HAS COME CRASHING DOWN... DON'T JUST LAY THERE WITH TEARS IN YOUR EYES AND DESPAIR IN YOUR HEART , GET UP AND DUST YOURSELF OFF... GET UP , BEGIN WITH A PRAY AND THEN START PICKING UP WHAT'S LEFT OF YOUR LIFE , TAKE YOUR TIME , AND MAYBE THIS TIME YOU'LL GET IT RIGHT... THINK OF IT AS A HUGE PAINTING IN WHICH YOU ARE THE PAINTER , PERHAPS EVEN A PUZZLE , IN WHICH ALL THE PIECES YOU HELPED CREATE... IT MIGHT TAKE LONGER THEN YOU WANT , AND SEEM RATHER HOPELESS , BUT IMAGINE YOU AN ARTIST ,AN ARCHITECT , AND PART CREATOR OF YOUR OWN DESTINY... WHEN YOUR DONE , BE PROUD , FOR YOU HAVE SURVIVED TO START ONCE AGAIN... AND REMEMBER IF YOU SHOULD EVER THINK YOU HEAR YOUR WORLD BEGINNING TO COME DOWN AGAIN...JUST STEP TO THE SIDE!!!

My Everyday Boring Life
We've lost it. We had it for a long time and now it's gone. What is it that we've lost: our sense of humor. We've lost the ability to taste, touch, feel, or even recognize humor. We've let the gods of political correctness dictate to us what is humor and what isn't, and they have left us in the dark void of nothingness. As far as they are concerned nothing is funny and any attempt at humor is a sign of "disrespect", "insensitivity", and shows a lack of "compassion"I know something about humor. I learned it well when I was a young one. I was abandoned by my natural parents, who divorced and left me in the US while they went back to the old country. Being without a family, up for adoption with no prospects made me an easy target for the other kids. Kids were more brutal then, but in their brutality I learned to deflect their harsh words with humor. I learned the meaning of the phrase:"Sticks and stones my break my bones, but names will never hurt me. When I die, you will cry for all

Tao
We part at the crossroads, You leave with your joys and problem, I with mine. Alone, I look down the road. Each one must walk one’s own path. People’s paths come together all too briefly when sharing friendship, but that makes those times no less valuable. We must take advantage of support and sharing in a mutually beneficial way. Whenever we take from another, we should try to give back something. This is fundamental. No one should lean on another person, or expect another to carry them a long distance down the road. Friends should walk side by side for as long as their journey carries them, without becoming dependent on one another. There should be no obligation. If I can help someone do something, then I should do so without any hesitation or expectation of reward or debt. If there is something that I need to learn and my companion can show it to me, then I should accept it in humility. No one “owns” knowledge. It should be freely shared. Parting is inherent in

Listen Up
Hrmmmmm I know this a free site and it can be kinda fun but I got to say these people suck. Apparently you cant have multiple people sign in and make an account if they live in the same house hold and you send invites to there email. All my points were wiped out and they say the system tag it as fraud and they cant be restored. Bullshit but anyway. Guess it is back to pushing Myspace and other chat sites. Kisses Get your butts to Dirty Lil Secrets Lounge for my Fu Wedding going on NOW! The wedding was great thank you to Princess RBK for letting us have the wedding in her lounge Dirty Little Secrets and thank you to Rev Eternal for performing the wedding it Rocked Vegas Style. Hello all thanks for viewing my blog. I tend to ramble a lot so keep an eye out you might see something interesting.

Poetry
Why Me Lord? If I ever did Love Lord,this is real My heart did she steal Years ago,I guess I was the fool To throw my heart in the love pool Why Me Lord? Deep within my being The Love is seeing How crossed up it can be So look deep inside and see Why Me Lord? I dreamed of you for so many years Just to end up in tears I don't think it should be this way So open up your heart and say Why Me Lord? (C)TJC2008 Practice Makes Perfect! When I feel alone and lonely My empty world seems void I relax for just a moment I trust joy will unfold Practice Makes Perfect! For in my quiet time I listen For the gentle voice within Hew hears my prayers clearly For he lets the sunshine in Practice Makes perfect! Oh how great is this practice for you Which can make our dreams come true But the beauty of the practice My dear brothers and sisters is up to us Practice Makes Perfect! It's a gift,But ours by choice So if we continue in this practice R

Fun Quizzes
Halloween Candy Quiz You are a Pumpkin Jelly Like the pumpkin jelly candy you are soft and gentle Find out which Halloween Candy you are at Quizopolis.com Which Deadly Sin Is Yours? Wrath Make war and not love is your motto. Better to rise up in anger and strike someone down than be pushed around. Find out your Deadly Sin at Quizopolis.com Are you in love? According to our experts, you are : Totally In Love You are totally, madly and deeply in love. You have found your life partner so hang on and never let go. Are you in love? Find out at Quizopolis.com

Erotic Stories
Full…she'd never felt this full before. * * * When He called this afternoon and gave her instructions on how to prepare herself, she knew He had something special planned for tonight. Not in a million years would she have guessed that it would end up like it did. After hanging up the phone, she had walked into the bathroom and ran a nice hot bubble bath. Before slipping into the tub she waxed her legs, under her arms, and around His fuck hole, making sure she was completely bare and smooth, just the way He required. Just the way He'd specified on the phone. Satisfied that she had not missed a single spot, she lowered herself into the steaming bubbles, laying back for a moment to luxuriate in the feeling of the warmth surrounding her. As she took the bath sponge and began running it down over her body, cleansing herself for Him, she shut her eyes and let her mind drift. It was His fingers she felt tracing around her nipples, over the plain of her tummy, between her silky t

Give Me A Hand With A Friend
i am trying to help my daughter Nocturnal mistress to win the most kissable woman on fubar. would you please click on the pic and rate it then leave at lest 1 comment. i will be forever in your debt but it ends today so please HELP.... pic is link OHHH WOULDN'T YOU LOVE TO OWN ME...YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO :-P I AM OFFERING TO PUT MY OWNERS NAME ON MINE FOR 1 MONTH, PIMP THEM OUT, MAKE THEM A SPECIAL SALUTE PIC, RATE ALL THEIR STASH, RATE PICS 11'S DURING HH AND COMMENT THEM ALL! SO WHAT IS OWNING ME WORTH TO YOU... CLICK ON THE PIC AND LET THE BIDDING BEGIN!!! please click on her pic rate it and leave as many comments as possible this contest will last for 1 week and she needs all the help she can get.. thank you all and as always Come Luv Me pic is link to contest

I Am A Virgo
The beautiful thing about me is that I'm always changing and evolving. It's my nature to move toward perfection, and even though I know it's not really possible, that doesn't stop me from striving toward it. I'm becoming comfortable in my own skin, and more confident in my abilities. I'm beginning to accept myself, but it's a process that, to me, will never be complete, because I check for every flaw. Sometimes I don't realize how competent I am and how well I do every task I take on. I analyze the way I handle situations, and the next time improve on it. It's my nature. When it comes to love, I'm learning to take my time and be more selective. I'm learning what type of man I can be happy with, and which ones I should turn down, but sometimes I underestimate my attractiveness. I can't remember the last time when I haven't worked, out of necessity yes, but I admit my job is very important to me. Sweet, unassuming, and reserved, who would susp

I'm Back
I'VE HAD A FEW PEOPLE ASK ABOUT ME SO HERE GOES. FIRST OF ALL I AM NOT HERE FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT, YOU ARE HERE TO AMUSE ME. I HAVE STATED THAT QUITE FREQUENTLY LATELY. I AM NOT A MEAN PERSON UNLESS YOU FORCE ME TO BE. I DO NOT NEED VALIDATION FROM THE INTERNET IN ORDER TO KNOW WHO I AM. YOUR PERSONAL OPINION OF ME DOESN'T MATTER TO ME ONE WAY OR THE OTHER, SO IF YOU WANNA RATE ME A 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 OR EVEN AN 11. IT MAKES ME NO DIFFERENCE. THEREFORE YOU WILL NOT SEE ANY DUMB ASS MUMS ASKING FUBAR IF I LOOK GOOD OR AM I SEXY OR WHAT THE FUCK EVER. I AM NOT HERE LOOKING FOR LOVE, THEREFORE THAT MEANS I AM NOT HERE TO MEET ANYONE OR FUCK ANYONE. IF I WANNA MEET YOU OR FUCK YOU I WILL TELL YOU SO. I AM HERE FOR FUN ONLY. THERE HAVE VERY AND I MEAN VERY FEW MEN AND WOMEN ON HERE THAT HAVE MET ON HERE THAT HAVE PEEKED MY INTEREST ENOUGH FOR ME TO EVEN THINK ABOUT MEETING THEM LET ALONE FUCKING THEM AND I HAVE TOLD THESE PEOPLE AS MUCH AND THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE. SO IF I

General Stuff
so i got my daughter for Xmas. her mom dropped her off pretty late Xmas eve, way later then i really expected. so around 11 we went to bed, but she wouldnt go to sleep. i found out when she got up it was already dark, so i was up all night with a 4 year old who wanted to play and not chill. finally around 830am i quit trying to get any sleep and let her open her presents which was fun. we played for most of the morning, then about an hour before her mommy was coming to get her, she got sick all over her fancy dress and me. we thought she was ok, feeling better playing and all, and when we put her in the car, she got sick all over herself again.. awww my poor baby. she is home resting now. hopefully it was just to much excitment... i got up at 4 for work , drove in, worked, took lunch at 330 drove home and got called bck to work, so im sitting here 12 hours later still working. i'm tired and i just wanna go hide in bed now.... Your results:You are Apocalypse Apocalypse 73%

Personality Test
Your 80s Theme Song Is: Just Can't Get Enough by Depeche ModeWhat's Your 80s Theme Song? There's a Chance You Could Be Violent Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.Could You Be Violent? You Passed 8th Grade Math Congratulations, you got 9/10 correct!Could You Pass 8th Grade Math?

Sheryl's Meaningless Banter
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't 'be friends'. A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is Don't stay because you think 'it will get better' You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everythin

Poems N Stuff I Like
Love In Full Bloom Imagine me as a flower, Delicate,and yet,bold. Your smile is my sunlight, Keeping me from the cold. Shower me with kisses. Quench my only thirst! For that is what inspired me To grow from the very first. Breathe,take in the fragrance, The scent of my desire. Does the aroma please you? Does it stir your inner fire? Pluck away all of my petals. Scatter them on the ground. When you're standing in this path, Your presence I'll surround. Although I'm left with just a stem, I will begin anew. My love is as deep as my roots. I'll always blossom for you. Her head is down, Face to the wind, And she walks with determined steps. Early this morning her whole world fell apart, And now she needs some time to see what’s left. Who is it who knows the emptiness, Brought on when love departs without warning, And takes with them all that you are; For you trusted, Because that’s what you thought love was about, And you

About Me
i believe mankind was a ploy to create an earthbound angel born in gods image, an angel in the form of you thanks to you i can see why lucifer thought the humans were precious enough to get jealous over when god made me he made a copy to put on his mantle, when god made you he made a copy to put in his bed roses are red and so are my cheeks cause when you smile at me i blush and get weak violets are blue and because of you im fully aroused so my balls are too you think this is sweet? this is just a sliver off the sugar cane, let me know when your ready for a mouthful in this society marriage is like a fulltime job... you still got to have something on the side to get fullfilled "i have 3 inches of hard dick for you" ( far east coast from "How High")

Helping Friends
Please Show My Friend Meowzette Lots of Love! She was kind enough to bling me with a Jet, which was extremely generous out of the blue! Meowzette ( Owned by Texas Camaro Nut)@ fubar Thanks Meowzette!!! Could you help a girl out? She need to do the Spotlight before she passes Godfather and could use a helping hand. Fupal her ANYTHING! Please click the top pic to go to her page. ~~LALA~~@ fubar Please Hit Her With a Donation. Anything You Can Spare Some Codes Proudly stolen for you by: PieDaDDY@ fubar For whatever reasons she deleted her account (Makes Googly eyes at her) shes been my friend for over 2 years now and I'd like to help her level back up again. Please show her some luv! Please feel free to pass her around like a used whore! lmao theoneudesire71

Poerty
12-20-2004 A Child Found, A Child Lost I lay awake Watching for daybreak All I can do is think While this paper is still blank What would you have been? Where can I begin? We did all we could do Then one day it was true There you where, a baby Growing inside me Then the day came When nothing would be the same For I lost you And nothing I could do I have to go on But my love is not gone We will never be apart Forever in my heart 7-23-2002 My World You will never understand What you have done The joy you have brought The hope you have restored The life you will make greater How much you mean to me You are my world There are not words to explain The way I feel The love I have The hope and faith I have The joy I feel How much you mean to me You are my world You have brought a lot to my life You restored the things that I had lost You except things others didn't You help

Poem
A star fell from the sky. I picked her up. She was a bright star. The brightest I have ever seen. I hugged her and squeezed her. I took her home and I treasured her. And kept her shining for all of time. But, one day something took her from me. I didn't know what it was till she told me. The star is a lil faded now. But, with the right touch she will be bright again. 'Tis the bond of friendship that will keep us both strong. Friends till the end of time is our oath. Never to be broken is the code. Thank You for brightening my life with yours.... JLM I toss and turn you're not there. I reach my hand out there is only air. You may not be here now. But, in my mind you are there. My stomach aches but I am full. Full of wonder of what could be. Looking to the sky for that one star. But, the sky is clear of stars. Till I notice a patch of clouds moving. Out from behind the clouds is one star. Shining very bright. I watch closely. The star flickers like a wink. Letti

Slave
Slave Auction Ok everyone it's time for the Mistress to become the Slave. I am up for auction right now to the highest bidder. I would like to see my friends come in and bid on me. Click on the picture and make your bid. Yup you guessed I was asked to be in another auction by wildcat so everyone get in there and bid on me. Bids start at 200K. So click on the pic and it will take you right to the auction. Auction Sponsored by: ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ@ fubar Ice's First Auction I WOULD LIKE AT LEAST 20 CONTESTANTS THAT WANT TO BE FU OWNED. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN BEING A SLAVE THEN SEND ME THE LINK TO THE PIC YOU WANT TO USE FOR THE AUCTION AND WHAT YOU ARE OFFERING THE MASTER/MISTRESS. HERE'S HOW IT GOES BID ON WHO YOU WANT AND AS ALWAYS BUYER BEWARE CAUSE I WILL NOT BE ACCOUNTABLE FOR EITHER PARTY'S SCREWING EACH OTHER OVER

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i am the ups man, i deliver good things, until i am over loaded with drama, people just feel i can give them cheap rates on. sadly 2 say, if the mailman don't deliver hazards material, then u best believe i can't accommodate u either. don't get the facts about ups twisted. ups stands 4 ultimiate problem solver. no i am not a shrink, but do believe if u hand me a plate full of bullshit, i don't need no toliet paper 4 where i am going 2 dump it at. i don't tolerate ignorance, so people, if u refuse 2 deal with the facts of ur personality, i have no problem makin it rain on ur parade. i learned along time of ago, people will fuck u and then fuck wit u. well i have clear my throat many of times and blocked pages, til it look like a telephone book of rejects. i am the boss of my life, not the employee, i won't be fired. i hand out pink slips and it is not because i need 2 downsize. i just destroy negative company and keep on truckin. i don't eat, cook, or hold coversations where

Old But Nice Songs
If you search for tenderness It isn't hard to find You can have the love you need to live But if you look for truthfulness You might just as well be blind It always seems to be so hard to give Honesty is such a lonely word Everyone is so untrue Honest is hardly ever heard And mostly what I need from you I can always find someone To say they sympathize If I wear my heart out on my sleeve But I don't want some pretty face To tell me party lies All I want is someone to believe Honesty is such a lonely word Everyone is so untrue Honest is hardly ever heard And mostly what I need from you I can find a lover I can find a friend I can have security Until the bitter end Anyone can comfort me With promises again I know, I know When I'm deep inside of me Don't be too concerned I won't as for nothin' while I'm gone But when I want sincerity Tell me where else can I turn Because you're the one I depend upon Honesty is such a lonely word Everyone is so

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Once I found a picture that works each poem....they will be deleted and reloaded into my photo's......To where you can see them as they will be in book.... Firestar Fireplace Fantasy A fireplace. Logs placed in it. A hand takes the match to light the logs. A fire engulfs the fireplace. A warm, but soft blanket spread about the floor. Pillows laid about the blanket. A table full of taste treats to bewitch two willing souls. Just within the right distant away from the flames, Yet Close enough to work its magic. Two bodies will soon come together as one. Within a fireplace fantasy coming true for two lovers. Someone is missing…. Who can it be? I smile and say to you, Of course you should know, It is you that is missing from this romantic scene for two. ©2008 Firestar

Giddies Ii
"any gal here that can smile, spell ambiguous, does not have metal in the face or pics of tats on the ahhh hmms gets a beer from me!" Now that is a start of a beautiful day, I would think... or a good note to end my night at work. Either way you look at it, it is all good. Thank you...... lol... In another blog posting on Fri or Sat (under the Inquiring Minds series), I mentioned that I was awakened by what sounded like a small cessna engine that landed on my ceiling. I threw water bottles at my ceiling to get my neighbor to stop, but the engine sound far outweighed the clicks on his floor (in comparison) from my water bottles. I called the apartment manager and she said to report back how long it lasted. Well it was over an hour and she said that she would put a notice on their door. Sunday afternoon I was oblivious to this possible noise because I had the tv blaring with the Giants/GreenBay game and I wasn't moving from the couch because of sore arm.

Devil's Gate
I wrote a book!! It was an experience that I'll never forget. I also found that I enjoyed doing it. It was a great mind excersise and I would suggest that everyone should try it. It really was an experiment. It was something I did in my spare time while I was deployed in Iraq, so I was able to place frustration and feelings in the story that I didn't want to share with any one else at the time. I just thought I'd let everyone know about it. Should anyone be interested, here's the website to look at. https://www.createspace.com/3374208 Have a good one. From the land of majestic mountains From plains made of gold and Across the ocean blue. Flying through ancient Europe Over Turkey and Istanbul Into the southern Desert We wait here at hells gate, Waiting to go through. Devil's Gate For it was without a doubt that we would leave, For time was of all imprtance and home a relief. Now that we're here, we can't wait to go home, Wi

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Who Are You? By RennyWorks™ I wake from a dream and I see the vision of your beauty, I think of pleasant thoughts and your presence dominates my memory. I just meet you and it feels as if it were an eternity, I miss you for an hour and my day feels empty. ************* What I’m feeling is sensual, but not sexual, it’s psychological, but not physical, it’s loving, caring, and sharing, but not smothering. I hope – in time – these feelings do not reverse, a relationship becomes alive, strong and long, and doesn’t become terse or perverse, but that I am becoming your blessing, and not your curse ************* Honey, please look deep into my eyes, and I tell you no lies, If age is nothing but a number, then there is nothing else that matters to put asunder. What you see in the beginning with me – not a player but a man for all seasons, becomes better now with the present and the future for all eternity. ************* Darlin’, darlin’, what h

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YAY!!!! sooo im goin to new orleans on aug 15th!!!!! booked our plane tickets today! how fuckin exciting! i cant wait!!!!!!! Why do grown ass ppl feel the need to start drama.... once its over shouldnt it be left at that... I SERIOULSY HATE DUMB BITCHEZ..... their all the same.. their is no difference in ne of em.. they all jus want whats between ur legs... soo sick of it!

Poems
I see you, as you sit there with that little smerk drawn on your face, misplaced in this world you think you have no place. "Why was I brought to the Earth" "Why am I here" "Is there a reason for me" thoughts of your every day life. "No reason to be here" is all you can think, so you stand in you own puddel as it grows, nothing to save you so slowly you sink. Your world grows dim and your mind eclips, caught in a whorle pool of thoughts as your mind caught arift. Not a thing that can change your mind you think on ones to care, just one more shout or slander is all you can bare. Small strands of lights shines through you shell, firey beams caught in the dust it feels as if your in your own hell. You hear of peoples love, but you dismiss the thought, and slower and slower, inside what you made, the sent of decays you as you seem to rott. A shower of feelings await you as drops of hope seep in, then when you realize your true birth begins. A new sent, a hopeful se

Letter To Mankind
For thousands of yrs , pirates where quickly tried and hung. Often the trial and execution were carried out aboard the military ship which captured them. The British were one of only a few countries that transported the pirates back to Britain and Execution Dock. Except for Harry Morgan Piracy always carried a death sentence. As it was then, as it should be today and ought to be in the future. A Letter to the Editor Nationalized healthcare soon to be a reality???

Me And My Thoughts
My Addiction You seemed to have everything. The way you walk, the way you talk Drives me nuts I have something to say You have become my addiction You're the reason I smile The reason I breathe life into this body I have an addiction It's in the way you say my name It's in the way you look at me In the way you lust to have me again My addiction is you, the way you smell How you hold me through the night Your lips upon mine My addiction is the way we make love How you tread kisses everywhere The way you make sure the passion Is an even match I have to admit my favorite Addiction is you and everything you do. Copyright ©2008 The truth behind my eyes I wear my heart on my sleeve for the world to see and tear apart in ecstasy It brings them so much joy to watch me fall with tears of pain upon my eyes I see the look in theirs as they tear away at my very soul inside They never stop to think that its killing with each piece they take every passing

What U Need To Know About Me...
u ne la nv i u we tsi God's Son i ga go yv he i paid for us. hna quo tso sv wi yu lo se Now to Heaven He went i ga gu yv ho nv After paying for us. a se no i u ne tse i The He spoke i yu no du le nv when He rose. ta li ne dv tsi lu tsi li I'll come a second time u dv ne u ne tsv He said when He spoke e lo ni gv ni li squa di All the world will end ga lu tsv he i yu when He returns ni ga di da ye di go i We will all see Him a ni e lo hi gv here the world over. u na da nv ti a ne hv The righteous who live do da ya nv hi li He will come after tsa sv hna quo ni go hi lv In heaven now always do hi wa ne he sdi in peace they will live I Be Tsalagi This morning I looked in the mirror, I stared intensely at what I saw, Trying to figure out if it was My eyes, my nose or my jaw. Maybe it's my ears, I thought, or maybe it's my chin, I'm sure that I will figure out what is my "part' that is Indian. Maybe it's my arms or hand

True Thoughts
How can you expect To have my respect When you can’t even Respect yourself For that matter how can you respect me When you can’t even respect yourself Because you can’t give others What you don’t have How can I love you When you don’t love yourself When you hurt me And treat me like trash You dress like a prostitute I hope you aren’t one I try to love you I try to teach you To love yourself You like other women Are losing respect from men Because You are losing respect for yourselves How can this relationship last When we don’t really love each other And it all started With your lack of respect Ok, I've kept my fuckin' mouth shut long enough, but after the disgusting things I have seen while browsing the myspace users...now I feel is the fuckin' perfect time to express my thoughts on some of these ignorant fuckin' MySpace sons'a bitches. 1st of fuckin' all...why do EXTREMELY overweight bitches think us guys want to see 4 inches or mo

The Low Down!
BEING TOLD I AM THE BEST MAMI IN FUBARLAND... I knew it but it never hearts to hear it. Thank you Papi! I've been in the hospital 4 times in the last 2 weeks and one time was for brain surgery that didn't answer any of the questions we were hoping to answer. I'm starting to feel very defeated and kind of doomed that this is going to be a life long kind of thing and fated to end up blind as well. If you knew half the crap thats gone on in the last month, you would absolutely cry but my heart keeps beating and I smile at least once a day to make sure that my face remembers how. Then after it all, my doctor doesn't know what to do after 2 years of doing everything and anything, nothings improved. Kind of sucks when your doctor throws his hands up in utter defeat and says he feels he will be wasting your time to continue being your doctor cuz he hasn't a clue what to do to help and hopes maybe another doctor with a fresh perspective could help if at the least, be able to hook me u

On The Auction Block
OK I'm up for Auction again. Here is what I offer: OWNED BY _____ IN NAME FOR 1 MO #1 FRIEND FOR 1 MO #2 FAMILY FOR 1 MO RATE ALL PICS 11 DURING HH TILL DONE RATE ALL STASH DURING HH 2 SFW PERSONAL SALUTE PIMPOUT ON PAGE Keep you Shitfaced DAILY COMMENT ADD TO YIM The higher the bidding the more I add. Ask me what you want? I do not need a VIP. If Bling packs are offered. I will use 1/3 of the credits on you. If a 65 Credit bling pack is offered i will give you 1 Auto 11 bling If a 135 credit bling pack is offered i will give you 2 Auto 11' bling's Anything higher and I'll give you 50 percent of the credits on you. Click the pic and Bid!!!!! I'm up for auction again. This time for V-day: Here is what I offer: OWNED BY _____ IN NAME FOR 1 MO #1 FRIEND FOR 1 MO #2 FAMILY FOR 1 MO RATE ALL PICS 11 DURING HH TILL DONE RATE ALL STASH DURING HH 2 SFW PERSONAL SALUTE PIMPOUT ON PAGE FOR 1 MO 1 DRINK PER DAY DAILY COMMENT ADD TO YIM 1 PH

Wealth Masters International Carbon Copy
Carbon Copy Pro is NOT a product providing company. Carbon Copy Pro is a marketing system designed for promoting Wealth Masters International. 'WMI' is a company that sells information on financial solutions and wealth improvements. Wealth Masters International is the result of Wall Street genius Kip Herriage. Mr. Herriage has been a financial adviser for over 15 years. Before the age of 30 he was managing over $70 million and was the youngest person to reach the position of Vice President at one of the largest financial firms on Wall St. He 'retired' in 1999 but not before helping seven (7) companies go public on Wall Street managing their IPO's. According to Mr. Herriage, the ultra-wealthy are given access to countless opportunities that the average person does not even know exist. His goal is level the playing field for all and so he formed Wealth Masters International. His business plan is to make WMI available to the largest segment of the population (ie: The Middle Class), th

When The Hours Seem Long
mistakes are made lessons are learned, new paths are paved by bridges buried if that path your head is turned the gift of failure you have earned.... I remember the stories i was told when i was small, when the princess was in trouble all she had to do was call, now that i am older i know thats not all true cause every waking moment my heart cries out to you, if you see god theres one thing you can do, tell god i would give anything for one more day with you, i would give my eyes to see you as happy as you have been, i would give my voice to tell you are my father and a friend, i would give my heart to save you cause with out you i am alone, i would give my life with out regret, if would come back home... this was wrote for my dad that died 3 yrs ago... Holley Bess Thoughts of you bring sunny skies, when i look up at the sunny skies, i take a moment and close my eyes, as the sun beats down upon my face i smile as i picture your face, up in the clouds

Moment Of Clarity?
This is what I have to do... I have to believe her, even if i know she is lying I have to pretend for her.. sounds odd but its true.. she is so kind hearted that when she see's what ive done, she will stop whatever it is she is hiding ..leap of faith.. I have to pick her up, so high that she will be afraid to come down for fear of falling, with the kind truths I mutter so quietly, the gentle touch when I am afforded oppritunity.. Ill do that.. I have to be stable, probably my biggest weakness in love is im unstable.. I have to aquire that trait and it wont be easy but Ill do it... I have to be faithful when I am commited and thats no trouble for me, Im a 1 woman man.. Keep doubts to a minimum, hard to do but is suredly possible.. Have to protect her, friend or foe, physical , mental doesnt matter what the enemy, I have to keep her safe and give her comfort... I shouldnt cause trouble on my own which I am guilty of, but Im getting better.. I have to remain patia

Jay Kubassek Carbon Copy Pro
Jay Kubassek Carbon Copy ProLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowCarbon Copy Pro has created a system. Jay Kubbasek, along with his partner, Aaron Parkinson, have compiled years of marketing experience and taken all the effective marketing strategies, and placed them in a turnkey system that anyone can follow.When you follow the step by step marketing training, you will in turn get leads coming to your sites. Next, your prospects are contacted, qualified, and sold by the call centre. After that, whether they choose to join the opportunity or not, there's a complete auto responder already set up which continues to send emails and important updates to your leads.With all of these things done for you, it leaves you lots of time to build relationships and grow your business.Now, an online business is not for everyone. If you are thinking this is a "Get rich quick scheme" or even...."Maybe I'll just give it a try", my suggestion is don't bother. You will just spend a bunch of money and en

Pomes
distante thunder on the horizon..a storm is brewing in my soul...i can feel it's power,i can feel my other self trying to come threw..what do i do when the thunder come's???let it happen or not,,let it happen or not??..i'm lost with what to do..the thunder of my own heart beat scares me..i feel it's about to explode...the thunder get's louder and louder it come's faster and faster...i start to cry and i don't know why....thunder booming in my soul...would someone tell me why??tell me why i have this thunder in my soul................ you beat her use her and mentally abuse her,but she stay's.she has a undieing devotiin to you but you hurt..why?all she want's is peace but you give her hell..people say she should leave..but she won't or is it can't??one day he will kill you her mother predict's..and the very next she silit's her wrist's. she lie's for him...she would die for him...soon she can't take it her heart is breaking...she get's a gun and say's i'm done....she pull's the trigger.

Se7en Sins Members
Gluttony Derived from the Latin gluttire, meaning to gulp down or swallow, gluttony is the over-indulgence and over-consumption of anything to the point of waste. In the Christian religions, it is considered a sin because of the excessive desire for food, or its withholding from the needy. Depending on the culture, it can be seen as either a vice or a sign of status. Where food is relatively scarce, being able to eat well might be something to take pride in (although this can also result in a moral backlash when confronted with the reality of those less fortunate). Where food is routinely plentiful, it may be considered a sign of self control to resist the temptation to over-indulge. Medieval Church leaders (e.g., Thomas Aquinas) took a more expansive view of gluttony (Okholm 2000), arguing that it could also include an obsessive anticipation of meals, and the constant eating of delicacies and excessively costly foods.[2] He went so far as to prepare a list of six ways to commit

Politics
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? " My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning.

Shauna's Shit
"Chasing Cars" We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your grace To remind me To find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where Confus

Ccpro
CCPro Learn about making REAL MONEY right now CCPRO is a new automated marketing system. The Carbon Copy Pro System helps a new person to make sales while learning to market and brand him or herself. When someone goes to your carbon copy pro site and fills in their information you have professional closers that follow up and call your prospects to answer questions and get them started in your business. That eliminates the hassle of having to follow up and close your own people when you have no credibility or success story. Carbon Copy Pro is a marketing system that provides an automated solution for promoting a "top-tier" direct sales opportunity with a company called Wealth Masters International (WMI). WMI is an extremely reputable company that offers financial education products that are in high demand these days. ccpro, cc pro, Carbon Copy Pro Team, Jay Kubassek, WMI Jay Kubassek, Jay Kubassek Carbon Copy Pro, Wealth Masters International Jay Kubassek, WMI Carbon

My Poetry~
Lost in the toilet of life As the razor glides across my wrist An eruption of life escapes me With ever drip it escapes me Into the toilet of life, My life blood escapes me. Too late to turn back It escapes me, Slowly drifting off into darkness Its escaping me, Seeing her face walk in the door Crying as she holds me in her arms It escapes me, With thoughts of regret, and the memory of her face, I am gone… Forever lost in the toilet of life Drunken Miscomfort~ With each drink memories of you slowly fade A life we once shared suddenly disappears Dreams come crashing down all around us Worlds end as our spirits collide Thrown in different directions our hearts start to fall, Trying to find each other we fall together Hate now consuming both our hearts, From the start you hated me… And now you say you love me… As I fall for all to see, Naked and alone longing to be The earth suddenly came rushing up at me Finally I felt safe… For I esc

Reverse Funnel System Scam
Reverse Funnel System Scam Do you want to QUIT your job and make real money? Reverse Funnel System Scam? Or is it Real? The Reverse funnel system is a brand new marketing funnel created by Ty Coughlin and the Inner Circle team that is causing some SERIOUS chatter in the home business industry. It's long been the holy grail to somehow AUTOMATE your business...so you don't have to be on the phone calling leads, making follow ups, setting up appointments, closing people...and doing all the other stuff that almost no one likes to do. Yet most people have no choice because that's all they've been taught, and it's all they know how to do. Well, Ty Coughlin and the Reverse funnel system just CHANGED all that. In one fell swoop, Ty Coughlin created a system, that is converting like no system anyone has ever heard of. He hired $20,000 per page copywriters, world class programmers, and consulted with the who' who of Internet Marketing...to put together a fully automated system

Reverse Funnel System
Reverse Funnel System Are you ready to learn the SECRET to online wealth? Reverse Funnel System is a funnel affiliate system with a pyramid style business model. The top tier of The Reverse Funnel System rakes it in and the bottom tiers are a ways downstream and their cuts are smaller. You move up by recruiting and getting others to buy into the business model. The system launched less then 30 days ago...and already the numbers are staggering. You need absolutely no previous skill, knowledge, or experience and the system will work the exact same for whoever uses it. What you DO NEED to do is MARKET the system, so your copy of the reverse funnel system ALWAYS has a pipeline filled with prospects. If that's the case...you will make $1,000 sales all day long. The best part is...'massive' advertising is built into the system. Ty Coughlin gives you his highest converting ads, and then tells you where to go to place them. He's also put together massive advertising co ops,

Reverse Funnel System Review
REVERSE FUNNEL SYSTEM REVIEW Are you ready to learn the SECRET to online wealth? The Reverse Funnel System combines Network Marketing with the power of Internet Marketing. People no longer have to cold call prospects, chase dead-end leads, spend themselves broke on advertising campaigns or even hound people about building true financial freedom for themselves. This system weeds everybody out and leaves users with highly motivated, truly qualified leads. The sheer power behind the Reverse Funnel System, comes from its solid foundation and step by step filtering process. Systems that work are the backbone to success for many highly coveted industry leaders. The Reverse Funnel System is a funded proposal method which supplements advertising dollars by giving users upfront cash in their pocket. It weeds leads out through a series of proven steps and turns them into qualified prospects without user interaction. When the prospect becomes properly qualified, the system will

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LOL... Goes to show how long it's been since I was naughty with random guys... I had no clue what he meant at first... CrazyBunny: add me jippojoe@yahoo.com ->CrazyBunny: lol yeah but only real friends get that CrazyBunny: Do you have yahoo messenger ->CrazyBunny: play? CrazyBunny: Hey wanna play So, I was playing scrabble with the hubby on facebook and look what letters came up :P sirvalor: I wanna put my thingy into your thingy. ->sirvalor: ewwwww sirvalor: Hey, baby, wanna lock crotches and swap gravy? sirvalor: Forget that! Playing doctor is for kids! Let's play gynecologist sirvalor: I had a wet dream about you last night. Would you like to make it a reality? ->sirvalor: lol sirvalor: Baby, I'm an American Express lover....you shouldn't go home without me! sirvalor: Is that a keg in your pants? Because I'd love to tap that ass sirvalor: Let's make like a fabric softener and Snuggle( ->sirvalor: are you on some pickup line site or something? ->sirvalor: lmfao

Weekend
Had a 4 day weekend, it has ome to an end. all in all a good weekend. Went out friday and saturday. watched football sunday. hung out yesterday and today. Fairly typical weekend for me still not sure what exactly I'm doing this weekend, got a couple options. goin out tonight on a date thingie.. we will see how it goes

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RFS reviewLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThe Reverse Funnel System is the system that I am talking about. If you really are the net savvy person that I assume you to be then you are probably going to be familiar with the term and the person behind it, yes that's right, the Steve jobs of the stay at home business model and entrepreneur himself- Ty Coughlin.Ty Coughlin and his famous band of brothers who rose from their humble origins to give you the mother of all systems that would enable you to make enough money that would give you the necessary impetus to take your life places.The Reverse Funnel System is one of the most successful systems that you would ever find on the internet and Ty Coughlin in my book is the guy second only to god.The Reverse Funnel System works so well. It builds anticipation and value by making potential sales go through a paid survey while at the same time it weeds out those who would be uncommitted and a waste of your time and energy.Tags: reverse fun

Why Me??
Wow I am soooo happy. For the first time in I can't remember. Nothing disatrous has happened to me all day(***knock on wood****) Thanks so much for letting me vent when all the crazy stuff happens but I have to mention on the rare occasion when NOTHING Crazy happens. It is nice... ( : Things seem to be getting better. I feel that saying that will jinx things but it seems so much easier now. The bills are paid. Days seem to be going smoothly and I no longer let things bother me so much. So what if someone cuts me off in traffic, so what if I ask someone for help-they say no and I catch them in a lie. I just don't care-all that negativity was taking me out who needs it. They say misery loves company and I do not want to be company. I think the sun being out more helps a lot. Wahoo before we know it summer will be here and I will be back at work doing what I love... K here goes. I know I am probably whining and crap but I need to get this out. Am I not special?? I certainl

Truth
Lets start with the bad news I wont be on fubar to much any more And the good news is got a JOB.!!!!!Yeah!!!!!!!! But unfortunatly that is why I am not going to be on fubar much anymore so Please dont forget ME because I will be checking in. I will miss you all And take care Eric aka. BigEasy Yes yes yes I can comment again YEAH YEAH. OK time for me to climb the ladder of Conceited for a min,yes I am very sexy and look good. I grew my hair out lifted weights and made myself into the handsome beast you all have commented on for months and i talk the talk and work my verbal magic. Thanks to ALL of you beautiful ladies for all the great comments. BUT I can only wish to become this confident in person but I am not i am very shy and love a woman to come to me and get me going because i am shy and tend to stiffen up(no punn intended) around the ladies. And just to kick myself off the ladder everyday I remember Who I am, Where i come from and what it takes to just be

Ty Coughlin Rfs
Ty Coughlin RFSLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThe Reverse Funnel System has swept through the industry faster than any other business opportunity in a long time. Everywhere you look there are those red banners that promise an income of $5,000 per week. Few business opportunities have achieved such popularity so quickly but the question is is it just hype or does this system actually deliver on its promise?While the Reverse Funnel System does have its share of hype the system is actually very complete and provides everything a new marketer needs to start and grow a new online business on autopilot.It is important to keep in mind that the Reverse Funnel System is not a business opportunity in and of itself. It is a sales system for promoting the Global Resorts Network or GRN which is the business opportunity. RFS is simply a system for making sales and it is proving to be a system that actually works.Within the member's area of the Reverse Funnel System affiliates can access trai

"november"
COSMIC PEACE A new production by Derek Gee - Zircon Find more videos like this on We Unite Enjoy this brand new music video inspired by the song "Peace" from my album Celestial. Music, vocals & dance images - Julia - SiriSat Video Edited & Produced by Derek Gee - FeedTheFire for "We Unite" Space visuals from Carl Sagan's Cosmos - Episode 1. A new video remix version of a song from my album "Celestial - Sirisat" SEARCHING - ONG NAMO - "Infinity Wreckmix" Produced by Derek Gee - Feed the Fire Wreckless Beats aka Zircon for "WE UNITE" Find more videos like this on We Unite In love & gratitude to Derek Gee for this beautiful production. Please show him your appreciation.. Thank you friends! ♥ November Birds fly South, The wind blows through my bones November night... Leaves sailing nowhere land, Take me with you out of sight... Whip me with your lash of rain, Howling like the wolf in the dark forest.

Reverse Funnel System Leads
Reverse Funnel System LeadsLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowDoes this Reverse Funnel System really work? Thousands of people are asking themselves that question right now. Is it Legitimate? Can I really make money? How does it work?These questions and the hundreds of others on people's minds right now will have different answers for each individual. However, 1 thing that Everyone researching the Reverse Funnel System needs to now is that there IS something Ty Coughlin isn't telling you.Coughlin and his "Inner Circle" put the Reverse Funnel System together to Grab your Attention and Play to your Emotions, and it does a very good job. The thing Coughlin isn't telling you is that it will take a lot of Work and a Commitment to Learn to be Successful with the system.If you are going to be successful with the Reverse Funnel System, you need to be open to Receiving an Education. To make the Reverse Funnel System, or any other Online Business Opportunity work, you will have to Learn Mark

About Me
Tomorrow I will change turn a new leaf become this new person I will exercise before breakfast not eat cookies between meals not fret over trivialities not run about getting upset that I'm not getting everything done Tomorrow I will change I say this every day Name: Nicole L Birthday: May 1st 1989 Birthplace: Winnipeg Eye Color: Green Hair Color: blond and Brown Height: 5'3 I am left handed, which means that I am a creative person. Heritage: White Weakness: Don't have one Fears: losing the most important person in ma lyf My goals are to Do well in college and to graduate early if possible. I know I just started and already want to finish. My most over used phrase that I use on the computer and in life is: OMG Thoughts First Waking Up: What am I doin today Best Physical Feature: Ma Face Most Missed Memory: My Grandpa Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate if its on ma body but i prefer Vanilla I am a smoker I swear at times I

Sin City
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Ty Coughlin Reverse Funnel System
Ty Coughlin Reverse Funnel SystemLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowIt may be easier to ask how could people not love the reverse funnel system? The reverse funnel system makes people a lot of money, it made me enormous amounts of money in a short period of time. The reverse funnel system is constantly working, and it is working for you! Therefore the reverse funnel system is your friend… people love their friends.I love the reverse funnel system. It made me almost thirty thousand dollars the first month I became a part of the system. Never before in my life have I been as grateful for an internet marketing system as when I was introduced to the reverse funnel system. It has done things for me that none of my closest friends would… it has given me thousands and thousands of dollars.Therefore, I have concluded that anyone who loves money and wants financial freedom will love the Reverse Funnel System.Any one who wants to control their destiny and become part of a successful team

This About Says It All....
Whether Democrat or Republican, I think you'll get a kick out of this! A little boy goes to his dad and asks, 'What is Politics?' Dad says, 'Well son, let me try to explain it this way: I am the head of the family, so call me The President. Your mother is the administrator of the money, so we call her the Government. We are here to take care of your needs, so we will call you the People. The nanny, we will consider her the Working Class. And your baby brother, we will call him the Future. Now think about that and see if it makes sense.' So the little boy goes off to bed thinking about what Dad has said. Later that night, he hears his baby brother crying, so he gets up to check on him. He finds that the baby has severely soiled his diaper. So the little boy goes to his parent's room and finds his mother asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nanny's room. Finding the door locked, he peeks in the keyhole and sees his father

Reverse Funnel System Mlm
Reverse Funnel System MLMLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowIf you're in the internet marketing niche, than you've heard of Ty Coughlin's Reversed Funnel System, an MLM program created to help entrepreneurs make money online, however, Mr. Coughlin's system is a misnomer to what the reverse funnel really is, and I would even go farther and say that Coughlin's system gives the reversed funnel a bad name.Coughlin's program is more of a system. Words printed on a piece of paper for entrepreneurs to read so they can automate their business. But the program focuses on getting traffic to the business, and keep getting traffic to the business. For Coughlin's program, the system is dependent on traffic. The more traffic you have to your business, the more money you're going to make. This isn't what the reverse funnel is. On the contrary, with the reverse funnel more traffic is actually worse.The reverse funnel isn't dependent on traffic. The real reverse funnel focuses on individuals, it fo

Life
A young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother. As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter. 'Don't forget your Sisters,' she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass. 'They'll be more important as you get older. No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love the children you may have, you are still going to need Sisters. Remember to go places with them now and then; do thi ngs with them. ' 'Remember that 'Sisters' means ALL the women... your girlfriends, your daughters, and all your other women relatives too. 'You'll need other women. Women always do. ' What a funny piece of advice!' the young woman thought. Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't I ju

Dirty Men Get Shoes In The ***
Thursday, May 17, 2007 the moving pants!!!! Category: Life Ok more info about me while im trying to wind down after work. We have all done it...... some more than others.It's one of my favorite things to do and if some of us were to admit it , they would say it's and almost everyday thing. Masturbation........ chew on that shit. Anyway at an extremely young age I can remember a phenomenon that turned my life into a frenzy after just a few rubs.After the first time it was done .........I was insanely rubbing one out at every chance I could get.The next step was to find a partner to share in the fun. It didnt take me long to find one and only because they were just a curious as I about the newly developed apendage.We did the deed only to be a little disgusted because it was hell trying to get things going like we wanted. From then on it was hand or work...... the work being an extended ordeal with a female that usualy meant that you might get some but only after th

Dirty Minded
Perspiration paints the walls as my hands and feet press deep into the paint F u c k ing myself slowly, bucking to the beat Nine Inch Nails pounding into me Grasping and gasping wishing you would hear my cries of pleasure through cement walls He sings “I want to f u c k you like an animal” as I flip on all fours, moaning and shaking Breasts swaying, finger sucking mound petting then he whispers “feel you from the inside” For 6 minutes his voice and the intoxicating beat transfixes me as I pound and buck away Singing with him “You get me closer to God…” imagining him smelling my sex, drinking my honey “help me, get away from myself, you have my everything…my whole existence is flawed…” It goes on and on...in my ears...on and on...can't you hear my uncontrollable mindless cries... ~M~ I find myself consumed in oral fixation; often caught up in my distraction, watching their mouths form words and their pink tongues slipping out across plump lips. I want

Furball
WHO'S WALKING ON THE EPILEPSY WALK WITH ME? JUNE 21st IS COMING UP REALLY SOON AND THE ONLY FAMILY GOING IS UP NORTH AND THE ONLY FRIEND GOING MY FAMILY DON'T KNOW, IF YOU WANNA DONATE MONEY TO THE WALK CALL 215-629-5003 EXT.105 I NEED TO STOP WALLOWING IN BORED STUFF GET INTO MY PIANO SKILLS OR DRUMS AGAIN MAYBE EVEN DRAWING OR BEING A DISC-JOCKEY AGAIN. TALK ABOUT MULTI-TASKING HELL IF I DID IT ALL AT ONCE LIKE PEOPLE HAVING 4 JOBS CAUSE THEY LOVE ALOT OF MONEY BUT 2 TIRED 2 SPEND IT-HEY THATS HOW THEY SAVE IT. NEED INFO. CALL 215-629-5003 EXT.105 THIS WALK WILL BE IN FAIRMOUNT PARK IN CHESTNUT HILL FREE FOOD AND DRINK SO COME AND HAVE FUN AND THERE IS ENTERTAINMENT FOR THE KIDS.

The Best
Could someone please explain to me the difference between Osama Bin Laden, Sean Hannity, Bill O’Reilly and Rush Limbaugh? They all advocate for the failure of the current U.S. Administration. They all interpret books for there own particular interests. The book for Bin Laden is the Koran and the book for the other 3 is the Bible. They all describe that anyone that differs from their curious ideas are bad people. Bin calls these people Infidels. Hannity, O’Reilly and Limbaugh call these people Liberals. They are all funded by wealth. Bin Laden and Limbaugh are funded by their own personal fortunes and Hannity/O’Reilly are funded by Rupert Murdoch. They all support the death of American Citizens. Bin Laden supports death for Americans through the efforts of the Taliban and Al Qaeda. Hannity, O’Reilly and Limbaugh support the death of Americans by promoting and campaigning for an unjust war under the guise of Manifest Destiny. So could someone please explain

A Lil Help......
Are you ready for some football? Football Fans ONLY!! This bulletin will run Fri-Mon Add Rate and Fan EVERYONE On the train. LEAVE EVERYONE A COMMENT SAYING YOUR SHOWING LOVE FROM THE FOOTBALL TRAIN. BUY everyone on this train a football. Re-rate EVERYONE EVERY WEEK. When adding you must say your from The Football Train.. REPOST REPOST REPOST OFTEN Private message me letting me know you have F/A/R as well as left a comment to everyone and I will add you to the blog & bully. Also a lil Monday Night Football Fun This week 9/22 Jets vs. Chargers. Rate the pic of whom you think will win also leave a comment with your prediction on the score. Person who pics the winning team with closest score will win 20K fu-bucks. Current standings Chargers(9) Jets(11) Owner of Football Fans Train.. Perky ♥ Mr.D@ fubar Football Fans. Mя. Đ ♥ Perky ☠Owner of the Pitbull Mafia☠@ fubar Stephanie Lynn@ fubar ĆleavageGottiFamil

Poetry
Because, sometimes, late at night, when the sky is full of stars, and the world weighs heavily on your shoulders, You know, deep down, You have made somebody smile, and have brought a happiness, no matter how trivial, into the light of their heart. March 5, 1995 Are you curious? Are you sincere? Will you be mine? Will you my dear? Late at night, Stars shine bright, Head hangs low, Disturbing sight. Heart is heavy, Mood is down, Depression deep, Will I drown? Hopeless journey, Hopeless Task, Heedless agony, Faceless mask. Emotionless, Starless, Blighted, Dim. What Ever Will Become Of Him ?

Hdtv Review
Though both LCD and plasma displays come in the form of slim flat panel displays, yet from a technology perspective, these two flat panel displays process the image in a totally different manner. Plasma uses a matrix of tiny gas plasma cells that are charged by precise electrical voltages to emit light and hence to create the picture image. Liquid Crystal Displays (LCD) panels - work by trapping a liquid crystal solution between two sheets of polarized glass. When an electric current is passed through the liquid crystals, they change the polarization of the light passing through them in response to the electric voltage as a result of which, more or less light is able Review: Panasonic TH-42PX50U Plasma TV ...or side for easy access - Does not support picture in picture display - No computer input or camera card reader Specs - 31 inches tall - About 42 inches wide - 4 inches deep - 76 lbs - Stand ... to pass through the polarized glass on the face of the display. It is not the sco

Auction
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Just Blabbering...
It's 2pm here in Fla and I just awoke from another wonderful 3hrs of sleep! I think the sarcasm is obvious...I work the overnight shift(11pm-7am) and have been doing so, for the last 2yrs at my current job. Initially everything was fine, I got at least 6hrs a day of sleep and never had a problem with wkend adjustments. But something has just gone absolutely insanely wrong the last 3mnths. I'm barely able to keep my schedule and I can't even remember the joys of a 6hr rest session, let alone anything longer. I can't explain it, but it's really starting to affect me. I'm nodding off on the job, and I operate machinery, so that's not going to work. I'm constantly 'stuck' in neutral because my body never gets a chance to fully rest/re-energize. I've even tried to take sleeping pills(Tylenol PMs ), yet here I am 3hrs later; AWAKE. I really don't have any stress in my life that would be a trigger for this, so I'm just left dumb-founded and tired. Well, I'm off to try again... Don't you ju

Poems 2
Throughout all my chaos, There is a certain calm. It reaches through my swirling winds, With a soft and gentle outreached palm. When she stands near, My storms They are gone. To leave behind, a brilliant new sun. Without her in my life, You can rest assured. Wirhout her in my life, My storms would have no cure. from my friend miki As I walk into today, Yesterday is left behind. All the worries it brought, Slowly ease from my mind. Today is brand new, Full of new hopes and dreams. A new chance to be happy, At least it is for me. Yesterdays sorrows can not hold me back, Todays hopes will pull me through. The only way my day would be better, Is if I get to spend it with you. from my friend miki You say you don't inspire me, That statement holds no truth. You've helped me recapure something, I haven't seen since my youth. The days I was gone, Weighed like years on my heart. The sun didn't shine,no birds sang, my pen al

Top Ten Request Countdown Recap
Here is a Recap of the Top Ten Request of 3-27-08 From Dirty Deeds Radio. 1. Nine Inch Nails - Closer 2. Snoop Dog - Sensual Seduction 3. Timberland - The Way I Are 4. Sixx Am - Life is Beautiful 5. Him - Wings of a Butterfly 6. Def Lepard - Pour Some Sugar on Me 7. Seether - Fake It 8. Cream - Strange Brew 9. Devil Driver - I could Care Less 10. Dixie Chicks - Lullaby Remember this is Your Top Ten. If you Disagree then i Suggest you get your asses in Dirty Deeds and Request what you want to hear!! [[ Not Sure if im going to continue with the Countdown after this. Not Any Feedback and it seems people are not enjoying this. So Ill go be a normal lame as DJ and just take request and be dull and boring. Hope your happy. ]] Here is a Recap of the Top Ten Request of 5-1-08 From Dirty Deeds Radio. 1. Mudvayne - Happy 2. Five Finger Death Punch - Never Enough 3. Theory of a Deadman - So Happy 4. Sixx Am - Life is Beautiful 5. Powerman 5000 -

The Night I Started To Live
I looked back at the life I loved so very much and wonder , I wonder what road lies ahead for me ? who will be there when I fall ? who will catch me as I lose my footing and slip down the lonely road again . I think about you every day and I wonder why or how you came into my heart ? I wish I had known you in an earlier state in my life. I look at you and I smile, smile with love and hope hope that one day ill find you, that ill find you here, here with me in not only in my heart and mind but in my arms . no one will hurt you ever again. no one will look at you in the light I do . My life has changed so much in the last few months, but over the last few weeks I have looked at life through new love and meaning this is for you Hope p.s please dont let nothing stand in the way of what lays in your heart as i walk in the dark i cant help but to wonder is she out, there does s

Tidbits That Stick
I awoke with a fever, the bedclothes all drenched in sweat. She said "You've been having a nightmare and It's not over yet." Then she picked up the doggy in the window (the one with the waggily tail) and she put him to bed between two bits of... bread? Roger Waters The Pros & Cons of Hitch-Hiking Libera nos a malo Don't need no super heroes Don't need no movie stars Don't need no politicians; in big, black shiny cars Don't need no preacher whose church is my T.V. A man only sees what he wants to see Where in his mind is a place he wants to be A place safe from reality Won't you take this chance and Follow me?

Zees Musings
What do you think? You scored The Physical suggestible traits are: 1. Tends to learn or take information in directly and literally. However, they speak inferentially. This means if you ask a Physical a question, they will have a need to give you all of the details leading up to the answer. 2. Physicals tend to put their physical body out in front to protect their emotions. They can sometimes appear to be very demonstrative and center of attention. They will dress to draw attention and like to touch others while communicating. 3. A Physical likes team sports; enjoys working with people; heart ruled; sexually responsive at all times; prefers to fix things themselves; prefers a sporty car rather than a practical one; feels emotional and physical pain at the end of a relationship; and easily expresses affection openly. The Physical suggestible priorities are: 1. Relationship (and this equates sex with love). A Physical can be very ambitious, however, if their per

The Real Me
Its April 14th and it has been 3 years since my brother was killed in a car accident. People think the passage of time makes it easier, but it doesnt. I just returned home frome the cementary where I was visiting, and I cried because I miss him. My brother, Shawn, was only 25 years old when he passed on. If ever there was a person that you could count on it was him. I like to write about him because I dont ever want to forget him. I try to take a lot of his ideals and apply them to my life today. The biggest one that I found the most important is to make time for the people in your life. No mater how busy he was he always made an effort to visit with friends, family, and to occassionally chat up a stranger. He never took a single day for granted, and neither do I anymore. I was not always like that. I was so busy that I used to put my friends and family last. I payed the ultimate price for that by losing out on the chance to talk to my brother one last time. You always think that there

4 My Friends
MEET CUTTERBUM * Spank His page with a Add, Fan, & Rate * Tell him JC sent you * Send him a gift * Rate his pics * Rate his stash * Bling him * Send him Fu-bucks Show him a ton of love..... cutterbum Proud owner of PurpleSky@ fubar Brought to you by: Be sure to click the DLS logo and stop in Dirty Little Secrets Lounge and chat with me!!

Boudoir Photography
Hi my name is Danica, owner of Candid Snap Shots. When you use my services you'll get pictures with true smiles and lot's of personality, unlike boring studio photos. After your first session you'll recieve a Candid Snap Shots punch card. This punch card is good for 1 free hour after you've refered 5 people that have kept thier appointment. Call (586)932-7617 and book your 2008 date before the last day of April and recieve 10% off. Birthdays family reunions coporate events baby shower bridal shower bachlorette/bachlor parties a day out with the family and so much more 2 hours for $200 if the event will be over 2 hours pay only $55/ extra hour this package comes with a cd edited that will be ready for you to print at your own convience 24 hours after the event call (586)932-7617 and book your 2008 date before the last day of April and get 10% off Get 2 hours at any location for $200. This package comes with a cd edited ready for you to be as creative as you'd like with your i

Relationships
Trust is something that I give freely, because due to things in my brain, I assume that all people will do as they say. I met a woman on this site, and I put all of my trust in her. She knew about my head injury and how things said and done could/would affect me emotionally. So after talking for a few weeks, she decided that she would tell me she would come and see me for the week of my birthday. We made plans and everything seemed to be going well, then it got to be the day before she was going to leave. She told me that she wanted to see me so much that she was going to leave a day early. So she was leaving Friday afternoon at 4, or so she said. Friday around 10, after she should have been here, I text her and ask her if she is close, and she replies "No, I took a wrong turn." Finally I find out where she is and she is in Tennessee where it is storming. She says that she is going to get a room for the night there, so I am like ok. I ask her when she will be headed this way and she st

Forbidden
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Just Sittin Here
This is bulls**t I am waiting here to see if I will have surgery and now AIG is playing fing games with my workers comp check. GD my family is running out of food and they dont give a flying F. Well people I am home for the third day and still havent gotten a decent sleep. I wish they would have left the numbing meds in my back. I can still walk, and finally have a decent BM. Getting up and down is hard. Also I was able to finally take a shower it felt great to get clean. Well people I am back home now. The surgery went as hoped. I can walk without a cane or crutch again. My legs dont go numb or limp. WOOHOO I will be able to return to work in a few months. Right now I am in pain because they had to cut through 7 layers of muscle. The surgery took longer than planned because the L5 and S1 had mushroomed quite a bit and when they shaved them smooth they open a bit of marrow. Also because the disc was not Herniated they had a harder time removing it. I am pumping up my fibe

Substance Of A Mind
About myself I grew up, I've lived & in a matter of a few decades I too shall die.Until that happens I work hard, I help who I can, I Love, Hate, Feel Joy & saddness to the fullest. I am much like a Vampire in the sense I am up all night and I feel emotions deeper then perhaps one should. Only I have been ripped off, for no super powers do I have, no incredible beauty do I own, I also am not granted an eternity to share with those I love.A pity & a shame for then I would be able to come & love the world more I came here in truth for reasons which even escape me, but now that I am here I hope to get to know some of you which grace the space with your smiling faces & words of both wisdom & inspiration.For to these two things I am attracted to as well as beauty, ah yes for in life one could never live without that.So please feel free to stop by, I may not respond right away but if you are able to catch my limited attention span (lol) then from there we will see where it goes. & when I s

Disrespectful
wow i thought i was really getting to know someone and spent alot of money on them rating,fu blings,blast and so forth and was become a good friend and all of a sudden there was a quick turn on her part an she acted like a total ass and treat me like i did something to her saying i was playing with her feelings and her mine when really all that that she really want was 4 me to spend money on her an rate them,and then she not only took that then she took me off her friends list ,family ,and then block me ..the money not and issue but gaining someone trust and befriend them is,question why are ppl so cruel,disrespectful,deceitful as you come(Freedom) about other ppl's real feelings,well you know who you are i hope you enjoy the rest of your life ask your self this question ,why do ppl pretend to be someone there not are you afraid you will not get any friends,well try being someone else and see how many friends you really get,in the end you will lose and you will lose big.because you pr

Psychobabble
.... the clang of metal , the rush of blood and the stench of broken dreams......fragments of bone , chalk white against the sticky ragged flesh......lost in the corridors of a nightmare enshrouded by visions of overwhelming pleasure.....atrocity stared back from the depths - beastial , voracious and foul . the world is always ending for someone ! This is the hour when the mysteries emerge . A strangeness so hard to reflect , a moment so moving goes straight to your heart. a condition thats never been met. The attraction thats held like a wake , deep inside something i will never forget. Pattern set , the reaction will start ; complete but rejected too soon . Looking ahead in the grip of each others impulse that blinds every move. Shadow that stood by the side of the road always reminds me of you. How can i find the right way to control all of the conflicts inside, all of the problems beside. as the questions are right and the answe

Kindred's Soap Box..
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1st!!! DJ Pinki makes her FUTABULOUS DJ Debut~! You gotta fkn see/here this... Yup. Her ass gonna be on the air (cam & sound) 2nd!!! DJ Harley is coming up on her FIRST Birthday!!! Yup Yup... Monday is HARLEY'S 1st FuBirthday!!! You gotta fkn see/here this... Yup. Her ass gonna be on the air (cam & sound) 3rd!!! ROKBAR by *Shady n bbG* Owned and Operated by SBR Family & Staff Invites YOU To Our Grand Opening On Friday, June 6, 2008 6:00pm Central Time til The Party Stops! There will be LIVE music by SBRadio There will be LIVE cams by The Ladies of Rokbar There will be a host of AUCTIONS! Sets of 11s and 10s rates for photos to be auctioned off randomly throughout the night. YOU MUST BE A MEMBER TO BID OR BE BID UPON. No entry fee. JUST CLICK THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN US AT Rokbar by *Shady n bbG*

Friends
Sometimes you meet someone online that you really connect with, and it's like you have known each other forever, and you know that they are your friend for life, whether you ever meet or not. imikimi - Customize Your World You should take the time to get to know this man, he is one of a kind! MERLYN@ fubar YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR GUYS TO LEVEL! PLEASE GO HELP HIM OUT! A Keeper Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, work shirt and a hat; and Mom in a house dress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the other. It was the time for fixing things: a curtain rod, the kitchen radio, screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress. Things we keep. It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re-fixing, re-heating leftovers, renewing; I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence. Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more. Bu

Maury The Skull
Hey all what up? the shelving community has issued there monthly gossip. they caught the home invader them dirty rats!!!! there was two of them I am not gonna name any names nut seeing as they know who they are they feel the quilt they have to live with for doin what they did!!! they are BAD!!! but what can ya do everyone needs a second chance. Just incase we cannot trust them we have hired some guards to protect the shelving community right now we only have four guards but soon we hope to aquire four more, they come from a well known company and do not require a big payment!!! Which is awesome because since the babies were born we have been havin to buy a lot of food they sure can eat. I knew they would soon come to realize that there is life outside the shelving comunnity and lately I have been called to go lookin for one of them and it is more so chaos more then anyone else I tell ya we named him right!!! There is rumer goin around that there may be a wedding happening at the shelve

Thoughts From Ladie_in_pink
Like air and water needed to live, I need you. Like a infant needs a mother to care for it, I need you. I'm helpless, lost, and scared if I don't have you. When I''m alone and crying I think of your face and It makes me feel better. When I feel I have lost all hope, I remember I have you by my side and I can accomplish anything. Like a funny joke to cheer me up, I need you to make me laugh. I can't think of another person that can ever do that. You are my wings to carry me away when I am falling. You are very special to me. I live for you. You watch over me as my guardian angel and keep my safe when in danger. I think of you as the sun that shines down on me. I think of you as my only world. Please don't ever walk out of my life. If there is no you..........there will never be me again An open heart finally set free. A heavy feeling lifting up light. Confusion and doubt are far long gone. Bad dreams and memories of you ar

I Write Bad Poetry When I'm Tired
What thoughts are these that pervade my senses? Alien and unknown these feelings have made a home Beside caustic wit and false intentions, the usual defenses. Taking root within my soul, these thoughts threaten to make me whole. Knock down the walls and be exposed. Barricades built with years of struggle. Stand your ground and bear the pain. Take in the world love lust and shame. Through her I see the secret disease The malady which brings me to my knees Her smile her eyes her frail disguise Happiness and new life dance beneath those pools Born again from love lust and passion Sense a world where all is right, the man I want to be; by her side Whips crack and bottoms cry glorious, hanging naked in the sky. Hemp stretched taught over sumptuous flesh. striking and proud against diaphanous mesh. pleasure for pain, so much to be gained when the one you love is so firmly restrained. Now I know in my final days that I should have shown her in bolder ways the simple fa

I Like To Write
Once you have been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits, or goals about yourself. At the end choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave them a comment (tag, you're it) and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me back, let me know when you've posted your blog so I can see your answers. 1. I LOVE BEER SALT with my beer(not regular salt)-BEER SALT "YA'LL DONT KNOW ABOUT THAT" 2. goal=costa rica 3. beans make my ears itch 4.i shave(not bald) well you get the idea-must keep it tapered 5.i adore and worship my girlfriend like theres no tomorrow 6.my grandfather got rich off of viagra for real-(my grandmother was thankful) 7. i surfed every hurricane back in the day. 8.i put bbq sauce on my fries and big mac 9.goal--my kids will be the ones that other kids are invious of (bmw-mercedez) 10.i put sugar in my grits but i think that

This Little Mind Of Mine!
By yours truly Mary Along came a spider And sat down beside her And frightened the poor girl away. But what if that spider was afraid he might bite her So tickled fear up her leg? She looked down at her skirt Afraid it would hurt And her heart knew there'd be hell to pay. ------------- Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I

Lyrics And Poetry
Perfect by nature Icons of self indulgence Just what we all need More lies about a world that Never was and never will be Have you no shame? Don't you see me? You know you've got everybody fooled Look here she comes now Bow down and stare in wonder Oh how we love you No flaws when you're pretending But now I know she Never was and never will be You don't know how you've betrayed me And somehow you've got everybody fooled Without the mask, where will you hide? Can't find yourself lost in your lie I know the truth now I know who you are And I don't love you anymore It Never was and never will be You don't know how you've betrayed me And somehow you've got everybody fooled It never was and never will be You're not real and you can't save me Somehow now you're everybody's fool Everytime our eyes meet.. This feeling inside me is almost more than I can take Baby, when you touch me, I can feel how much you love me And it just blows me away I've never been this close to anyone or anythi

Crap....downraters.....rude....ect!
This guy can't make up his mind. First he rated me as a 7 then came back a while later and changed it to an 8. biggred@ fubar Hit my default pic with a 1, so I returned the favor! I'm sorry but a level 9 should know better by now. backwoods boy@ fubar She was caught cheating in the contest I am hosting. My rules clearly said no green accounts even before I started taking contestants. Link to the blog with the contest description and rules. It was last updated on April 9th when the last contestant entered. http://www.fubar.com/blog/140122/747219 All that was altered on that day was to change the number of contestants to 9. She had one green account bombing her like crazy today. I caught them and when I went to visit the profile it was deleted. I have a screenshot that clearly shows her pic and a comment from the green account. I tried to warn her, but she had me blocked from sending shouts and private messages (or it was a glitch - either way I tried), so I first

Hmmm
1964 - Snow 1965 - Hurricane Betsy 1968 - Snow 1969 - Hurricane Camille 1991 – Snow 1992-Andrew 2004 - Snow 2005 - Hurricane Katrina 2008-Snow 2009- ? Oh yeah. We getting another massive Hurricane, I'm throwing a Hurricane party, Come boogie with bay bay, It might be your only chance lol Would you guys even come? haha This is just sad man. Heartattack on the feild

Fubombers
My friend Peggy sue has made a discussion forum. There is even a Fubar thread come on over and check it out and join!! She loves new friends and old ones as well!! http://www.myforum.peggysuesbooks.com Here it is guys!! Indian Rose is on the warpath with her "little buddy" East bolt and here is a blog she posted: ->~Tee~*FU-B...: i don't do mumms, barely leave comments anymore, i'm not defending her, i know we bombed togther 1 night thats all i can truthfully say ~Tee~*FU-B...: she's been in my bar tab commenting MUMMS a whole lot the past week or so ->~Tee~*FU-B...: don't know about mumms i know she has a severe hernia, and hasn't been on much at all ~Tee~*FU-B...: what really looks bad is East saying she's too hurt to bomb yet we all see her MUMMING hours and hours a day ->~Tee~*FU-B...: i'm on here real late the status were bad ->~Tee~*FU-B...: i seen them on that page tee ~Tee~*FU-B...: if they were pissed it was because they weren't doing anything to help

Jokes
1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10.. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11.. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16.. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 17.. Wrinkled Was Not One of the Things I Wanted to